Love In Silence

I Don't Want to Give Up

"See this,!"arvin said while showing his phone.

📷 Saw a picture of me and Raka sitting in a cafe.

📷 Photos of me riding Raka motor, this time my picture is clearly visible.

Oh God, what are these rumors?

" How could Adek still delay his fiancee,?"ask papa.

"The acid of the face is clearly plastered so it still wants to refuse. Just look tomorrow surely the article about you must have appeared." Arvin said casually.

"Popefully you are not engaged but directly married !"

"Father! How the hell is that?"

"Mama also agrees, if you are too long engaged and not married you will be embarrassed. Because it's not just the big family who knows, but all the business people who are in the country know."

"Not the plan this morning another month new fiancee, why now so changed married? People dating or fiancee it is natural to be in the middle of the road if there is no match ma!" I said before entering the room, leaving everything still in the living room.

"Prophe ma!" Said Fian while rubbing Alfi's hand.

"I don't want Kia to be ashamed of being a gossip pa!"

"Papa knows but mama also knows, young soul Kia does not like it if we force it too much. We'll talk slowly."

"Sorry, Om, I'm careless. Because I followed Kia and took Kia who was alone again so it was fatal."

"It's okay, besides you don't know if you're going to follow the news seekers."

"It seems they are curious about the figure of Kia," Arvin said .

"If you still want to talk please papa and mama come in first,ayo ma!"

"Yes pa ,ma please !"

"Sorry yes the problem is so runyam added. Though the news was mandatory this morning Kia has not been seen."

"Just relax, let's just say it's God's way of uniting you. I know Kia's a stubborn person."

"Haha really you said too, it looks like I should be grateful for this incident."

Arvin and Raka chat a lot of things, not only about Kia but also about their respective jobs.

While Kia in her room had finished bathing, busy messaging with Clara. Until the sound of knocking on the door, then Kia woke up and opened the door.

"What's wrong ?"

"Just want to see princess papa !"

"Lying has something to talk about. But don't discuss engagement or marriage issues just yet!"

"Haha you anticipated it anyway. Papa loved my mother from childhood, but our marriage did not begin with the word love."

"Ah papa means," asked Kia who sat directly facing Fian .

"Mama's in a match with your grandmother's friend's son. At first, the mother and the man agreed to only be friends and pretend to be dating. But suddenly the male family proposes to your mother and you are forced to accept. You know your future mama is papa's best friend !"

"Ha right pa, how can papa and mama get married?"

"By the desperation of mama, mama contacted papa and at that time you knew what was happening ?"

"When your mama told me the coincidence of your mama's future husband just performed ijab qobul, with his ex-girlfriend. And his ex-girlfriend is also Om mu Fino's ex-boyfriend."

"Why so rich tangled yarn that is pa muter-muter?"

"It's called a life story."

"How do you think mom and dad got married?"

"If it's not wrong, the marriage happened a month before your mother's wedding plans. With the help of your father ahkir your mother got proof of the ijab qobul event, with that the end of the marriage was canceled."

"Because I'm afraid you're ashamed to accept your father's proposal to marry me." Mama's words cut off papa's words, who was already standing in front of my room door.

"At that time my mom was in love not yet the same papa, because the word papa already love mama from childhood ?"

"Papa rich, but mama as a prestige woman dong confirmed his heart." Papa answered making a laugh followed by papa.

"Mom is ashamed and afraid that if the marriage is void, the good name of the family will be carried away. Therefore, you are afraid if you are dating or fiancee for too long, especially many people who know it continues to suddenly cancel. Kia will be made into gossip material, especially Kia who knows not only one RT or RW." Mama's words made me understand why my mom forced me to get married.

"Mama just doesn't want Kia to get gossip. Moreover, the first news that was spread you guys came out of the hotel at 3 am."

"But pa, we didn't do anything despite sleeping in the hotel!"

"Mama and papa believe, but what about people's views. Now papa nanya, if Kia sees papa's shirt with women's lipstick, what's on Kia's mind?"

"Lipstik mom is tacky," Kia said spontaneously.

"It's not necessarily a mother's" replied the mother.

"What's that?"

"Papa's been home from work and his shirt behind there's a lip shape lipstick with a lady's perfume."

"Huh, how's mom ?"

"Yes, my mother's instincts are angry" said Mama.

"But though angry, my mother immediately asked me."

"And it turns out the cause because when returning home from work the elevator in full condition suddenly died. Know for yourself before dying the elevator was shaken and there was a woman who nubruk papa from behind."

As I laughed at my dad's story, "Because it's not all our prejudices."

"So according to the mother who read the first article, can't believe that I didn't do anything at the hotel ?"

"It could be because they don't know the personality of princess papa!"

"Alright Kia wants a fiancee and tries to accept Raka to be Kia's partner."

"Allhamdullilah may you be a match." Mama's words make me just pout, what would happen if mama knew Raka had PHP me.

"Evenings of rest, tomorrow still working in papa's office right ?"

"Yes pa." Papa and mama left me after giving a kiss good night. I protested like a Kindergarten child, but my mom and dad laughed before closing my door.

Is this God's way of uniting me and Raka, honestly this heart still holds a taste for him. It may not feel as big as it used to be, but if it is fertilized it will probably grow again more fertile.

Bismillah I hope this is the best decision for my future.

Only hope and prayer, to strengthen my heart.