My Fat Girl

Part Vian and Bella

Bella walked while holding back tears that were about to drip, it hurt to hear someone she loved. He said he made her hurt. He did not intend to do it like that, only circumstances that I could escape.

“Bella, lo where I waited from earlier not nongol-nongol.” Ina.

“What's up Mpa?” ask Bella.

“We want to see Vian, you don't know he was in an accident?” Ask Nino.

“Know, Gita was already ngabarin me. Just don't know if you want to go now.” Bella said save everything so she looks ordinary.

“Ah. I thought you guys were special. Yes let's go there now.” Bring Win.

“Can not if I do not come now, because there is a file I have not run.” Bella tries to make excuses to not go to the hospital. He didn't want to make Vian hurt.

“No, work can be later. Boss Gilang will also be admiring all of this. So don't worry.” He took Bella's hand.

Along the way to the hospital Bella looked down, she had imagined Vian's face later when she met him.

“Bella, you are sick or why are you silent anyway?” ask Ina.

“Lo must be sad yes because Vian accident.” Nino.

“Iya, surprised when yesterday he nganterin I came home. Now we are in the hospital.” He said with teary eyes.

“Nganterin lo, do you guys have a special relationship?” Ina curious.

“No, I'm the same he's just friends. But.” The word but it sounded so soft only Ina heard it.

“But what?” ask Ina.

“Ha?"

“Tadi you said but, but what, love right?” Goda Ina's.

“Mbak Ina ngaco. We are friends really just ask him later.” Bella.

“Still wanting to hide, clearly his eyes imply something else.’ Ina said slowly.

They all rushed into Vian's room, one by one entering and greeting Vian. Only Bella didn't come in. He was afraid, because the mastermind behind the accident was himself.

“Eh.. Where is Bella?” ask Win.

“Tadi behind.” Show Ina. “Eh, where is he?” Ina looks for Bella who suddenly disappears no longer behind her.

“So here with Bella?” ask Gita.

“Iya, briefly I search out.” She went out looking for Bella.

“Bella-Bel.. “ call Ina.

“Yes, Ma'am.” replied Bella quickly.

“Lo where did you suddenly say?” ask Ina.

“From toilet Mbak, it's been really cool. Live, cover to there.” Bella. He didn't lie from the toilet, but he went there to wash his face so that his face was not because of kebabel.

Bella walked slowly behind Ina, she did not dare to look at the lying Vian. He will only feel more guilty. Bella stole a glance as she chatted with the others. Bella notices the wounds on Vian's body.

“Why can an accident?’ ask Nino.

“So no one accidentally passed by, so I swerved and well you know I'm finally here.” Vian.

“Bella said you last night nganterin go home, what from there lo accident?” ask Ina.

“So you yesterday accident out nganterin Bella home Vian?” Nino reiterated Ina's question.

“Iya.” he said while nodding.

“Lo menggamunin Bella for sure, so if you still miss stay just first do not need to go home than finally like this. Kan lo himself is sick.” Obviously Ina.

“Bella, just shut up. Here is tanya.” Nino pulls Bella's hand until she is next to Vian.

Bella is increasingly unable to speak her eyes teary, she wants to hug Vian but all that is impossible.

Vian immediately looked away to Gita, he also chatted and joked with Gita and the others. Vian ignored Bella.

Gita codes the others to get out and lets Vian and Bella both have a chat.

“Vian, I want to go home for a while and I'll be here again. Mama says masakin food for you. I'll take it first yes.”

“Okay.”

“Far, yuk.” invite Gita.

“Bent Yes Vian.” Fara said while patting Vian on the shoulder.

“Nino, this file you haven't sent yet? This is Gilang wa's boss. I'll call you first.” Win reasoned to contact Gilang.

“Gue send e-mail brief yes in front ya.” Nino.

“OK.”

“Eh Ina, you wear silent there. The file where others just sent one.” Nino encodes Ina to come out.

“Ah.. yes-yes, sorry forgot me.” He said as he walked after Nino.

Now in the room were the two of them, Bella still standing looking at Vian. Vian turned his eyes.

“Vian.” Bella tells herself to start the conversation first. Vian did not reply, it was too painful to talk to Bella at the moment.

“Gue knows you must be angry and disappointed with me, but I have no intention at all to make you hurt. I also don't know why it's like this.” Bella tries to explain Vian.

“I haven't said it all this time not because I have the same lo, but because I was confused. I already have a fiancee but the other side I love you. I can't if I have to lose lo.” Bella started to tear her eyes.

“If you really like me, why don't you let go.” Answer Vian in a flat tone.

“Gue couldn't do it either, he was the biggest donor in the orphanage. Besides that a lot of debt my family with him.” Bella.

“Then let me go, let's not know each other like before.” Said Vian again.

“Vian, I can't let go of lo. I love you lo.” Bella held Vian's hands together.

“Not so Vian.” Bella said stammeringly holding her chest tightness.

“How do you mean? Explain to me, what do you want now?” vian asked with a very sharp look.

Bella is silent, she also does not know what to do but she wants Vian to still love her. And they can be together, pick him up and drive him home, take him out to eat and other things that make him happy and feel loved.

“Lo itself can not answer right, Bella we indeed from the beginning can not be close together, or establish a relationship in terms of friends or partners. So from now on let's just say we don't know each other.” Vian.

His words were the end of everything. There's nothing more to do.

Only criticize each other if they're not a match.

Bella wiped her tears, “I still hope there is a miracle come here and unite us. I hope God listens to my prayer.” Bella said in amini by Vian in heart.

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After Bella's hospital straight back to her home, she is no longer strong if she has to go to the office. Vian's words were very encouraging, he was confused if he could choose he would definitely choose Vian over Edo.

He could be happy with Eda because he was the first person to be friends, but after that he also went and only occasionally visited it was uncertain.

While with Vian, he was very happy to feel someone with him with a very real figure.

“Gue must act.” Speak with a solid choice. He chose Vian as his future.

Bella picks up her bag, she rushes off to the orphanage before Edo returns again to Surabaya. He wanted to end it all right now.

“Buk...ibuk...” call Bella. While running into the room.

“What's the Bel?” The mother of the parlor came out of the kitchen.

“Where's Edo's brother Buk?” ask Bella

“There's behind, again playing with the kids. What's the panic like, there's a problem?” ask Bella.

“Neither Buk, Bella to the back first ya Buk.” Bella said she rushed to Edo.

“Sack Edo.” Call Bella.

“Iya, what's up?” Edo walked over to Bella.

Bella manages her breath that is boring, “Gue wants to talk about Edo.”

“Where if we find a cool place near here, I also want to say something lo.” Edo takes Bella away from the orphanage.

Edo drives his car casually, he wants to enjoy the moments together with Bella before marriage.

“Lo say what?” ask Edo.

“Sister Edo only first.” Bella Ingekau what exactly Edo wanted to say to her.

“Bentar, we go down first yuk to the park we chat there.” Edo said while looking for a place to park.

“Iya Kak.” Answer Bella.

The two of them took a short walk, enjoying the calm atmosphere. Edo invited Bella to sit in a long chair in the corner of the park. He also furnishes soft makanna and drinks.

”What does Brother Edo want to say?” Bella asked after they sat down.

“Bella, soon we will bless and live together. I want to get to know you more deeply.” Said Edo.

“Sister, is Brother Edo sure to marry Bella?” Bella convinces Edo if she's really going to marry him.

“Yakin, why?” Edo frowned. She felt bad about Bella's question.

“We only meet once a year is rare. Are we getting married?”

“Yak arena we rarely meet, so now I want to know you more deeply. We must meet often, eat together and do activities together so that we get to know each other.”

“Bella, do you doubt my sincerity?” Edo looked at Bella who had been silent since. His face was not happy at all.

“Bella does not doubt, it's just that.” Bella stopped her speech, she took a breath, so that she could speak her next words.

“What?” Edo was impatient.

“Before I would like to apologize to Brother Edo, I will look evil and selfish but I can not lie to my feelings. I already love others.” Bella said carefully.

“Means lo?” it was as if there was a small needle piercing through it, though small, making it bleed and slash.

“Gue wants to cancel our engagement, sorry Bella Kak Edo.” Bella held Edo's hand.

“Cancel our engagement?” Edo laughed. It was like there was lightning suddenly striking in a very bright atmosphere. Instantly his life turned cloudy.

“Iya, Brother. I don't want to make this relationship continue because it will only make us hurt each other.” Bella.

“Bella, you don't wait for it right with the word lo.”

“Kak, I'm very serious I beg understanding Kak Edo to let go of Bella.”

“No Bella, I love you so much how can I let go of you so easily. What are his advantages so you prefer him over me?” Edo held both of Bella's arms.

“Sack Edo.”

“Tell Bella, is she richer, prettier or more so that you can choose her more than me. Say!”

“Your sister can not be compared, it's just that I love her. We met every day, he was always there for me in a difficult or happy state. He's always been protecting Bella. As for Brother Edo, not a single message has ever come in. Let's talk about other problems, just ask for news never.” Bella said in tears.

“Sorry, Bella didn't mean to discriminate between you. But Bella needs someone real to reach. Not just wishful thinking. I can only go there tomorrow. Without certainty.”

“Bella, we can do it as long as you want to come with me to Surabaya. We'll live happily. I will give you anything you ask, what a luxury house, car, or villa just say I will fulfill it all.

“Bella doesn't need that, sister, and it's all too late. Bella loved someone else. Sorry Bella Kak, Bella prayed that Brother Edo get a better woman from Bella.” Bella rises to Edo. Agilely Edo immediately grabbed Bella's hand and hugged her tightly.

“Bella, please. Don't cancel our engagement. I really love you, I have provided everything we will need. I prepared all for our future, for our little family.” Said Edo.

“Mafin Bella Sister. Bella is so sorry. If Brother Edo really loves Bella, then let go of Bella. Let Bella be with Bella's choice. Because Bella's happiness is her.” Bella releases a hug from Edo, she rushes out of the park before Edo chases after her.

“Yes God, forgive Bella, for hurting so many people. But Bella did this for Bella's happiness. Is Bella God's fault?” Bella's inner voice crying.