Love, Let it Get Lost

The impossible

“True Mama said that?” Ask me so in disbelief.

“You don't believe?” Nick asked in annoyance.

“Not” answer me honestly.

Because before her Mama was the one who always scared me to love Nicko, and now all of a sudden Mama is so in agreement with my relationship with Nicko,he asked us to get married soon.

“Then ask yourself to Mama” replied Nicko as he stood up from his seat and walked into the room.

I kept staring at Nicko who left me alone on the balcony. I went back to thinking about Nicko's story and kept wondering if everything was going to be okay after we got married? Or will there be another problem coming? But I shook my head and threw away all the bad prejudices that always haunted my mind. I have to trust Nicko, if everything's gonna be okay.

Tomorrow is his day. I've been getting ready with my office clothes to go to work. I was getting ready in my room but Nicko still didn't come out of his room. In a fit of annoyance I walked into Nicko's room and opened his door slightly to peek inside. Nicko was not in his room, but the sound from inside the toilet sounded like someone was taking a shower. I exhaled in annoyance and went into his room.

“Nicko! You still taking a shower?” Shouted me behind the bathroom door with a gagging waist.

Then the sound of the shower stopped.

“Fawnia? That you?” Shouts her in the bathroom.

“Of course it's me!” Answer me with annoyance.

“Why are you still taking a shower, what have you been doing since?”

“So I replied to a message from the client dulu” replied then the shower water in his bathroom was heard again.

I clucked in annoyance, and was about to get out of his room. But I saw Nicko's wardrobe open wide. I glanced at the bathroom door making sure Nicko was still inside, and glanced around his room to see if Nicko had prepared his work clothes or not. Then I walked over to her wardrobe, and chose a work shirt for her. Choose a white shirt, linen vest, creamy suit and brown material pants to align his clothes so that his colors do not collide. Then I went to his tie closet and chose a brown tie for him, I put the tie on the clothes I had prepared neatly on the bed, and do not forget the shoes and socks, I choose and I keep it under the bed. When I finished I immediately went outside the room running, afraid that Nicko would catch me preparing his work clothes.

Moments later I went downstairs with Kara for breakfast.

“Faw. Today Mama wants to take Kara outside to play”, Mama said while applying jam on her bread.

“Main where Ma?”

“Kara says she needs drawing paper and new color pencil for her drawing”

“Let me buy it later home from work Ya Ma” said me while helping Kara to brew her cereal.

“It's okay, Mama is also tired of staying at home continuously, Mama also wants to go out to get rid of tired”

“Alright” answer me with a smile.

“Papa” call Kara when you see Nicko approaching the dining table.

I glanced at Nicko behind me. She holds a brown suit on her arm, and smiles sweetly at Kara. Nicko was wearing all the clothes I had prepared, and nothing was left behind.

“Waw, your tumben is in line with his work clothes today” praise Mama by teasing Nicko.

Nicko smiled sweetly, he did not look at me at all. Because she knew, if she told Mama and Papa that I had prepared her work clothes, it would make me ashamed.

“O Yes Papa forgot. Has Pt.Prawira returned to contact you?” Tanya Papa recalled about the Ben family company who again asked for cooperation with us.

“Already Sir. Fawnia has arranged our meeting tomorrow the day after”, Nicko replied as he sat beside me.

He glanced at me a little while holding back his smile. I glanced at her silently and smiled shyly.

“Good. Papa hope the family of Mr. Wibowo can forget his problems with you Faw”

“Iya Sir. I'm sorry ya” said I still feel guilty.

“Can you not apologize continuously?” Pinta Papa with such a serious face.

Makes me tense and embarrassed.

“Papa tired of hearing you keep apologizing”

“Iya Sir, Sorry” said by re-polishing my bread with jam.

I was shocked to realize that I was still apologizing to Papa. Papa shook his head looking at my behavior.

Nicko looks at me funny, and Mama can only smile at me by her husband.

Arriving at the office as usual I took Nicko's coat and briefcase to his room. I wore a suit to Nicko before he sat down because soon we would be attending a meeting in the meeting room.

“Are you simulating being a wife?” Ledek Nicko made me stare at him cynically.

But Nicko smiled happily to see me.

“I helped you prepare everything, so you can hurry” replied me coldly.

“Really?” Nick asked with an incredulous look.

I threw my face away cynically.

“Then, I will be late waking up at any time so that you help me prepare my work clothes”

“Do I look like a maid for you?” Ask me with a kettle.

Nicko narrowed his forehead and looked at me annoyed.

“Can't you distinguish between a maid and a wife?” Ask Nicko with emotion.

I silently looked at him with annoyance.

“You often see Mama cooking, even you often help Mama cook for Papa, does Mama look like a maid?” Ask her again with emotion.

I was silent to justify his words but still did not want to lose.

“Ya still. I'm not yet your wife” replied me with shame and clumsy not dare to look her in the eyes.

Nicko looked at me digesting my words, then a shy smile was emanated on his face.

“Have” said to stop the silly smile on his face.

“Quickly prepare. We have a meeting Nicko!” Ask me to end this conversation.

“Ayo” take Nicko.

Then I followed Nicko from behind to the meeting room, bringing my supplies for our meeting.

“Pak Ferdy!” Shouted a woman who ran after Nicko.

that's Devina. He ran after Nicko who almost got into the elevator with me.

“Why?” Ask Nicko.

“There are those who are looking for Father. He said from Pt. Prawira” said Devina made me frown.

Nicko glanced at me confusedly.

“Are you not mistaken to record my meeting with Prawira company?”

I opened my tablet and checked Nicko's schedule to make sure.

“True. I recorded his meeting tomorrow after”, I replied.

“But they are already here Pak” said Devina.

Makes me and Nicko throw each other a confused look. I'm sure Nicko wouldn't feel good if he didn't see Mr. Bowo, because their partnership was just about to start, but Nicko also could not leave his meeting that had made many people wait.

Then there were three people walking down the hallway to us. They all wore suits so neatly, and one man walked in front of him with a look so familiar to me. My eyes widened and were so surprised to see the man who walked ahead and kept walking closer to me. My heart beat so fast, my body trembled and my eyes kept wide open looking at the man.

I accidentally dropped all the luggage I was holding including my tab. Nicko and Devina were surprised to see all my stuff fall down.

“Ben!” Whisper me in disbelief.