Be aground

Rasa

I finally met Dika for three more weeks, making my longing disappear. We who had reached Dika's place, returned as if I had told him to step up first to his place, and Dika went to buy food. But before I boarded, there was a woman sitting near Dika's workplace. I who did not care about it went straight in and greeted Dika's friends before going upstairs.

I felt the comfort of being in place again, and we went through everything like nothing happened. And all that happens is like a passing wind that has no deep meaning. Although honestly I can still feel until now, but all will not be useful because in fact Dika will always make that he did not make a mistake while I have to understand Dika who is full of secrets.

I hope that all the problems we are currently facing can be resolved without leaving any deeper wounds. Because to me he is everything to me right now, and I will always accept even forgiving Dika with his attitude that never understood me, because I am sure he will change seeing the sincerity I gave him. I will try to be the best for her, to be a woman who is always there to provide all the needs she wants. Let him know that he is my second life after my family. I also waited for Dika while laying down my body on Dika's bed, I closed my eyes while forgetting everything, until when Dika came I did not realize.

Dika was directly near me and immediately pulled my hand that covered my face. I who saw him was silent

“What do you think?” asked Dika who brought her face closer to mine

I saw it for so long, our view was so deep that it made the atmosphere was silent

“Why ?” ask Dika

I still did not answer Dika's question, only that my hand spontaneously directly held his face which was still right in front of my face. Dika who felt the caress of my hand, just closed her eyes, while I continued to caress her face while continuing to look at her.

“I miss you” said I who still caress Dika's face

“I know” said Dika who instantly opened his eyes and looked at me

“Then why are you doing this?” my word

“Are you not evil?” much

“Maybe, but I don't want to do that, it all just happened” Dika said

“Well, it all just happened. There is not even an explanation of anything until now” said I

“Are you still upset ?” dika

“No, it's just that I'm still trying to hold it” said I who removed my hand caress from her face

Then I quickly tilted my face from the front of his face, until suddenly Dika's hand held my face. Our positions that still look at each other, back to silence without a word

“What's up?” ask me to open the conversation

“I'm happy to know you” said Dika who immediately kissed my forehead right then and there

I who saw Dika like that just fell silent and after Dika kissed my forehead, she immediately hugged me. The hug I hadn't felt in a long time, even the kiss on the forehead that was getting harder and harder for me to get from him, now I'm giving back the feeling of someone who always made me comfortable.

If this had always been the case in my world, I might have always hoped for more to survive