Be aground

Arrivals

I thought that when I didn't tell her or even received a call from her, she would look for me. Two days had passed the last time Dika contacted me, but that very moment Dika did not care about my circumstances. As for me, like a crazy person who always tries to find out about it from people around him. I am like a beggar who expects the love that should give me happiness. But the truth is, all I get is a lie that always endures disappointment. I didn't expect Dika to do this to me. With an indifferent attitude, it finally dawned on me. It was not Dika who loved me but I who loved her too deeply. I loved his self-hypocrisy as if he was the best man on my life's journey. With me trying to be the best, it is only considered as a place where he likes to complain about his sadness to me.

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I spent my time busy at college until the afternoon. Then at night busy reading comics that have become my priority. But the night for me was a long, boring night. There was no news from her even as if Dika disappeared from my life. I always think about it but what about her ?. I really didn't know about him at the time. I closed my eyes hoping I would sleep on this exhausting night. Suddenly the sound of the motor stopped right in front of my boarding gate. I heard that, made me realize that it was the sound of Dika's motor.

I got out of bed and wanted to get out as soon as possible. But remembering what Dika did to me, made me stop stepping. I stayed in bed and waited to be called. After a few minutes, Dika called me. I looked at my phone and saw her name. I didn't pick her up and let Dika come all the way here, so she would know that I was mad at her. When my phone stopped shaking, Dika immediately called my name from outside.

"Vita" said Dika repeatedly

Want to not want me to go out at that time, for fear that it will disturb other neighbors. I also saw Dika who had been watching me.

"What's up ?" I said briefly without looking at it

"How are you doing ?" dika said to me

"Is it important at this time ?" say

"Are you angry ?" dika

I just kept quiet at that moment without seeing what Dika's face was like. Because in fact I might have been devastated when I saw Dika

"You're wrong, too, right ?" said Dika at the time

I who heard that, immediately saw Dika with an angry face. I didn't expect Dika to say that to me.

"Yeah, you're wrong and I should be angry with you" Dika said

"What did I do to the point that you were mad at me ?" say

"You know I was at work at the time but you always called me, and it was very disturbing" Dika said

"I'm interrupting ?. Before you said that, did you forget you said what I was the same ?" I said in an angry tone

"Udah, you do not blame me continuously" said Dika

"I don't blame you, you said you'd pick me up yourself ?" say

"Yes I know, but I also have a job and that too you know. Do I have to stay close to you ?" dika

"If you're busy you should tell me, not guarantee me days of gini" I said

"Yes, I'm sorry" Dika said briefly

"Aahhh, I don't like it" I said as I leaned against the wall.

"You don't have to be selfish" said Dika who immediately stood up and turned on his bike and left just like that

I who saw it only cried with Dika's attitude to me.....