Love In Silence

The Heart of Vita

Andi arrived at his room. He sat with a very lethargic face. Even during working hours, Andi worked with his grim face so many doctors were afraid to talk to Andi.

Vita who felt something was coming to him especially he saw Alexa today did not go to work.

"Mas Andi why?" ask Vita

"No papa" replied Andi cuek.

"Mas Andi looks not excited. Is Andi sick?" ask Vita again

"If I'm sick, there's no way I'm going to work" Andi replied.

"Mas Andi's got a problem with Alexa?" ask Vita again. But Andi did not answer because of males.

"Mas Andi, if Mas Andi has a problem, tell me the same story. I'm ready to be a loyal listener" said Vita but ignored by Andi. Even Andi chose to get out of the room, and went to the park beside the hospital.

Vita did not know the shame of following Andi's steps until Andi was fed up but tried to silence it until Vita gave up and left by himself.

Vita sat in the same chair as Andi but Andi tried to shift his seat so as not to get too close to Vita.

"Mas Andi, Mas Andi know. How did I feel when I found out Mas Andi and Alexa were fiancee? It feels so ruined. I didn't expect the people I love so much to be able to room with my best friend. I did not expect Alexa who does not like Mas Andi suddenly told Mas Andi to propose to him.

This love is so funny, Alexa who used to love Edwin was suddenly fiancee with Mas Andi who is his best friend Edwin. And I'm pretty sure Alexa never loved Mas Andi. Unlike me, who sincerely loves and loves Mas Andi. Even though Mas Andi hurt me, I still love Mas Andi.

This love never changes and grows. I used to be so happy, when Mas Andi gave something to Alexa and Alexa gave it to me. I'm happy even though I know I don't deserve any of that. But I still accept it because it is a gift from Mas Andi, the man I love.

I think we're going to be a good match, and I think Alexa is going to be in a relationship with Edwin. But I was wrong..

I can't get Mas Andi nor Edwin who can't get Alexa, the woman he loves.

And I know now Mas Andi's love is no longer clapping one hand because I see Alexa began there is a taste for Mas Andi.

Mas Andi, if Mas Andi knew, I was tormented every day. I was tormented to see Mas Andi and Alexa who could laugh happily.

But I have to endure the pain and pain. I cry in silence. Sometimes I get upset, annoyed at myself. Why can't I get Mas Andi's love.

Wh why??

Why Mas Andi only loves Alexa, but can not love me in the least.

I hurt, my heart hurts. I can't feel what I'm feeling.

I can't give you any attention for me. I'm sick if I keep on cuekin with Mas Andi.

I also want to be like Alexa, who can be loved by Mas Andi. What is my lack? Until I am not entitled and can not get love from Mas Andi.

What's my lack of mas??" ask Vita to cry. He spilled all his heart out to Andi.

But Andi does not care about Vita's feelings because after all Andi has fallen in love with Alexa, a woman who is very in love. So Andi does not care about the women out there including Vita. Andi promised to be a faithful man for the rest of his life.

Andi hopes Alexa is her match.

Andi leaves Vita still crying. Andi did not answer a word.

As for Vita, he promised to take Andi from Alexa's hands. Either way, Vita will make Andi fall into his charm.