Love In Silence

Breaking Fiancee

Andi drove her car to Alexa's house. Upon arrival there, it turns out that his arrival has been waiting. In the living room there are Adzriel, Zahra and Alexa. While Aulia accompanied Ayunda in her room because Adzriel did not want Ayunda to come to her and listen to adult affairs so Adzriel asked her mother to accompany her daughter in her room.

"Assalamualaikum" said Andi

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Adzriel, Zahra and Alexa

"Here goes Nak Andi" said Adzriel, because Andi was still at the door.

Andi just nodded with a smile.

"Sit here, don't stand up and get tired" Zahra said kindly because Andi looked stiff and nervous. Andi also sat on the seat that had been provided.

"How are you?" adzriel asked while Alexa chose to be quiet because she was confused about what to say.

"Alhamdulillah good aby," answered Andi as warm as possible even though now his heart dag dig dug dar.

"Alexa how are you?" ask Andi

"Well," replied Alexa friendly although his heart was very upset but earlier Adzriel had advised Alexa so that he did not scold Andi because lately can not be contacted.

"Alexa I'm sorry because I didn't bales when you chat I didn't even dare to pick up your phone" Andi said.

"Why mas? What was? You must have a reason why you did all that?" ask Alexa

"Yes you're right. It started when I came home from work, once at home I immediately took a shower and I forgot if my phone was in my pocket so that when I undressed in the bathroom, I had to take a shower, his phone fell into the water. So that night can't chat you as usual.

Hpnya I just brought to the store service hp when I came home from the mosque after the prayer isya', and it turned out that hp could not be finished that night. At least the next day.

Honestly, I'd love to come here to tell you because somehow, I don't feel good. But I doubt and am not good. So I chose to stay home but all night, I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about you.

The next morning after the dawn prayer, I went to the market to buy side dishes because I want to cook your favorite dishes.

But after it's done all and when I take her HP in the store Service Hp. I was surprised, when turning on HP it turns out you had gone out of the country that morning as well.

I was angry, upset and disappointed. But I tried to be patient because it was my fault that my phone died so I could not be contacted.

The food I cooked I finally gave to the people on the side of the road.

Throughout the day, I chose to be quiet and not cheerful as usual and it was used by Vita to approach me and express her feelings but I did not ignore.

Until the afternoon, when I get home from work. I want to eat at the stalls across the street because I'm lazy to cook at home.

But at that time, for some reason suddenly there was a motorcycle that passed at high speed and Vita helped me, he pushed me until I was pushed forward but unfortunately even Vita was hit.

At that time his condition was very critical, even I had to amputate his right hand because of severe injuries that could not be saved. While both legs are permanently paralyzed and forever Vita will be disabled.

Honestly I feel guilty because I should be in that position, not Vita.

Now Vita's future is ruined. It is no longer like before. Because he lost one hand and also his legs no longer function until he will forever be in a wheelchair.

Who is the man who would marry Vita when she is such a handicap. I only have one hand and can't walk. He also can not move like before let alone work as a doctor because of his limitations.

I'm confused Al. For that I promise to always be by his side, promising to always be there for him. Not because I love him but because I owe him my life.

If you ask me how I feel, it hurts. So ill. It's like a nightmare to me. I wouldn't have expected all this to happen. I even feel like this is unfair to me.

But whatever the power, I can do nothing but just accept all these circumstances. Maybe God is testing my patience" said Andi shed tears as well as Alexa who also cried at the explanation of Andi people, people who secretly began to steal his heart. The one who had secretly already snatched away Edwin's position in his heart. The one who's been making his days fun.

But now everything is turning dark for just one reason.

"What do you want now?" ask Alexa with her voice. Zahra hugged her daughter because Zahra felt what her daughter felt.

"I want to break off this engagement" Andi said in a trembling voice. Tears kept dripping down his cheeks.

"Well, if that's what you want. I'm sincere. I want you to break off this engagement" Alexa said as she opened her ring and gave it to Andi.

"You don't need to return this ring, consider it a memento from me" said Andi who was no longer able to withstand the pain in his heart

"But I can't keep it either because I don't want to keep something that's not mine anymore, because it's going to hurt me a lot. Take this ring, if you don't want to. Throw it away" said Alexa who continued to cry. Zahra could only hug him.

"I'm sorry Alexa. I'm sorry," Andi said. Which even sobbed. Honestly he was embarrassed to cry in front of his father-in-law but his heart could not be lied to, his heart was too sick. His heart is too sore. The woman he always fought for until finally willing to accept it, he had to let go so. Andi wants to wake up from his sleep if this is a nightmare but the truth is, this is not a dream but a reality that he has to live.

"I've forgiven you. I know this isn't what you want either. I know you did this because you had to. I understand your situation," said Alexa who felt her heart hurt so much. He immediately went to his room followed by Zahra because Zahra was afraid of his daughter.

"Aby, I'm sorry" Andi said

"Aby I'm sorry. It's not your fault, if Alexa is your soul mate. You will definitely be reunited" Adzriel advised Andi.. Adzriel also hurt to see two people who love each other have to separate like this.

"Aby, I love Alexa so much" Andi revealed her heart

"Aby the way, Aby knows. But now you have to focus on Vita because she is your future now. But if indeed Allah will make you together, God willing, you will surely be united. Nothing is impossible if God wills. Pray, ask God for the best way." said Adzriel advises Andi, Adzriel also loves Andi very much even Adzriel is very happy because Alexa has a fiancee as good as Andi. Sholeh men, kind, loving and also sincere. It is also very independent.

"Yes aby, I will pray with God that God will give me the best way so that I can escape from all these problems. Aby I have to go home, I'm afraid Vita will find me. Greetings to Alexa, Umy, Oma and also Ayunda," Andi said while wiping her tears

"Yes, Aby will tell you. Don't forget the ring is brought, you keep it well. Who knows, you could be with Alexa again,"

"Yes aby, Aamiin. Help me pray so I can reunite with Alexa,"

"Surely, Aby will always pray for the best for you and also Alexa,"

"I'm going home to Aby, Assalamualaikum,"

"Guilipinam,"

After that, Andi came home with a ring that he put in his pocket. Along the way driving a car, Andi continued to shed tears, it felt like the life he imagined was not as sweet as his shadow.

The future that had been happy, suddenly gloomy as if there was not the slightest light.