Be aground

Buddy

Everything that was said to me that night, has kept my mood believing in him. And of course all turned out to be mere talk. Because in fact Dika has done the same thing as before, even longer Dika makes me not understand his attitude which now only gives me a wound than the happiness I dream of.

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Dika who increasingly enjoy the atmosphere of his work makes Dika increasingly forget about my presence, even Dika always spend time with his friend than me. I don't know who and where they were, but Dika would just tell me that she was away with her friend. And every time I ask whose friend, then Dika will always say his coworker. And I always believed everything that was said. Honestly, I'm actually suspicious of Dika's attitude that since she worked in the hotel has changed a lot. It could even be said Dika cared for me when she needed help.

I was a little confused by her attitude, but I always thought that it was because of her job that Dika changed to me. But if every day the change becomes clearer, it does not mean that I am not wrong in judging his attitude. Every time I say what I think, Dika will always find excuses, even divert the problems we experience.

Until one day when the lecture will be held, suddenly my friend showed the status of Dika

“Vit, who is this woman ?” said my friend who immediately showed Dika status in the form of a video

I who saw it was really shocked, how could Dika bear to do this to me. Although in the video, Dika hid his face, while the woman did not. But who does not know the characteristics of the people we love after a long relationship. I was silent like a person who got something that was hard for me to express. Until finally I excuse the lecturer who taught at that time.

I who tried to hold back the tears finally came out also while in the bathroom. I cried alone with such deep disappointment. Videos that show their affection, even the woman leaning on your girlfriend's shoulder. Then proudly Dika showed off their relationship at a status that did not even make an exception with me. Even my friends who were friends with him got the same thing. It hurts but it doesn't bleed that's how I feel

I quickly sent him a message

“Who ?” I said directly commenting on his status

“Temanku” says Dika with brief

“Friends should be that semesra ?” say

“What the hell, it's just status doang ?” dika

“I who the hell am I to you ?” say

“You angelku” says Dika

“Why the hell ?” dika

“Why did you say, you made a status with women and you are proud to show it off with me ?” say

“It wasn't me loh “ Dika said

“Not you, gosh I've been with you for a few years Dika, you want to lie what else” said I

“OK it was me, but I had a reason” Dika said

“What reason until you have the heart to make me like this” I said

“She's my friend and she's bullied by her ex a lot, so she's asking me to help” Dika said

“Did she know you already have a boyfriend ?” say

“Already, he knows you” Dika said

“She knows me, she knows I'm your boyfriend, but she did just that for her ex?” say

“Quite vit, you don't have to make all mess” said Dika

“What the hell do you want ?” say

I just read it without saying anything. And to be honest, I was completely devastated and couldn't think at least what I was until Dika could do this to me.