Love In Silence

The Hard Choice

"Let's announce our wedding this month, don't wait 5 months 2 weeks !"

Raka's words still hold my mind. I don't think it's wrong for others to misunderstand our relationship.

"You make what."Said Raka who suddenly hugged me from behind.

"For instant noodles, don't do this. Shame if suddenly papa or mama shows up."

"Papa and mama to Surabaya attended a circumcision event, who I forgot later asked Arvin. But it looks like Arvin's not coming home he's upset !"

"Why so bad, why ?"

"His love is rejected again !"

"Awas mas my noodles are ripe this hot!"

"You've sat down I've kept it up!" Said Raka while pulling me to sit down, while Raka continued preparing the instant noodles.

"Please eat !"

"Mas want?"

"You want a bribe !" I could only breathe looking at her behavior. Though I was still angry because of this morning, but look at him as if nothing happened.

"I just got to know Stevi 3 days ago. More precisely when you leave for Australia. Several times we met accidentally, from there we became more familiar. I'm the one who's lonely miss you, make new friends, chat no more." Obviously Raka after our food ran out.

"But why drink all alcohol !" I don't like it, Raka's breath is heard.

"The first day I only had cocktails, and so was the second day. The third day when you came home I drank only 1 small glass. But while I was in the disco there was a drunk man who hit me, until the bottle under it spilled onto my shirt."

"Reason!" I said as I stood carrying an empty bowl, to wash. Raka followed my steps and waited for me to finish washing the dishes.

"If you want us to be safe together, then let's announce our marriage as soon as possible."

"Rush to hurry."

"Let me be equally calm, no man will come near you nor will I. No woman will come near me. At least our wedding rings, make people know we already have a partner ."

"If you only want people to know through a wedding ring, you should wear all wedding receptions!"

"Yes, at least with a wedding a lot of people know about our wedding."

" Do you think it is easy to prepare for marriage, even though there are wo who take care of it we are tired of taking care of marriage. All women want a memorable marriage for once in a lifetime."

"How do you want a wedding ?"

"It does not need a lot of invitations, a little but looks family and impressed intimate. With outdoor shades on the beach."

"An intimate atmosphere like this is yes," said Raka who suddenly hugged my body tightly.

"It's not intimate like this, it's perverted. Intimate I mean there is warmth and familiarity with the bride and the invitation."

"Means just inviting family and close friends dong. If it's not close there's no way we can be familiar, right?"

"Well, there's no way I can get along with papa's guests. I don't know them."

"Let's have 2 receptions."

"Tok 2 times reception ?"

"1 reception for the relationship of our parents, our friends and the public, the second for close family and close friends."

"bikin' tired of that!"

"Yes it's our risk, remember you're the only daughter. There's no way papa and mom don't want to throw a party."

"Why now so talk about the wedding anyway!"

"It's okay, we'll have a wedding soon."

"Stevi is a stranger who accidentally passed the color for our marriage. Stevi is just an ad we see without us enjoying. Because all those ads are just tantalizing at the beginning."

"Sok poetic !" I said as I walked towards the room leaving Raka.

"How do we speed up our wedding reception ?"

"No need to strangely follow the time set by parents."

"Where's the jacket going?"

"Nganter souvenirs for Clara !"

"Clara again at grandma's house in Bogor."

"Kok know?"

"His departure was with Cantika and Satria, she said of her grandmother's birthday."

"Geez how can I forget, weekly night at home dong."

"Yes, we've watched all the streets, but after the prayer isya how ?"

"May, but use the motor alone so as not to get stuck !"

"Whoever, what the hell doesn't make my queen."

"What a grunt !"

"in 15 minutes, you can lay down first." I said the one who threw the jacket and laid down. But just closing my eyes, I felt a rough gasp in my face.

"Huh hmmpt."

Raka is crazy to just attack, without giving Raka a chance to be on top of me.******* my lips with occasional sucking and trying to break into my mouth.

"Ahh!" When Raka deliberately squeezed the source of the breast milk made me sigh. She sneakyly used the opportunity to stick her tongue in my mouth. Until Raka freely broke apart inside it.

"Ahhh, some days do not meet my sense of longing can not be damned. But once met instead in a runaway stay." Raka said after stopping her hot kiss.

"You almost killed me, by not giving me a chance to breathe." I was upset while pushing Raka's body away.

"Your lips continue to tease me." Said Raka while rubbing my lips that might have been swollen.

"Basic bawdy!"

"Ga papa bawdy same wife herself."

"Surely, I live only 3 days there are already women who casually enter the apartment."

"I was in love when you were cleaning service at the hospital. Cook for years looking for ways and moments to unite, I destroy myself."

Hah who really when I was cleaning service when I was 19 years old, means about 4 years ago.

"Don't lie when you're near Leora!"

"Leora's the one that keeps sticking to me!"

"Aren't you also serving him ?"

"I'm a normal man, when a woman comes in front of me, and gives up her body to cook I refuse !"

"Don't tell me you guys ever.."

"No need to be weird, my relationship with women never play dyed. Although I'm not a good person, but I have a principle not to damage people's children, and not to throw away***** in a place that is not the place."

"Thankful deh. Watch out until a woman comes along and claims to be carrying your child. I'll leave you!"

"Ih serem the threat. Adzan isya, I went to the mosque first, we just watched it!" Raka said as she ruffled my hair, before walking outside with a sarong and a peci.