
When Dika who is confused like that makes me not understand what is. But I didn't want to force him to speak, so I switched our discussion and I hope Dika doesn't think about it anymore, because of the fever like this.
“Well if you are confused, I will not force you to say” I said
“Why ?” dika
“Because it is your privacy, I want you to tell me everything you feel when you are ready to say it. Because if I force you, isn't that the same as me being selfish?” say
Dika fell silent without saying anything, then shifted her gaze right then and there from before me. And at that very moment the awkwardness was really felt, not knowing what to do even our atmosphere became silent. We fell silent without doing anything and clearly we heard all the activities below where his friends were gathering.
Dika who was tired immediately went to sleep at that time, while I watched Dika. I stroked her hair and saw her completely asleep face and hoped that Dika would always be with me. I'm not asking for anything right now, all I want is to always be close to Dika.
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The afternoon had arrived, I who turned out to sleep was awakened by Dika to take me home. When I got off, Dika told me to sit for a while on the sofa while Dika left because there was business. Until the brother who was there immediately approached me
“Dek want to go home?” said the brother
“Ah yes sis, but Dikanya again out briefly” I said with a smile
“Oh, sister can say no?” said the brother again
“What by the way brother ?” I said with astonishment
Honestly, this is the first time I've ever spoken to that brother. The big brother seemed to want to say something that really confused me, because his face was serious but hard to say
“Emang what's wrong sister ?” I said with silence
“This is about Dika dek” said sister
“That's actually tonight you have an event not ?” said brother
“Events? there seems to be no kak” I said
“Adek can come later tonight here?” said brother
“What's the matter, brother, really serious brother” said I laughed
“When there play with another woman dek” said sister
Hearing that, I who was laughing immediately fell silent, as if what brother said was like a dream to me. I fell silent without thinking what I was doing, what was wrong with my hearing. Everything put my mind on the verge of not being able to control
“During these few months, Dika was often with the woman even slept in the woman's place. Therefore I tell you equally adek so that later adek see for yourself how the attitude of the Dika actually” said brother
“Ah wait a minute brother, I do not know what brother means, woman?, sleep? What does it mean sister ?” ask me in confusion
“So during these few months, they have been together even every night Dika always come to the hostess and the next morning Dika just returned here” said brother
I was completely shocked right then and there, I fell silent and just listened to what the big brother said
“Means I ask adek later tonight come and see for yourself” said the brother
“Who is that sister?” I said quickly
“That's a woman who works next to our place” said sister
I don't know what to do with the situation I'm facing right now. I was really confused by what I heard that day. Silence and no speech at that time, like getting a revelation that I didn't even expect for the relationship we were in.