Love, Let it Get Lost

Remembering my bitter memories

After being told by Nicko to contact Keysa immediately, I immediately called Keysa. Fortunately, he was not busy and could talk for a while.

I explained to Keysa about Nicko's desire to meet with our home security first. Of course we can't do it ourselves because of course the security will not arbitrarily provide information about the incident of my house fire.

Keysa finally wanted to help us, he asked us tomorrow to meet him at the house and he explained with our scenario that we would pretend to be part of his company employees,for our safety and Keysa's own.

The next day Nicko and I went to the appointment location to meet Keysa. We parked our car outside the house and met Keysa at a supermarket.

I saw Keysa's car sitting there, we parked the car right next to Keysa's. I got out of the car with Keysa coming out of his car.

“Hay Key” greet me while hugging Keysa.

“Hay Faw” reply Keysa.

“How are you?”

“Gue good, how?”

“Gue very very good”

“Ya is certainly good, Ielo has managed to uncover the rottenness of Ben” Keysa said while holding both my hands with a face so proud.

Of course Keysa knows that. Since I first had a plan with Riri in Tangerang, I already told Keysa. Until I finally succeeded, I must have immediately notified him. Keysa is never late with any important information about me.

“Hay Nick” greet Riri by welcoming Nicko's hand.

“Hay” greet Nicko back with a smile to Keysa.

“Thank ya Key, already want to help us”

“It's Ok. I hope this won't be a problem for me with my work” Keysa quipped, which turns out he was worried about it.

“Kalo until you are issued in elo company, our company will always be open to elo Key” said Nicko in earnest.

Keysa lifted one thing and looked at Nicko.

“He deh. I forgot that now I have a great CEO of”

We laughed when we heard Keysa.

“Ya. Go use my car yes, so the security already know my service car, let ga ribet” said Keysa considering the security of our homes was so tight and disciplined.

Yes, maybe that's the reason why security is still on defense in our house.

Nicko and I nodded and accepted Keysa's offer. We got into Keysa's car. Keysa kept driving, I sat next to Keysa and Nicko was sitting in the back.

“You guys from when to move from here?” Keysa asked after we entered the mansion and had made it through the main gate security.

Nicko and I were silent for a moment to wait for someone to answer Keysa's question.

I glanced at Nicko backwards, as he was reluctant to talk about it.

“After the fire incident, approximately one year I and the Nicko family moved home to where we are now” answered me.

Keysa simply nodded and he no longer asked anything until we reached the second security post. Right where my house block and Nicko are.

“Eh neng Keysa” greet a security who looks aged with gray hair.

Mr. Security will definitely not recognize me, because I left this house about 11 years ago.

“Pa Diman” says back to Keysa behind his wheel.

“Now it looks like Neng brought a friend?”

“Iya Pak this part of the building analysis” Keysa replied very highly composing.

But this Mr. Diman does not seem to understand that.

“Ayo enter neng”.

The security man seemed silent to think of Keysa's question.

“Bapak does not seem to have, because it has been a long time ago neng certainly his cctv was removed, sometimes accidentally, or sometimes deleted by the system” said Mang Diman.

Nicko and I put on a disappointed face.

Keysa did not answer just silence.

“But like his father keeps a copy of cctv on his computer, if neng really need you will find first” said Mr. Diman, as if giving us so much hope.

Nicko and I are back.

“Oh can Sir. Please help sir”

“Siap neng's. Neng parked his car first, later after you find his cctv Father directly contact Neng Keysa”

“Good Sir. I went to the location first ya”

“Good neng”

Then Keysa drove straight to where my house used to be. We had time to pass the playground which is now very changed, with many beautiful plants around it, large trees make shade around the park, and,and another game that we never found when we were kids here.

I smiled at how happy Nicko and I were to play here. I glanced at Nicko who turned out he was looking at the park behind the window, then Nicko glanced at me and he smiled a little so sweetly. I returned his smile, as if I understood what Nicko had in mind.

Then from far away I saw the vast land at the end of the road. On the ground was a large multi-storey building, in white, and a black gate.

My memories go back to the past. I remember how I was raised by my parents there. How Mama always greeted me in front of the porch when I came home to play with Nicko. I remember the last time I hugged my parents before I lost them. My heart ached again, I so missed the atmosphere of my home with love and happiness.

“Faw. Are you Okay?” Keysa asked gently holding onto my shoulder.

I didn't realize Keysa had stopped his car right in front of the vast land.

“Gue is fine kok”

“If you can't afford this empty clay, you don't need to go down Faw”

I glanced at Nicko who was already outside the car and stood waiting for me to get out of the car.

“Ngga. I really ga nothing kok” said I tried to strengthen myself.

Then I got out of the car and walked over to Nicko.

“Why you?” Nicko asked with a worried face.

“I'm fine” replied me by trying to smile at him so he doesn't look worried.

Then I turned to look at the vast land.

It seemed like the land was never again in any build because it looked so dull the color with the weeds that had just been cut so short.

“This just cleared the weeds” said Keysa like he could read my mind.

I remembered how I ran trying to hit the flames to get in to see my parents who were in the house.

Memories of that reward, continue to shadow me, even though I have tried not to rethink it.

But still, I still remember how I screamed calling my parents hoping they could hear and get out of the fire. Papa Nicko restrained my body before I could set foot in my yard, my body held so tightly by Papa Rio he tried to calm me down,yet I was still so hysterical that I wanted to be able to enter the house, and as strong as Papa Rio's strength he kept holding me back to save me,but I kept fighting until Nicko finally came and he calmed me down in his own way.

Unknowingly my tears flowed down my cheeks recalling all those memories. Nicko wiped my tears and he pulled me into his arms.

“It's Ok. There I'm here” his word by rubbing my head which is right under his chin because so tall Nicko's body.

I cried so much that it was on Nicko's chest.

“I will always keep my promise to always be next to you” Nicko said again calming me in the same way.