Be aground

Accepts

I have always been deceived by those who still perform at me. Even so, I still accept everything. I know I will eventually get hurt, but as long as it is close to Dika then I will accept what they did to me. That was my stupidity for a year. I accepted every lie and hurt I was given. But my love for her made me hang on to her.

*****

After a few days, I finally did my usual routine and continued my studies. Arriving at the campus gate, suddenly my phone rang indicating there was a video call. I saw his familiar number and quickly picked up the call

“Why ?” say

“Ah thank goodness you raised” said Dika

“Eh sister-in-law ya” says friends Dika

“Diamlah” says Dika “There's what” I said

“You've been to college?” dika

“Yes, I'm on campus now, why ?” say

“Gak nothing, I just miss” said Dika who immediately diteriakin his friends

“Udah deh do not need weird” I said with a smile

“Finally you want to smile also at me” said Dika

I also realized when Dika said that

“Alright, see you later tonight ya” said Dika who immediately ended our call.

Every day Dika called me even every night before leaving for work, Dika still just stopped by my hostel. Honestly speaking, the changes given to me made me think even more that Dika would come back to me, because Dika every met me never concerns anything about the woman who has destroyed our relationship. Well everything really came back.

Dika always told me everything, both when Dika moved the boarding house from his family place. Well I was sure and gave a chance to Dika because after Dika left his family place, then Dika will rarely meet women. Everything really makes me happy.

I was invited to his new boarding house, and obviously I saw a place that could be said to be quite spacious for himself. But one thing that confused me, Dika did not want the hostess to know that I was a woman. But Dika always hid my face from the surrounding environment. Until one day when Dika also told me

“Ah is not only you who have come here” said Dika

“What do you mean?” I said confusedly

“Iya because my friend worked first also came here” said Dika

“Ha who ?” said I held back

“That's Ely, she came when I was sick, so she took care of me” Dika said

“Then the business with me who came here what?” my word

“Because the hostess only knows that I have a girlfriend it is her, not you” Dika said

Hearing that back cut my feelings, how about Dika doing this to me. All the women who approached him were always given attention and even always published in front of all his friends, whereas I, I was always hidden in both his family and his friends. I was like a low-value woman in his eyes. Even though I knew everything like that, I still accepted Dika.

I'm a fool for feelings that don't want to lose Dika makes me always survive. Well survive his attitude that does not care about me, hang with Dika who always tells other women in front of me, enduring the wounds the longer the more stupid I am to have a relationship that endures for someone who doesn't appreciate me.