Love, Let it Get Lost

Double job

I went back to being Nicko's secretary at the company he held. My job is done, I have revealed one by one the problems that have ruined my happiness. Just one more step. I still have to take care of one more thing to be able to feel calm and free.

In the morning I and the whole family had a quiet breakfast at the dinner table.

“Oh yes. Kara's back in school tomorrow, right?” Mama looked at Kara who was beside her.

“Iya Oma's. Mama said tomorrow Kara is allowed to go to school again” replied the adorable child while spending his oranges.

“Then tomorrow Oma inter ya” said Mama while smiling to Kara.

“Bener Oma?” Kara asked with a face so bright.

“Iya darling” reply again Mama.

“But afraid of her later Mama to the tiredness of Ma, there is still Sister Susi kok tomorrow here to pick up Kara for school” said I remember Mama who was not feeling well yesterday.

“Oh no. Oma wouldn't be exhausted if she was to drop Kara off at school. Even Oma will definitely be healthy quickly if you can accompany Kara” said Mama by continuing to smile to her favorite granddaughter.

I could only smile at Mama who insisted on delivering Kara. I glanced at Nicko in front of me, he could also just shrug his shoulders to signal he didn't want to interfere for that.

I finished the food in front of me.

Papa was seen storing his two cutlery on a plate that still had a little left of his food, then looked at me.

“Fawnia” call Papa.

“Iya Pa” saut me while trying to immediately swallow the food in my mouth.

“Papa's pocket wants to make a pilgrimage to your parents' tomb, do you want to come?” Ask Papa.

I stared at Papa. Because like her I haven't visited my parents' graves since Kara grew up like this. The last time I went there was when I was just giving birth, and went to my parents' grave to tell them all my problems,I wish they could listen to me in heaven and feel sorry for me. And after that I never visited my parents' graves again, because at the time I was afraid of accidentally meeting Nicko's parents.

I nodded slowly while looking at Papa. Nicko and Mama also took a glance at me.

“I'm with Pa”

“Alright we will leave in the morning ya”

“Good Pa”

Then I glanced back at my food with my mind going everywhere. I went back to remembering the mystery of my birth Papa's death. I want to find out about that soon.

Daytime at the office. Nicko and I will prepare for our meeting there. I am now the wife of Mr. Ferdyan Nickolas and his secretary, so double work is not as usual. On the other hand I had to pay attention to Nicko's work at the office, help him to work, and prepare everything he needed to meet the client, he said,and on the other hand I have to act like his wife in the office. Must pay attention to her circumstances, remind her about eating, tidy up her clothes, and certainly must always encourage her. I am happy with my double job.

“Hallo bu Bos” says Bima makes me surprised.

As usual, I never knew when Bima came into my room and stood in front of me with a black bag that seemed to contain files.

Bima always came in when I was seriously staring at my computer screen, so I was not aware of her presence.

“Ck. What the hell Bim” when I feel uncomfortable hearing my call as ‘Bu Bos’.

“Why? That's a fact, now you've become Bos” Miss quipped by continuing to tease me.

“Already Bim. The call was still too unfamiliar in my ears”

Bima laughed with her happiness.

“Good,good. Nickolas's mother, how about the schedule of our meeting today” I returned to squinting my eyes to her, because Bima unceasingly continued to tease me like that.

I immediately opened my eyes and looked back at my computer screen with my hands busy typing the keyboard.

“I've prepared all her, stay waiting for Mr. Ferdy”

“OK”

Then Bima was silent for a while.

“Can I come in? There is something I need to talk to Mr. Ferdy” said Bima.

“What do you need?”

“About leave ku” replied Bima briefly.

I glanced at Nicko behind my window. It seemed like he was not busy, he was just reading a file about the company that had just applied for cooperation with him.

I immediately called Nicko with the office phone, and kept staring at him behind the window.

Nicko picked up my phone.

“Iya?”

“There Bima want to meet”

Nicko stared back at me behind his window.

“Let him enter”

“Alright” then I was about to hang up his phone but the sound of Nicko holding me back.

“Wait a minute”

“What's up?”

We looked at each other behind our glass windows.

“I Love You Fawnia”

I breathed and squinted my eyes looking at him in annoyance.

“Nick” call me because he might want to humiliate me in front of Bima.

“I just wanna say I Love You”

“Oke” answer me with ketus.

“OK?” Nicko asked in an annoyed tone, because that's not how I should have answered.

I glanced at Bima who was still standing before me, and just watched me in confusion.

Of course I can not reply to the words ‘I Love You’ in front of Bima. I'm too embarrassed.

“You asked Mr. Nicko to enter his room” said I to Bima with the phone still stuck in my ear because it is still connected.

“OK thank you” replied Bima, then she entered Nicko's room and closed the door of Nicko's room tightly.

I turned to Bima's bag left on my table. I glanced at the bag that contained Bima's file inside. I read a ‘PT. Partner Falcon Property’ in a bag he didn't zip.

“Bim” call me before Bima goes into Nikco's room.

“Ya” replied Bima while holding the door handle that was almost closed back.

“Tas your file” I said while pointing with the eyes of Bima's bag left on my table.

Then Bima smiled, she took my bag back and went straight into Nicko's room.

“I Love You Too Nicko” I replied with a sweet smile to him after making sure Bima was really already in Nicko's room.

Nicko just stared at me flatly. Because he must be upset because I did not dare to answer that in front of Bima. He still always felt jealous of Bima, even though we were married like this. She was still always worried if Bima still put her feelings to me.

Then I hung up on her phone.

I stared back at my computer screen. I glanced at Bima and Nicko who were talking inside there, and thought a little about Bima.

Why do I never know Bima's background? I never know where he came from? Does he have a kaka or a sister ? Are their parents still there or not?