Love, Let it Get Lost

Passionate

I just stared at him for a bit and was about to pick up the key lying on the table, Nicko quickly took the key first and put it in his pants pocket.

“I'm tired of being kept on leave like this by mu” said Nicko finally.

I threw my face away without commenting.

“I've tried to explain as best I can and honestly to you Faw. I couldn't have intentionally not contacted you. Our phones were all seized by Zayden so that the event went as expected. Zayden didn't know that you were waiting for me at the cafe, and I was already drinking a little drunk and didn't realize I had missed hours to pick you up. I also immediately felt guilty and immediately went home from there to pick you up”

I'm still silent not wanting to talk.

“And the woman in the photo was also my college friend. You don't know them because you're missing. They're just my friends on campus, and it just so happens that they have time to meet me with Zayden, I don't know Zayden secretly invited them”

I was still silent because I was completely dissatisfied with Nicko's explanation.

“They're both married Faw” said Nicko to keep me glued, but I keep pretending to be indifferent to him.

I didn't know about it. But I still pretend I don't care.

“And their husbands were there too, for their husbands were my closest friends. If you don't believe me, you can take a look at their social media to prove it, or if necessary I can contact them to explain it to you”

Suddenly I felt stupid for not finding out about it before. It turns out that the two women are married.

“Come Faw. No need to be like this, I am tired of being kept on leave like this”, Nicko said with a glass.

I thought for a moment to think about all of them, and even thought about the problems I was facing all this time. Actually not because of this alone I feel worried, but a lot of things that have disturbed my mind.

“I'm just afraid, afraid something will happen to us and will ruin our happiness Nicko” said I finally told him my fear.

Nicko looked at me with a glare.

“We've been dreaming of our happiness for so long. I don't want anyone else to suddenly mess things up, we're one step away from marriage and I don't want any problems that have a bad effect on our happiness.

Of course I'm afraid that my problems will affect my happiness plan. I'm afraid my problems that Nicko doesn't know will hinder everything.

So much burden this time.

Nicko held both of my cheeks and looked at me so sincerely. While I stared at him fearfully.

“Fawnia. If what you're worried about is another woman, it's never going to happen. Because I only love you, it's been proven and you've witnessed it. No other woman can replace you” Nicko tried to give me an understanding.

I bowed my head to hide my sadness.

“See me” pinta Nicko while continuing to set my head so that I can stare at him.

“Since childhood I only loved you, in my heart there was only you, and all I thought about was you. Never once could I love another woman even if I tried her. Even when you left, the feeling was still there, and when I found out you were married and had a child that I didn't know was my son, I still loved you. I never know how he hates you, even to get rid of you in my mind I can never”

“I don't care about your past, I don't care about your status, I don't care if you ever love anyone else but me or not, I don't care, all I care about now is that my dream of being with you forever is coming true. I always wait for it to happen, I want to get married with you” soon

My tears were dripping with my eyes staring at Nicko so deeply.

“Nicko” ogled me.

Nicko silently looked at me with a soft look.

“I've liked other men, but it's never the same as what I feel for you. I just love her and don't love her”

“As long as I disappear from you, all I think about is you. I think that my wish to live with you would only be a dream, I felt that if I never had any more hope of being next to you forever, I had almost lost faith, but my wait was not in vain. We're finally back together, and our marriage is about to take place. I'm so happy Nicko, so happy. Forgive me for being afraid to lose you” I said with a smile saying the last sentence.

Nicko looked so serious looking at me and hearing every sentence I said. She looked sad, she was silent and looked at me happily then she kissed my lips. Nicko pulled me into his kiss, then I wrapped my hand around his neck and enjoyed every kiss he gave me.

Nicko kisses her great, she's so excited. He pushed my body until it jolted against the wall behind me. She kept kissing me with her eyes closed, she moved her lips to and fro feeling the warmth in each of her fondling. Nicko hugged me so tightly, and I held Nicko's hair gently .

Nicko started kissing my neck making me cramped.

“Nicko” I watered by feeling amused in my neck.

Nicko's not stopping to kiss me.

“Nicko” call me to warn him not to do the missed thing again.

He ignored my warning, he kept me locked in his arms and I could only lean against the wall by continuing to receive Nicko's hot kiss.

His hands have crept into my clothes. She massaged my back, kissing me I kept feeling hooked with every touch.

Nicko kissed my neck again.

“Nicko” call me again with a clean slit.

Then she stopped her kiss. He put his forehead on my forehead. His eyes were still closed and he continued to bow his head with a breath that was still panting. He put his hand out under my shirt, then he hugged me. My hands were still around her neck and I also closed my eyes to hold back and regulate my passion.

“I won't do it again until we get married later” said Nicko when he started to calm down.

I stared at her with haru and gently kissed her lips again this time.

“I Love You” my word.

“I Love You Too Fawnia” replied Nicko then we smiled together with full of love.