Love In Silence
Sad Balqis
" In fact the cave wants to thank you and Melda already want to help the cave . By the way, congratulations, a little you will be a father and congratulations on the pregnancy Melda, sorry, just said now " my words give a new congratulations that I can say now because yesterday - yesterday maybe I feel so crisp , now it actually makes no difference .
" Thanks, but the cave and Melda are not good with this news in your situation "
" No, this is karma for the cave . What cave lasain first yes cave must accept its . This is a reply to the cave for what the cave used to do , the cave forgot that the laws of nature walk . precisely this cave feels very unfair to qayla . The cave is so bangett ! Honestly until now the cave still can not forgive yourself cave with what overflowed qayla . Cave even asked qayla to diguguri the blood of the cave meat itself at that time . Bejatt might be worthy of the cave "
" Everyone has a past that's not all that good, essentially you admit yourself wrong and you want to fix it . It's never too late to be good " said ahyar comforting
The voice of azan magrib accompanied our journey, because of the little magrib time we decided to stop by the nearest mosque . Finish praying magrib , I fell down in the longest prayer I ever felt begging Him to be given peace and strength in the face of trials in my relationship and the qayla that recently befell us . With all my heart I plead that all the turmoil that grows in my heart along with the desire of qayla who wants to end our relationship stop mastering me . With all my heart I asked Him the all-knowing to deign my wife's heart & realize qayla that we should be together . We loved each other, never once did I ask Him to change the qayla for a better girl . My stupidity used to make me realize that it was only Qayla that I loved, no matter the rejection of qayla that hurt me . I knew my love for her would still be fertile in my heart, her rejection never made me stop wanting her . A form of hope grew again in my heart Remembering my conversation with the Usen bang the day after tomorrow, the hope that the qayla was lying did not love me . I ask that He be the almighty to turn our hearts to our unity again at all costs, for I know that the creator hates separation in a married couple ..
After dissolving in prayer, I went out with ahyar who first finished sitting on the floor of the mosque stairs waiting for me presumably .
" Sorry, long . " Say me sit next to him wearing shoes
" Sans ae .. " His voice is relaxed, he means (relaxing ajah ), ahyar is indeed the person likes to be too free so sometimes the language likes it ala ryakannya but tetep kece .
Before we finally went to the apartment
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This morning is still in Seoul , in Apartment Lin the weather is quite sunny . I've been in the cafeteria Place Yesterday, I decided to come back here other than because the place is comfortable , I can also enjoy a cup of tea that I ordered while reading the book that is provided by the cafe . Counting that I escaped from the contents of my head that was realized yesterday all was still about raii , Yesterday I had a conversation with Melda , melda says I'm too muna because I don't want to admit my feelings that also miss raii so much .
" You don't want to ask me where Raii is . where he is? , why is there no more letter from him ? . You don't miss her ? "
" No .. Don't we just have to get used to each other, "my answer, lying to ourselves . yes even though we are almost crazy against the habits that are often done together .
" If Raii is right to go as you ask . You are really gapapa qay ! "
" He'um .. "I'm sure it doesn't matter, but maybe I know very well if I can't ', it's a real lie if I don't miss it and don't want to know its existence .
I don't know where the funny location Melda grinned glanced at me, "Who, it turns out you are so muna ya . jago ! how many masks can you play ! . Okay . whatever you do, if you want it then I also can't say anything "last sentence spits up our conversation . I know for sure he was upset by my attitude, who pretended to be strong and fragile . Who pretended to be okay when clearly not okay .
After that we went back to being okay, like never arguing ..
Maybe it seems right I muna ..
Yesterday I and Melda made a promise to come back here . while Lin he couldn't come because he said there was a job ,
It's been about a few minutes I've been sitting here by myself, but Melda has never seen her existence . Until I finally called her
" Hello, Mel . Where have you got ? "
" Astagfirullah qay, I'm sorry I overslept ." Melda replied in a daze with a voice that sounded faintly awake, even at this time her life has not been collected . " But I've taken a shower just last time Ahyar left I broke down eh but even kebablasan , duh you must have been a long time huh ? " Tell him with an audible voice
" Not also ko , I used to also like it ko dgantukan pas pregnant, it is so easy to get tired . The doctor said he liked it "
" I'm sorry yes, I'll be neat and neat and then immediately slide there "
" Gapapa, just relax . Don't know if you're in a hurry too "
" just I'm not good . Not long ago ko , bye .. " turn off the call
I also sipped my tea and resumed the melow book I read about lovers who could not be together because of their status background , which distinguishes the rich and the poor . Until a man wearing formal wear not young but also old approached my table ,
" excuse me, what's with Miss Raii Nugraha ? "
Juluka is, like, the nickname I've liked the most in my life if I can be honest . Which makes me smile to myself when I hear that nickname . But this time I just kept quiet ,
" Excuse me ! With miss qayla his wife President Raii Nugraha ? "
" ah yes I qayla . " my exclaim
Bombs Hearing that I was like someone who was struck by lightning . the fog collar no longer knows my heart it feels like it stopped suddenly just ticking, "A-what ! in .. where is it now ? "
" Come along, I'll take you to the President ! "
" A - What about Melda ? . Melda didn't tell me anything when we just called " said I was panicking
" Em , the accident just happened so fast miss . So I think Miss Melda is also heading there "
" Alright, "I thoughtlessly stood up rushing to follow her up to a parked car
Panic, worry, fear, I don't want to imagine the terrible thing that's overflowing the people I love, and my tears are leaking out of my cheeks
And all of a sudden anyway, all of it is dark ..
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Melda had just arrived at cafeteria , looking left-right looking for the whereabouts of qayla . She calls qayla but her cell phone number is off, Melda searches the toilet but finds no qayla . Melda was confused, because the article when they called an qayla was clearly in the cafeteria .
Melda finally asked qayla with cafeteria employees but among the many employees no one knew for sure, panicked dong Melda . He tried to contact qayla back but never connected, Melda kept trying to contact qayla .
" Oh my God, why suddenly my feeling is not good gini yes "said Melda fidgeting while unceasingly contacting qayla, "ih why the number is not active . You where the qay" said Melda who this time was really panicked, looking left-right again looking for the existence of qayla .
" Silent Mel, calm down dong don't think that macem-macem . Ih but how to calm people qayla no ! " Ocehnya monologues riled up not knowing what he should do
" The phone is also not active anymore, huhallah qay you are where the ? How dong astagfirullah . ahyar . Yes call 'em, I'll call ahyar "murm Melda half worried about calling her husband
Drett ... Dretttt, Melda's phone number is on the screen of ahyar's new phone after the meeting
" *** .. "
" How is this Qayla no, qayla is not in cafeteria ! " Say Melda panicked hurriedly
The one who received it was confused
" Ofstill ? . Mel, can you talk in more detail ? " Sahut ahyar to his wife . Then look at the raii who was with him . Then activate the speaker of the phone
" Oh my God, we agreed to the cafeteria yesterday but because I fell asleep I just arrived . but before that I and Qayla had also called an , when I got here qayla no, I looked for it in the toilet also no . Calling him is also inactive .. "
Without listening until it's finished raii's already darting away without ba-bi-bu ,
" How is this . Howdy ! ... " Melda said in panic
" Be calm first, me and Raii will be there . You wait there . I closed "say ahyar after raii
Raii had already darted forward his car to the cafeteria yesterday, while ahyar followed him .
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