Love In Silence

Adzriel's Questions For Axel

Once at home, Axel opened the door.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Axel smiling happily.

"Waalaikumsalam" replied Zahra and Adzriel who were in the living room.

"Just come home at this hour?" ask Zahra.

"Yes umy, I want to take a shower first and continue to pray Maghrib. It's time to stay a while." Axel replied. Indeed, the Maghrib Adhan was on the way and Axel chose to pray Maghrib at his home.

Axel immediately entered the room, he immediately bathed and prayed Maghrib alone. Because the others have finished praying Maghrib congregation.

After the prayer, Axel immediately approached his parents who were still in the living room.

"Alexa where's umy?" ask Axel.

"Again in his room." replied Zahra. Alexa is coming. So Alexa chose to stay in her room reading her favorite novel. And Alexa will leave the room if dinner is prepared. Because to eat, Zahra is trying to get all her family together and eat together unless sick, there are interests and are traveling.

"If Ayunda is omma?" ask Axel.

"Still in the musholla, Oma again taught Ayunda to teach while waiting for the Adhan Isya'" replied Zahra.

"Aby same umy tumben nagai usually at this hour, still in Musholla?" ask Axel.

"We're waiting for you." replied Adzriel.

"Oh, what's the matter until I wait for everything?" ask Axel.

"So aby can chat from someone, you in the office why hold a lady who is not your mahrom. You also took him to your room. You also invited him to eat together at the restaurant. Even you also went with him to his boarding house, and you also entered into the boarding of that woman. Though you know, men and women should not be alone in a room.

Do you forget what you have said, never be alone with a woman who is not your mahrom because it is a very dangerous form of sloth.  Dealing with the opposite sex is prohibited and also prohibited syarami’i. We should not underestimate this kind of problem for any reason. Because the impact is clearly not commendable. Remember!!! Traveling with other women can lead to slander. Poor that woman, too,"

Adzriel explains at length. While Axel was just silent, because he knew he had made a big mistake and had disappointed both parents.

"I'm sorry aby." Axel said without daring to look them both in the face.

"Try to explain why you did that?" zahra asked softly, although he was also angry but he tried to ask everything was good.

"At first I saw him on CCTV. Honestly, at the end of the day, I admire him. In addition to her beautiful face, she is also independent and her prayers are never hollow. Because I often he prayed dhuhur in the mosque near the office in between his breaks.

When I saw the CCTV, I saw him being gang-raped by 3 employees there. And spontaneously I got angry and ran straight to the cleaning room, where they were. Seeing her fall from being pushed, made my emotions smolder even for the first time I shouted in front of others. I also immediately fired the three of them and told Sam to take him to the legal line for the persecution case with CCTV evidence.

And I didn't think long, I carried her straight to my room and treated her. I feel sorry to see him in bully with another employee when he just kept quiet and did nothing wrong.

And after that, I saw her so limp and I was sure she had not had breakfast when she left for work so I invited her to eat at the omma restaurant.

And then he came home, I drove him to the restaurant because I knew he had no money. So I want to take her and I want to know where it costs.

taken by his uncle and aunt, including his father's shop as well.

And from then on, she lived alone busking in order to survive and be able to continue her schooling. With the money busking, he finally sniffed in a remote and seedy place. Even a month is only 300 thousand from the small ranking.

With that busking money, he also sells while in school. I salute him so much, not everyone can be like him. I, as a man, admired him, wanted to be an encouragement to him. I can't lie to myself, I'm starting to fall in love with him.

I want to protect him, I also want to take care of him" Axel explained at length.

"So that's the reason, why are you giving the most luxurious kosan to have aby for him?" ask Adzriel.

"Did aby mind?" ask Axel.

"Aby don't mind at all. Abu just hopes you can keep your distance from him, Aby doesn't like you being close to him." replied Adzriel.

"Is it because he's an orphan and a poor man?" ask Axel.

"You can't get me wrong. Aby and umy never distinguish about social status. Aby's just worried about you, Aby's afraid you're on the wrong path. Aby doesn't want you to get too close to her, but if you do, you want to keep her and protect her. All of you marry, so that you and he also avoid sin. It is much better than you and he is like this." replied Adzriel.

"But I'm not ready to get married at my age. I'm not ready yet.  Because getting married is not easy, it takes physical, mental, financial, and also accompanied by a lot of effort. Starting from intending to get married, then starting to take steps, run and let alone maintain marriage, surely it really needs energy born and inner all the time.

Not to mention life after marriage, it is like a real battleground. Because the husband and wife must be required to explore true beauty, through a series of grief in the course of married life.

Especially after the birth of a baby, making happiness feel perfect. But behind it is also accompanied by the struggle of caring for, raising and supporting it which is not easy. Making a living might be a little easy considering the finances I have are more than enough words. But taking care of her and raising her is a little difficult.

Not to mention if there is a hiccup and not as thought, there will definitely be a small quarrel. I'm still not ready to go through it all aby.

After a few months of finishing my S2, I still want to enjoy the time alone and focus on my career. I just want to protect her but that doesn't mean to marry her. Maybe in 4 or 5 years, then I am ready to live the household." replied Axel who is also no less long explained.

"What do you want now?" ask Adzriel firmly.

"I promise, will not touch it again or eat together let alone come to the cost. I will be a distance but I beg you to allow me to guard and protect him from a distance." Axel replied.

"Then what if in the next few months, he was proposed by someone else?" ask Adzriel.

"Yes maybe he's not my soul mate" Axel replied.

"Alright aby agrees, aby hope you can hold your word. Don't let Aby hear you're alone with her again. If you really want to have a conversation with him, invite your friends but certainly not just the two of you" said Adzriel.

"Good aby." Axel said.

"Yes, this is Isya's Adhan'. Now that we are ready to go to musholla, we pray Isha' congregation." said Adzriel.

"Yes aby."

Then Adzriel, Zahra and Axel went to the church to pray. In Musholla there are already Aulia and also Ayunda and some of his assistants.