Love In Silence

Disillusioned

Even though I heard I pretended not to know and not to hear. Not because I bodo very and do not care, but I want honesty. It has been 2 weeks Raka has been doing all her activities.

Monday-Friday Raka will stand by at papa's office in working hours. Monday-Thursday after returning from the office papa will go directly to the hospital. Friday he will teach evening classes, as well as Saturday from morning to evening he will teach. On the other hand I'm happy because no one bothered my night's sleep. But also Kasian saw her exhausted.

"Today my mom and dad are back from Australia."

"Yet my mom was there almost a month."

"Forced papa to hold it there. Though mama wants to come home soon help prepare for our wedding, which is only 4 months away."

"Then how is the story of papa ahkir allowed to go home?"

"Papa said ijab qobul there."

"Allhamdullilah ahkirnya mom papa together again."

"Because of that maybe I'll start working in the hospital as well."

Ahkirnya honest also you mas, but really long have to wait 2 weeks.

"Then let go of one, your physique won't be strong!"

"Yes, I tried 2 weeks, it was hard. It even makes our beds cold."

"Uhuk ukhuk ukhuk, mass!"

"It's true." I could only shake my head, look at it.

"Who will pick up mom and dad at the airport ?"

"Papa's personal driver. Actually, if it wasn't my mom, I wouldn't take care of the hospital."

"Whatever your reason. If you've decided to do it right and with full responsibility."

"Of course, I have submitted a request for resignation as a lecturer. I'll focus on the hospital and papa's office."

"Actually I've known from the beginning, but I'm waiting for your honesty to tell you."

"I didn't tell you yesterday because I wanted to try first. If I tell you I'm afraid you'll ban me."

"Because it's heavy that you're loose ?"

"I don't want my wife to be lonely and look for warmth outside."

"I can still control myself."

"I know it, but I'm the tormented one." His words coincided with the apartment bell ringing.

"Open up, it's Stevi, almost every day she's here looking for you." I said with a small laugh.

"Then just let it not be opened," said Raka who lowered her body on the sofa.

"Don't want to be opened, that bell still ringing?"

"It's a Sunday I want to spend all day with you. After 2 weeks of life we're just like strangers." His words made me laugh.

Happy 2 Weeks Raka will leave for work at 8 am and come home at 10, sometimes even at 11 pm. Because the soy sauce after the dawn prayer Raka will go back to sleep. I woke up at 7 to get ready for work.

"How about now we go to the salon !"

"From to the salon We better exercise fun, it's been 2 weeks We're off. You go to the salon tomorrow, I'm tired of having to wait so long at the salon." Raka made me glare, a fun sport he said.

"Mas took us to the salon for the spa. Spa for both of us, let the muscles not tense."

"It's not so!"

"Couple spa in the form of massage with lavender oil fragrances that can provide a calming effect for couples, but it can also increase oxytocin in the body. The presence of these substances makes feelings, intimate, and romantic to be increased in the body." Raka's words made me look straight at her. Seen Raka is holding her phone, it seems like she just looking for a partner spa intent from the internet.

"Integrate and romantic yes, I would like it then ! Let's go !"

"Mas means I'm your muscles don't strain, don't you.."

How the hell obviouslyin let him understand, let his body seger after the spa.

"Let's go, let's go later tonight we can practice intimate and romantic."

I only resigned when Raka pulled me out.

"You know the spa place is also mas?" I asked after arriving at the 3-story shophouse that read 'Beauty Healthy Family '. Raka just smiled and pulled my waist, to walk in without answering.

"Why don't you often wait for your ex here ?" Raka didn't answer all the questions I asked that made me goofy instead of playing.

"Mas!"

"Good day what can you help?" The friendly and timid receptionist greeting made me glare.

Does Raka's ex like to come here too, how does Raka know this rich place is all ?

 "We want a couple spa package." Raka's words made a woman my age smile wryly.

"I want super good service, VIP yes!"

"Yes, would you like to pay a cash, credit or debit?"

"Debit." Said Raka while thrusting her debit card.

"Hai Raka !" Shouted a fashionably dressed woman down from the stairs.

Wait a minute instead of him Stevi, Raka already knows Stevi's place of work. Do they often flower behind me, until they know where it works. In the apartment only nolak if in samperin, now even nyamperin. The same guy as a land crocodile !

"You are nganterin Kia. Let's just wait in my room!"

I who saw their interaction there was a rumble in my heart, angrily disappointed into one.

"No. I'm not delivering Kia, but we want a couple spa package that's here !"

"Oo, please give it your best."

"I ordered the best" Raka said.

"Yes let me drop off" said Stevi, pulling Raka's hand. Honestly, my chest grew increasingly rumbling to see Raka who was only silent when her hand was pulled Stevi.

I kept quiet until we got into the room, even after Stevi left. Every time Raka asked I only answered briefly as necessary. Even during the massage process I chose to pretend to sleep. Until it was all over and we went home, back to the apartment. Several times Raka offered to take a walk, but because of my bad mood I chose to go home.

"What's wrong?Don't do this! I won't know if you're just quiet?"

"When the woman came to the apartment you pretended to reject her. But not to mention you even come to him, use all handrails. Looks like you already know him very well, until you know his workplace only you know!" I said at length with a sharp tone.

"I love seeing you like this." Said Raka while cupping my face, and kissing my entire face.

"What the hell kiss-kiss everything !" I said as I walked into the room, which Raka followed still with her laughter.

"I like you who can be jealous !" His words made my body stiffen.

Jealous. I'm jealous, I can't be jealous!