Love In Silence

Balqis and Aksa's wedding day

Today is the wedding day of Aksa and Balqis. Many journalists who came to cover their wedding because Ezra, Ayu and also Dedi made the most luxurious party in the world so that no responsibility of the costs incurred was fantastic.

Ezra and Dedi are very happy because they are now officially sisters. While Ayu Andana saw the son and also Balqis, who has now officially become his son-in-law. There was no happiness emanating in the two women and men who were now on the stage. Although they smiled but Ayu Andana could feel that the smile was a fake smile. I don't know if he doesn't know what the couple is thinking but Ayu Andana hopes they can be happy.

Balqis himself from earlier he was more pensive, he thought about how the fate of his household after this. Balqis hopes that Aksa will learn to forget his lover and learn to love himself who has now become his wife. Balqis looked at her husband, but she saw him, too, dumbfounded, what the man was thinking.

"Why does it feel like this sick? Married to a man who loves another woman? Is this karma from you, O Rabb, because I once destroyed the household of Adzriel and Zahra? Is this a punishment from you because the servant has tried to destroy the household of others? This is how Zahra felt when she knew that the man she loved still loved another woman. Is this the pain Zahra felt when I tried to take Adzriel out of her hand? O God forgive my sins, all this time I never thought about how Zahra felt, I only thought about my own feelings.

O Allah is this a rebuke from you or is this a punishment for me for my sins in the past? O Allah, if this is a punishment for me, then I will live it sincerely. I hope that with this test, You will forgive my sins O God and give happiness to Zahra and Adzriel so that they can live happily. They deserve to be happy because they are good people while I am only a despicable human being and many sins. And I deserve all this." Balqis cried in his heart.

Aksa himself was sad to think about the feelings of the people he loved, he knew very well that his current lover was sick when listening to Aksa's marriage. The woman feels that Aksa has betrayed her relationship and love. It is not easy to be Aksa, on the one hand he is very loving and loving his lover, has a lot of happiness and sadness that they face together. There have been many sacrifices and struggles for her and her lover in maintaining this relationship.

Even during these almost seven years they also spent a lot of time together, How could Aksa leave her lover so after what they went through together for years. But he also could not make his mother and father disappointed and sad. However Aksa must obey their wishes let alone his father, he will do anything to separate himself and his lover. I don't know what makes them so hate her lover when all this time her lover was so good and did not like neko ya even though she used an open shirt.

Aksa loved and loved her lover but now she has officially become the husband of Balqis and that makes her mind very upset. It even felt like Aksa ran away from the event and went to see her lover who is now lying sick in the hospital.

But he also can not go so because it is the same as humiliating both his parents and his extended family.

Aksa glanced at Balqis, and he saw Balqis contemplating and did not know what he was thinking at the moment.