Be aground

Drifting

I who felt comfortable with his embrace made me return Dika's embrace. A hug I almost forgot in the relationship we were in. After a few minutes, Dika took off the hug and immediately stood up and pulled me from the bed. I was in a sitting position, Dika immediately took out a packet of rice and provided everything good dishes, water. And I just saw him do that. Dika directly pulled me to sit down and of course I followed what he did.

Well the atmosphere that I had almost forgotten, I finally felt it again. The attention and bribes that I now want to let go of in the end I hope again in this relationship. Was I wrong to maintain this relationship after what Dika did to me ?. Can I survive with the attitude of Dika who still maintains his selfishness compared to my feelings ?. I can't digest something right now, all I want is to be with her even if I don't want to end things just like that. I'm gonna hang on, yeah hold on for this relationship to last. That's what I was thinking about when I was with Dika. Even if it hurts what Dika gives me, I will survive.

“Why silence, ahhh open her mouth” said Dika who suddenly shifted my thoughts

I smiled and obeyed what Dika said, after Dika gave me one mouthful, he gave another mouthful to her. That was until the food that was in front of us ran out with no leftovers. After that, Dika directly gave me a drink until I was forced to have to spend one glass of it. I, who initially did not want to, was forced to finish the drink. Dika went straight down to take a drink for him. Not long after that Dika came back and sat next to me.

I who was cool at that time playing a mobile phone, made Dika directly lean his head on my shoulder. I let Dika lean on me, until then Dika said something

“Do you still want to be with me ?” dika

I was cool using a cellphone, immediately speechless to hear the words of Dika

“Why ?” ask me

“I want to know your answer” Dika said

“What do you think?” my word

“I'm not the one to be, my family you already know how. Then my attitude towards you, but why do you hold on?” asked Dika who was still leaning on my shoulder

“Once, I don't know why it could be like that” I said

“Then how ?” dika

“How about ?” I asked who immediately saw Dika and made Dika not lean on me anymore

(Aaahhh that gaze again) I said inwardly

“I have to tell you how many more times Dika, I love you more than anything. If I look at what you've said, maybe I've left you a long time ago. But in fact that is not what I see from you” said I immediately rubbed his face while looking at him

“Then how is the end of this relationship ?” dika

“This relationship will end where it should” said

“Where ?” dika

“At the wedding, didn't you say you were going to marry me ?” say

“What your family will agree to this” Dika said

“Then prove that you deserve me to my family and I will support you and even help you” I said

“Why do you love me so much?” dika

“I also don't know why I'm crazy about you” said I removed the caress from her hand

Suddenly, Dika's hand held my hand and held mine. Dika's hand gently rubbed my palm, then for a while Dika gently kissed my palm

“Thank you” said Dika who immediately saw me after kissing my palm.

I just fell silent to see Dika who had never been like this