Love In Silence

Axel Jealous

After delivering Afifah home, Axel immediately went home, he did not want to go back to the office because he was not in the mood, he was not in the mood, if forced even ended up not good and the results were not too satisfying. Axel better choose to calm down first until he can think clearly again.

Once at home, Axel immediately put his car in the garage. Then he immediately entered the house and after that went straight to his room. Axel undid all the clothes attached to his body and went to the bathroom to soak his body with warm water.

Axel hopes that after this, Axel can think clearly again. Really thinking about one woman is more complicated than thinking about all the businesses she manages.

If asked to choose, Axel is better told to do a lot of company files rather than having to struggle with one woman who is not sensitive and does not want to understand her feelings. Because honestly, it was very draining of Axel's emotions.

Even Axel felt tired of his complicated love story. More tired than when he built his own company from scratch to the way it is today. Although he holds his aby company but Axel also already has his own company that he built with the results of his efforts without the help of anyone but his subordinates.

After soaking his body in warm water for 30 minutes, Axel immediately cleaned his body and took ablution because he had not prayed dhuhur.

Finished taking ablution, Axel immediately dried his body using a towel and then put on a sarong, Koko's shirt and pecinya. (Peci is songkog or kopiah). Axel also did not forget to spray his clothes with fragrant oil without alcohol.

After that, Axel went directly to the musholla to pray dhuhur alone. After the prayer, Axel took the time to read the Qur'an about one juz. After he finished reading the Koran, Axel returned to his room to rest. Well, Axel laid his body on the bed and soon fell asleep.

Axel wakes up at 4 p.m. Axel immediately take ablution and then pray ashar. After the prayer, he sat back in the family room watching tivi. Suddenly Axel remembered the phone in his bedroom, his phone he had not touched at all since he returned home.

"I'm sorry if my words hurt Mas Axel. I'm sorry if I've upset Mas Axel with what's coming out of my mouth. Not that I mean to make Mas Axel upset, disappointed and also sad. It's just that I don't like it if Mas Axel is too possessive especially we are not in a relationship.

I know how Mas Axel feels, and I like him. Mas Axel loves me but do not let the love that makes me careless with the attitude of Mas Axel. I will not promise, but I will try to keep my distance from others, especially men. So Axel doesn't have to worry. Again I'm sorry."

Axel read the message and put his phone on the table. Axel has no intention of replying to messages from Afifah.

Tired of not knowing what to do, Axel went for a walk, he circled the city and stopped by an orphanage to give his provisions to them, orphans. Axel also had time to play with them until it did not feel the Maghrib reverberate. Axel also prayed together they (orphans), finished praying. Axel immediately went home.

But on the way, Axel saw Afifah with a man. I wanted Axel to go to him but he couldn't. Axel chose to stay in the car and watched the two of them. Emotions that were not there, now again see Afifah who was so fun to talk to the man.

Though just this afternoon Afifah sent a message to keep the distance with men but now, he saw with his own two eyes, Afifah with men and they look very familiar.

Not able to bear to see the two of them, Axel immediately left. Axel immediately went home with extreme jealousy. Axel was disappointed for the umpteenth time by the people he loved so much.