Be aground

Short message

They had been together to celebrate the anniversary, and how devastated I felt, even the message I sent for her had not gotten anything back from her. Disappointment mixed with tears covered my heart right then and there. There was no certainty and no word of breakup was spoken Dika, even the last we met Dika said that they had no relationship.

But what I got was a lie. I'm a believer in everything they say, always making me look stupid. I was silent for a few minutes, then realized that everything had to end.

Right then and there, my sister on the other side of the island asked me to come to her place during the college holidays, and obviously I did just that. I left right then and there without saying anything to Dika, even Dika did not know that I went there. It's all done and it's best to go back as usual.

And everything is exactly what I want. I hope that with me who is gone for a few months, it will bring me in a calmness that can forget her and the woman. Arriving at my sister's place, I spent time without looking at my phone. Well everything goes back to how it used to be.

Until one night, when I was washing clothes, my phone rang again.

At first I didn't care about the ringtone. But because it was too noisy for me, I finally picked up my phone and saw that someone was texting me. And how surprised I was, when I saw the name that sent me that message.

“Dika “ my word in heart.

To be honest, I didn't want to read the message from him at first, because it would make me hurt again. But what I can do, with a heavy heart I read Dika's message

“Short Order”

“Again where?” dika

“There's what” I said short

“What?” say

“Me and her are dating, and I beg you not to disturb me anymore and our relationship” said Dika

I read the message Dika makes me not concentrate on making a hose to hold water spilled somewhere. I wanted to cry at that time, held back because of the brother who came to me. I tried not to look sad or cry and the message Dika quickly reply at that time.

“Alright, thank you” said briefly

And at that very moment, I erased everything about him, I left from my brother's place, then saw the dark sky which in the end made me laugh while closing my eyes that wanted to shed tears.

“Hahahaha, it turns out they lied” I said slowly

I cried in the silence of the night that could not even reveal everything I felt. How not, I got a message from the woman that they would never date, but at that time Dika contacted me and said that they had a relationship.

Who do I trust at the moment ?. To whom should I ask what they are playing with me ?

I was completely devastated, the sense of skit I received multiplied from this sickening relationship. The feeling I got turned around hurt me. I who tried to do my best turned out to get an impromptu behavior. I have been with him for quite a while, but I have never gotten genuine happiness from him. I tried to accept all his flaws even I didn't want to give him a bad impression. But all just talk, I'm ruined.

I, who was fed up, end up harboring myself and erasing all the memories with him. Well the figure of Dika has been lost in my life and I will release everything from my life. Because actually holding on to a love that claps one hand is very painful.