Love In Silence

Marrying

I don't know what's going on, which is clear this week I'm looking for an article about a brawl at a diner I didn't meet. After all the families met then it was decided there was no event fiancee, but we immediately married religiously used to take care of registering in a state. Regarding the wedding reception will be held after I am ready.

"Gw did not expect not a year I live Cantika has a proposal and Lo already want to get married." Clara said on the phone.

"Try you here you will definitely know what happened ?"

"Sorry I can't keep you company, must it be heavy for you?"

"At first it was, but now I'm trying to accept it."

"Can I already ?"

"I'm not ready to get married yet."

"Then cancel and you just run away here."

"Durhaka really I became a child, make the parents embarrassed."

"Why make shame, you are just a qobul ijab was not a reception that invited many people. Most qobul ijab is also our nuclear family and Raka nuclear family."

Did I run away, right?

"But if I run away means I'm not responsible dong."

"Yes, you're not just following your heart."

"From the beginning of papa's time asking for my opinion, I've agreed to it. If I wasn't ready from the beginning I shouldn't have rejected it from the beginning, not just run away."

"Is your attitude strong as well?"

"Damn Lo jebak gw."

"Congratulations on your marriage, may it be a sakinah mawadah warohmah family."

"Gw isn't married yet tomorrow."

"Yes I'm afraid I won't make the phone tomorrow."

"What do you want to do ? Want to date Lo with your boss?"

"Damn my cousin's own boss I'm rich I'm with Lo."

"There is no prohibition of marriage with cousins themselves, remember that cousins have no blood relation !"

"If I marry my cousin myself, my family is - it's not growing."

"Lo's the one who's breeding!"

"Damn Lo."

"Haha."

"Once dong laughed, cook almost a month every phone never heard the sound of your laughter."

"I'm sorry I'm too swept up in my troubles."

"I'm understand. Sana sleeping tomorrow let fresh cook bride look not as soon."

"Okay I went to bed, thanks for calling me. Assalamualaikum."

"Getishalam."

After I turned off the phone, I went out for a drink. Although only ijab qobul but at home there is also a study. Mama told the neighbors, if the recipe is later after Cantika. Because my future husband's sister-in-law Cantika.

"Not that the study has been completed since then mbak, that's mama chat with who mbak ?"

"Prospective mother-in-law Mbak Kia."

Ugh ugh "Ko even sprains anyway mbak," said aunty with a small laugh.

"Mbak's surprise."

"Today brought a lot of luggage!"

"And according to the agreement there is no application, why bring all the luggage ?"

"Well, how do you know." After drinking I immediately went back to the room. Unable to sleep I decided to read the novel on the app. Until the sound of knocking on the door made me stop my activities.

"Not slept ?"

"Not yet drowsy ma."

"Barusan mama Raka accompanied Raka's sister to deliver kebaya clothes for tomorrow's event." Mama said while rubbing my head.

"It seems the same yes at most his greatness or a little bit of smallness is natural. After it was decided you were married a week ago, Mama Raka said she would find clothes for your ijab qobul."

"Ma Ki's sister is still scared huh?"

"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim pasirahkan with Allah SWT. God wrote the destiny of his whole people. Worship because of Allah, not because of the calamity you have suffered."

I just kept listening to all my mother's words, because I was still worried.

"Do you want your mama to sleep here tonight?"

"It is with pleasure that ma." I said that I cleaned my bed.

"Here's mom hug."

I approached and went into my mother's arms, while I was sleeping I hugged my mother.

"Be honest from your childhood it was closer to your grandmother than your father and your father. That's what sometimes makes you feel distant. Moreover, you often run away living in grandma's house." Mama said with a small laugh and rubbed my head.

"But mom is grateful you still love mama and don't leave mama. Honestly when you ran out of an accident choosing to stay at grandma's house, mama felt like a failure."

"I'm sorry Kia ma."

"It's okay, my mom can't wait to face you. Unlike mom and dad who can always be patient."

"It's natural that my grandfather was a teacher."

"Although the teacher's grandfather is not a teacher of SD. If the lecturer knows for himself what his character is."

"Haha yes also yes, if grandma is patient ma."

"Waduh mama awaited not yearya even sleep here !" Papa's words suddenly appeared by opening the door of my room.

"Papa didn't knock on the door anyway,?" ask mama.

"So my mom was about to knock on the door, and I heard my mom's voice. Dad came straight in." Said the father who was now sleeping beside me as well.

"I'm like a little boy sleeping on papa's and mama's flops."

"Little boy who tomorrow turns into a grown woman." Say papa while pinching my cheek.

"Mom didn't expect Kia to get married tomorrow."

"Outside papa, ma."

"Just cancel it!"

"Eh can't be so dear. Even though we don't invite a lot of people to a wedding it's something sacred. So do it with a sincere heart and intend to worship Allah SWT."

"Get me pa."

"God willing if the sincere brother of God will repay with great favor. As long as the younger brother is sincere and carries out with good intentions. Trust that God knows what is best for his people."

I listened to all the advice of papa and mama until I fell asleep. At dawn I was awakened by my mother, who woke me up to morning prayers. Ijab qobul is held at 10 am, followed by thanksgiving by inviting neighbors around.

"Well mama did not expect kebaya clothes your mother-in-law's choice could fit this."

"Why is Kia pounding, ma?"

"That's natural. Let's get off the ijab qobul show right away at the start." Mama said, leading me out.

I dare not touch my head, since entering the family room that has been transformed into a place of ijab qobul. Even as I sat beside Raka my heart beat faster than before. I just looked down while squeezing both my hands. I was so nervous that I did not hear the time papa and Raka said qobul ijab. I was struck by the sound of 'SAH' being spoken simultaneously.

"Assalamualaikum my wife." Whispered Raka after I kissed the back of her hand, which was reciprocated with Raka kissing my forehead.

"Getishalam." I said a little nervous.

After the ijab qobul and sungkem event to both our parents. He continued by asking for a blessing prayer while handing over the step, to Arvin and Mas Satria.

"Now be the wife of men, do not be childish anymore. Learn to be mature. Solve every problem with a cool head, don't like to lash." Arvin said with a faint smile and hugged me.

"That's all my nature, isn't it?"

"Yes, so learn on the fox from now on. It's not funny to have children, but it's still childish."

"Thank you !!"

"That's proof of being angry." Arvin said with a small laugh, but his eyes looked teary.

Bismilbornrahmanirrahim from this moment I have to learn to start getting better again. I'm not a kid anymore, I'm a wife, I'm a daughter-in-law.