Love In Silence

Regretting

POVS. Rabbet

Today was exhausting, I had to help my father evaluate the performance of all the hospital employees. Though I have only joined for a few months, so I do not know all the employees here.

Evaluation of employee performance is held every 6 months, so that employees will be more motivated to become more productive workers for hospitals. Not only doctors all employees also go through it.

"Why are you pacing around here?" I asked Leora who looked confused in front of a senior doctor's room.

"Mas Raka can you help me?"

"Please what ?" I asked while squinting my eyes looking at him. Although I don't like his overly aggressive attitude towards me, but he who like many thoughts makes me feel sorry.

"I would like to ask permission 3-5 working days to Dr. Rahardian, but I'm afraid I'm not allowed to remember my status is still a doctor caos." He said as he twisted his doctor's suit. This girl was not the kind of friendly girl, but the opposite was haughty and arrogant. If he has said a word of help, then he has been very forced .

"I think if your reason makes sense, Dr. Rahardian will give his permission !" Because as far as I know the Caos doctor was in addition to difficult to get leave, but also could not take a long leave.

Instead of answering he was getting more agitated, making me curious. But it seems Leora is reluctant to tell the story, probably because it's a hospital hallway so she's not comfortable telling me why. Given the many medical personnel who like to pass here.

"I've been waiting in my room!" I said as I walked ahead of him towards my room. But he didn't follow me, so I didn't have to help him.

Ahkirnya I continue my work to check important files. Today was very draining, not to mention my secretary's permission for his son to get sick again. Make my work mountainous and I need to finish it today. Because I have to go back to work tomorrow at Papa Kia's office. Actually Papa Kia freed me to focus on the hospital. But I like the job at Papa Kia's office because it suits my position.

"Mas Raka !" Call someone who suddenly enters my room without knocking on the door first.

"Can't be a little polite, knock on the door before entering !"

"Sorry to run out in front of no secretary mas Raka," he said lirih.

"What's wrong? tell me why, if it makes sense, I'll help you take care of your permission!"

"I must be allowed to not be able to undergo caos for approximately 3-5 days, because I was told my parents to have an abortion. Unless there's a guy who marries me my parents don't matter. Mas Raka can help me take care of my permission or it can help me marry me." He said, but I can still hear it well.

"You're crazy!" Umpatku upset , my marriage only 2 months away. I'm not some stupid guy who's going to trade my wife, which I'm struggling to get. With a woman who likes to corporalize her body, until pregnant out of wedlock.

"I'm crazy because I'm pregnant. Even my two parents forced me to abort it!" Shouted Leora no less loudly, while dripping her tears. It made me close my eyes to suppress my emotions. I walked to the front of my desk and leaned against my desk. I stared intently at her eyes by folding both of my hands on her chest.

I really don't want to help his evil intentions, who want to kill his son-in-law. But I also understand it must be hard for her to live in this country, pregnant without a partner. Not only facing ridicule but also nobody pan a mother-to-be, can result in the mother hating her child. And that will certainly make the child grow up poorly.

"Yes abortion is like your parents' order, so you can finish your caos on time. Later I will help you with your permission so that your guidance doctor does not suspect !"

"Thank you Raka." He stood in front of me and immediately hugged me.

"Thank you, thank you." He said in tears, I pat his shoulders to calm him down.

"When do you want permission ?"I said while letting go of his embrace. I don't want anyone to misunderstand the position we're hugging, maybe I think there's a relationship with this woman.

"I asked Mama first, when did she make an appointment with her partner who would deliver us."

"Yes you should go continue your activities, do not let you get caught. If you get caught pregnant at a caos you certainly know the consequences !" Because as far as I know the rules in this hospital, caos children should not be allowed to get pregnant. Given the busyness of the caos doctor, it is feared that it will endanger the baby candidate. So for caos doctors who are pregnant are advised to retreat and repeat after giving birth.

"Thank you, man! I will obey all your wishes for helping me!"

"No need, now go! I have to continue my work!" Dismissed me, Leora did not answer anything but directly walked out and closed the door of my study.

"Otherly ?" I asked when I heard the door to my work space was opening from outside.

"I thought doctor caos was, what's up Sat?"

"Wait for mom and dad to have lunch together in his room. Where's your wife, don't forget to take my wife!" Said Satria before closing the door.

Take my wife, not Kia at home with mom. But why, Shiit."

I immediately stood up and ran towards Papa's study, after feeling that something bad was going to happen to me.

I went in without knocking on the door, inside were my mother, papa, Cantika and Satria.

"Mama's here with Kia?" I sat down in front of my mom.

"Yes, Kia came out to call you directly. I want to know your work space!" Obviously mama, make my heart beat fast and my mind drift everywhere.

Why can this be, surely Kia saw what happened. Did Kia misunderstand when I hugged Leora earlier?

I pulled my hair rough when I felt Kia was going to misunderstand.

"I'm looking for Kia first ma it looks like she misunderstood me !" I said while standing, but was prevented by my mother.

"Explain misunderstand how, remember 2 months you are married. Although the invitation has not been spread, mama ma ma ma ma not ma your marriage failed ! My mom loves Kia!" My mom stared hard at me.

If I talk to Mama, then my time will be wasted, not later if they all ask about things that make them curious.

 "Pa borrow the laptop," I said as I walked towards my laptop. As fast as lightning I show the CCTV footage in my room.

"I reiterate, I have nothing to do with the woman in the picture. We're just familiar and I'm just calming him down, no other means!" I said as I handed my laptop to my mom before walking out.

I ran out looking for Kia's whereabouts in every aisle of the hospital. While continuing to contact her, but her love was not picked up by her. When I got below I ran to the parking lot, I wished Kia was still in the car.

But there's no empty Kia car, no one. I immediately ran into my room and searched for Kia's whereabouts through her phone. After struggling with my laptop for 30 minutes, I found Kia's position. There was a breath of relief from still being inside this hospital.

From that point on, Kia should still be in the hospital lobby, but when I was in the lobby there was no sign of Kia. By relying on the existing point I traced the whereabouts of Kia's phone.

"Search what?" Asked a middle-aged man of papa's age, perhaps curious to see me pacing back and forth from earlier.

"I'm looking for this woman's picture sir, from her phone I'm tracking around here !"

"Who is she?" Ask the man full of questions.

"He's my wife sir!" My words are steady and it's the first time I've acknowledged my wife Kia in front of a stranger. Stupid Kia's gonna be pissed, I just want Kia. I don't want to lose Kia.

"What is your real?" Asked by probing which I answered with a steady nod.

"So I saw her crying, made me remember my daughter. So I asked what is it? He said he wanted to sell a cell phone because he needed money. I guess definitely make the hospital fee because look at the expensive phone and my money is only 1 million in the wallet. I suggested to sell at the front counter, but he refused and was willing to trade for my 1 million!" Obviously the father made the belief in me, the stronger that Kia had misunderstood.

"I'll buy another 2-fold father's cell phone, give my father's account will be sent to my father's account immediately !"

"No need to go, just grab the phone. Her husband is more entitled !" Said the father, but because I kept forcing the father to give his account number. With a step I returned to my room.

But as soon as I entered my room, I was greeted by a slap by papa !