Love In Silence

Love In Silence
Ending a Relationship



The next day, after breakfast. Axel and Alexa go to Afifah's house. Along the way, Alexa drives because Adzriel does not allow Axel to drive under such circumstances.


Axel's eyes are like a panda cub, because they don't sleep all night and just cry so his eyes are a bit swollen and there are dark circles under his eyes.


Alexa is really sick to see the state of his brother like that. Alexa wanted to quickly get to Afifah's house and vent her anger over what she had done to her brother.


Along the way, Axel just kept silent. He didn't say anything. Alexa who saw it, could only cry in silence. Alexa increases its speed up within 20 minutes, until also in front of the house Afifah.


Axel and Alexa get out of the car. He walked towards the house of Afifah. Alexa knocked on Afifah's door and shortly afterwards, Afifah opened the door.


"Assalamualaikum" said Alexa. Although he was upset again, Alexa could not go straight in without saying hello.


"Waalaikumsalam, come on in," said Afifah smiling He thought Axel and Afifah had come to pick him up. Afifah did not pay attention to Axel's disheveled face is not as usual that is very well maintained.


Axel and Alexa sit as well as Afifah.


"Mas Axel why?" afifah asked in shock after she saw Axel's face that was like a panda and looked really tangled.


"That's because of you" replied Alexa coldly.


"You mean?" ask Afifah not understand.


"Don't pretend you don't know. I already know everything. Axel's sister has told me everything, even Umy, Oma and Aby also know you're pregnant with a child," alexa answered in her flat voice while Axel remained silent because she was still confused to string words together. His mouth was stiff and hard to speak.


"I'm sorry," said Afifah lowered his head, he did not expect Axel would tell his disgrace to his family.


"I beg you, do not stay in me mas" pinta Afifah with tears running down his cheeks.


"I'm sorry, but I can't be with you anymore. My heart hurts too much, my family doesn't approve of our relationship anymore either" replied Axel who tried to reveal what he wanted to reveal.


"I don't want to, I don't want you to be with another woman" Afifah said.


"Willful?! Why are you just now saying that. You don't want me to be with another woman but I used to propose to you, but you always refuse. I try to get you, but you often avoid. Why just now, you say it like that. You used to sell expensive, after your honor was forced by others. You came to me and asked to marry me. Even now you're saying, I don't want to be with another woman. What is really on your mind Afifa?


Why are you making me dizzy with your attitude. If you really love me, you will definitely accept my proposal. Even if you refuse and focus on your ideals, at least you can take care of yourself and do not be careless to include other men in your own time. Because the man is not all good, the man can take advantage of the opportunity in narrowness. You should be able to take good care of yourself, not even like this.


And I'm sorry, it's true I still love you, love you so much. But I cannot marry a woman who is pregnant with someone else's child. I don't want to be a hypocrite. I also want to have a wife, who can keep her honor, who is still holy and also a woman who can make me smile.


From the time I knew you, I often felt heartache, not the happiness I had but the endless pain.


Maybe now is the time, I'm looking for a woman who can love me because after all this concerns my future. I also want to be happy Afifah.


Maybe we are not meant to be together. Is not the soul mate already arranged. Do not be afraid, if you are my soul mate, surely we will unite. But if you don't, even if you try to get me, I will eventually marry another woman" Axel said.


"Well, if that's what you want. I'm sorry, if all this time I've been wrong, often to your disappointment. I'm sorry" said Afifah. He realized that he could no longer force Axel to continue to be beside him or marry him. Afifah realized, it had been her fault all along.


"I'm sorry about you. I'm sorry, too, if I'm wrong and make you disappointed and cry" Axel said trying to smile.


After apology, Axel and Alexa left Afifah's house while Afifah could only shed tears. He will sell the house and shop of his parents. He'll go out of town and open a business there. He was going to a remote village where no one knew him.