Love In Silence

Died

Ever since I admitted to taking the pregnancy-preventing pill and Raka wasn't angry. It even makes me feel guilty, because that's why since 2 months ago I stopped taking pregnancy-preventing pills.

"I'm so glad I'm having lunch at mom's house and you want to try on the wedding dress that Mama made!"

"Do you want me to go with you ?" Raka asked while looking at me who was preparing breakfast for her.

"Do I have to be alone, today you are in the papa office or in the hospital ?"

"In the hospital, because today there is a pseudo performance evaluation of hospital employees. From doctors to employees, why stop by the hospital ?"

"Why did I go to the hospital ?"

"Yes want to nemenin husband lunch, want to do it again." Raka said before starting to chew her food.

"Let's see, I can't promise."

"You'll let me know if I go to the hospital later I'll welcome you." He said with a faint smile.

"That I am a guest to welcome all," I snorted lazily.

"Let everyone know that you're my future wife !"

"No need to be told, papa invited all hospital employees would later also know for themselves." Raka just glanced at me without answering my words.

After Raka left I just tidied the dining table and cleaned the apartment. When I finished I went straight to my mom's house, without stopping by the cafe.

"What's cooking mom ?"

"Fish grilled gurame and shrimp balado." Mama said as I approached me the busy mama in the kitchen.

"Mama's favorite food is all this" I replied.

"Let's have lunch together at the hospital. We give our husbands a surprise. Mama also cooked Satria's favorite goldfish pepes, who knows she and Cantika want to join lunch with the word."

"Wah may ma make fun to eat together," said me while tasting the shrimp are ripe. Although only home cooking, Mama Raka's cooking is no less delicious than the chef in my cafe.

"Udah is done, while waiting for the cold let's try your wedding dress. It is ready 75 % if it is fitting her clothes, just give sweetener accessories so that more beautiful your wedding dress. Like a bride-to-be." Mama said as she pulled my hand into her study.

"We're married ma, how the hell did you forget?" I said with a smile, making my mother laugh.

"Yes, you're married, not a bride anymore. Oya how have there been signs of future grandchildren mama?" Mom's question made my heart beat so fast.

"Ma, don't be mad?" Mama knitted her eyebrows up to hear my words, which might make you seem strange.

" Sorry what, let's say hopefully mama can help find a solution." Mom said while pulling me to sit down.

I took a deep breath while preparing the metal if I would be angry and disappointed with my way of mind.

I started telling stories from the beginning of the sudden wedding readiness, because the initial intention was only engaged to change direction into ijab qobul. About me being a whole new wife, after more than a month we got married. And the last one about the Pill I took. Because I feel guilty I don't dare look at your face. I would rather bow my head down looking at the floor, with my hands already beginning to break out in cold sweat. My mother's breath was heard before her hand held my hand.

"Listen to Mom, you're not angry. Maybe Kia is not ready yet mama understand, but do not be long yes mama also want to have a grandchild ." Mama said as she rubbed the back of my hand.

"After 2 months Kia had not taken the pill kok ma, Kia also learned to eat healthy food." My words were immediately hugging tightly into my mother's body.

"Don't cry later your eyes are swollen. Mama's son will turn on mama again," said mama while wiping my tears.

"Thank you ma."

"There's your wedding dress!"

After trying on clothes and I gave a little input for my wedding dress decoration, finally we both came out of the workspace mama.

"Let's have lunch with us!"

After everything was ready and tidying up the appearance, we left for the hospital in my car.

"This is a very unexpected surprise!" Said papa welcome me and mama, who immediately entered because papa secretary already knows mama very well. Unlike me, which some employees of this hospital still know me as a former cleaning service.

"We'd like to have lunch with the husbands." Mama said while kissing the back of papa's hand, so did I who followed her from behind.

"You cook a lot like that ?" Ask me when I see so much of what we bring.

"I cook for the kids too!"

"Yes, you've called Satria to bring his wife here !"

"Mas Raka let Kia who calls himself yes pa, all Kia want to know the work room mas Raka!"

"Of course it's still one floor with papa, from here you go straight. At the door was his writing, deputy director !"

"Thank you pa" I said after getting an explanation from papa.

I walked outside to Raka's study like Papa told me, until my eyes looked at a cleaning service that used to help me so much.

"Bak Lia! Assalamualaikum!" Sapaku answered Lia with a confused face.

"Walaikumsalam, who are you ?"

"May you forget about me? I'm Kia who used to be the cleaning service here. I used to work together a lot mbak, mbak Ani and Zidane." Obviously I made Lia bully straight away.

"You're Kia the rich kid who disguised himself as cleaning service first huh ?"

"Yes right, but I'm not usually a rich kid nor am I."

"Haha I'm so sad," said Lia with a small smile.

"Why should I eat rich rice too!"

"Hi cleaning service don't just talk, that dirty bathroom job hunt !" The command of someone who was walking behind me. When I turned to look at him he had already entered the room that read 'Vice Director '.

"Who passed by?" I asked because even though I didn't have time to look at her, I seemed familiar with her voice.

"Doctor flirtatious !"

"Doctor flirtatious ?" I'm confused.

"Doctor Leora besides being famous flirtatious, she is also famous for judes to people whose status is below her."

"Whom does he like to seduce who ?" I was curious, let alone seeing him enter the room that read 'Vice Director'. My heart and my mind cannot calm down. There was a sense of uneasiness and fear of ambushing my body.

"I want to work first yes, 1 hour break if you want to meet me in the pantry !"

"Ready to !"

As soon as Lia left I walked towards the room that had just entered Leora, which I was sure was Raka's room.

"You're crazy!" Shouted Raka making me who just opened the door a little immediately tiptoed in shock.

"I'm crazy because I'm pregnant. Even my two parents forced me to abort it!" Shouted Leora no less loudly.

"Yes abortion is like your parents' order, so you can finish your caos on time. Later I will help you with your permission so that your guidance doctor does not suspect !"

Leora is pregnant with whose child, why should Raka help her ?

 Because I wanted to make sure straight away I intended to go in to ask directly, because there was no conversation anymore I thought the atmosphere was calm.

No this is not true.