Love, Let it Get Lost

Early to detective

We arrived at my parents' grave.

The tomb on the land is so vast and so many mounds of the same land around it. The grave of my parents, which was wrapped in fresh green grass on top of the mound.

My father and I placed flowers on the graves of my parents. I slowly sat down next to my mother's grave. I stroked the tombstone that read my Mama's name there. I stroked the stone smilingly looking at its name as if what I had touched was Mama's face, then I kissed the stone and started crying.

In my heart I poured out my heart to my mother. I told her about everything I've been through until I met Nicko's parents and married his son. Of course Mama would not have thought it would happen, let alone me. I wiped my tears and glanced at the back of Papa Rio who was seen crying beside my Papa's grave, he turned his back but his sobbing sounded so clear. Like his Papa was so sad to remember my biological Papa. Like her she looks so sick at all by looking at Papa's grave.

Why is it that Papa can get that sad in my biological Papa's tomb or his best friend's grave? Does Papa have such a painful memory that he looks so sad, sobbing like that?

Then after the pilgrimage, my father and I returned home. Along the way I could only be silent not knowing what to see Papa who seemed to still be crying.

Then I ventured to stroke her shoulder. Papa glanced at me with eyes still so swollen, then Papa came back crying, he pulled me into his arms. I received Papa's embrace lovingly.

“Im sorry Papa ya Nak”

I could only silently hear Papa apologizing. Maybe Papa still can't bear to see me lose both my parents.

“Until any time Papa still can't repay all your biological Papa's kindness. Your biological papa is too meritorious for Papa. All Papa can do is this, keep you until the end of Papa's life and make you a whole family Papa” said Papa with sadness.

I was so moved to hear it. I continued to hug Papa by leaning my head on his shoulder trying to calm him down, because I no longer knew how to talk to him. It's hard to explain if I'm lucky to be a part of Papa's family and Nicko's wife. I hope Papa can feel my happiness.

Arriving at home I went straight into my room and threw the bag I was carrying on the bed. I immediately took off my clothes and went to the bathroom to flush my entire body from the heat left in the tomb. I went into the bathroom and took off all my clothes. I looked at myself in the mirror thinking back to what Papa said on the trip. Why can Papa say if at any time he will not be able to repay all the services of my parents? Though if you look now, his efforts have been much more successful than before with Papa.

I immediately put away all the things in my brain and walked towards the bottom of the shower and turned on the water. The cold water instantly swept over my body so freshly from my head to my feet, I closed my eyes and kept letting the water wash over my body. Suddenly I was surprised by the presence of someone holding my waist from behind. I opened my eyes and saw who had come into my bathroom.

Nickos. Of course he is, who else ?

She smiled sweetly at me and kissed my lips gently. He also did not wear a piece of clothing on his body and joined under the shower with me. We did it in the bathroom, then after that we actually took a shower.

Nicko and I got out of the bathroom together, and immediately put on our clothes. I dried my wet hair with a towel in front of my dressing table, while Nicko sat on my bed with a laptop on his lawn.

“Nick”

“Ya” said without turning my head.

“Do you know about PT.MFP?” Ask me while taking out the hairdryer in the closet right below me.

He seemed to be trying to remember her, but he shook his head instead.

“No. Why?”

I thought for a moment to answer. Do I have to be honest if I see the name of the PT in the file that Bima brought yesterday?

“Say the company is quite big, but why do we never apply for cooperation with them?”

“If their company is big, of course Papa will definitely ask me first for a meeting with them”

“But Papa knows with the company it”

“O yes?”

“Yes. And Papa said the company no longer exists”

Nicko looked at me confused.

“What was the name of his company earlier?”

“PT. MFP. Mitra Falcon Property” answered me by trying to remember the meaning of his singakatan.

“Like her I've seen that name in company's personal data”

“O yes?” I immediately left my hairdryer on the dresser and ran up to Nicko.

I joined her and glanced at Nicko's laptop.

Nicko opened up a company's personal data, and Nicko searched the company's name on keywoard. Then immediately appeared a folder called 'PT.MFP’ on Nicko's laptop.

Nicko and I threw each other a glance, and Nicko opened the folder.

“It turns out to be true, our company has worked with this company” said Nicko.

The folder only contains ordinary agreement letters like other letters of agreement with our company.

“But why did Papa say this company no longer exists?” Ask me.

“Ya maybe now the company has gone out of business, because this agreement letter was signed 17 years ago, so it has been so long”

I paused for a moment and thought about telling Nicko the truth.

“Nick. Actually I know the name of this company because I've seen it in the bag that Bima brought yesterday”

Nicko looked at me with his frown.

“Yesterday before Bima met you in the room, Bima bag was left on the table, the bag was open and I saw a file called PT. Falcon Property Partners in his, why does Bima have anything to do with the company?”

“Can be”

“You know if in the past Bima was the son of the biggest businessman?” Ask me.

“I've heard of it, but I don't know how exactly his”

“I heard it from Riri”

We both then quietly thought.

“Try me want to know the name of the owner of this company Nick” asked me to Nicko so that he moves his cursor down again.

Ttd, Drr. Indra Sucipto Mangkasubono Dharma

“We see the biodata from Bima” said Nicko by continuing to move his laptop cursor to find out about this.

Bima's biodata was plastered on the laptop screen, and we immediately searched her family history.

Name of self data: Bima Ghali Wijaya

Father's name: Drs. Aryo Yanuarsah's

Mother Name: Sarah Kania Wijaya

Name of Kaka: David Fradirik Wijaya

“But why does Bima still carry company files that do not exist?” Ask me confusedly.

Nicko and I agreed not to discuss this with anyone, including Papa, after we got Bima's reasons for dealing with the company.