Love, Let it Get Lost

Finally uncovered

“No. You can't go anywhere!” Speak the voice of the man beside me dashingly and stand eavesdropping on our conversation somehow from when.

Papa's. He stood in the middle of the hallway with his briefcase and a face so tense.

Dad came to me and Mama quickly. He kept his suit and bag on the chair and looked at me sadly.

“What did Papa hear is true?” Papa looked at me sharply.

Mama is still in her place by turning her face away from what she fiksan.

I nodded my head weakly.

“Today Kara is Papa's grandson?” Ask him again in disbelief.

“I'm sorry Pa” I said softly.

“You're raising Papa's biological granddaughter alone? Without help from our family?”

“Pa” I look Papa in the eyes so sad.

“I know what Nicko and I did was a big mistake, I know what we did was unforgivable,but I beg you not to hate me” said I begged.

“True. Your mistakes are not easy to forgive” said Mama finally spoke.

I looked at Mama tensely.

“What you guys are doing is right so big mistake” continued Mama by looking at me full of disappointment.

“But the presence of Kara is a gift to Mama” said Mama changed her expression with poignancy.

“You know? 5 Years ago Mama once said’a so Mama can quickly marry Nicko and get a grandchild that can warm our family, Mama is so eager to have a beautiful or handsome grandchild to fill our happiness. Because Mama can no longer get children” said Mama considering the disease Mama is so difficult to get children again.

“Maybe this is the top answer from do’a Mama. Mama never thought that Kara was born from your womb, Mama never knew if you were the best woman for Nicko. Mama is too fixated on Mama's goals, Mama is too selfish until Mama sacrifices her one child. Forgive Mama for letting you down, Mama felt guilty to Jenny”, Mama started crying.

Mama hugged me so tightly with so loud a cry.

“Pardon Mama Fawnia please forgive Mama” said Mama.

I cried when I heard Mama apologize like that. It turned out that everything was not like what I was afraid of, it turned out that Mama accepted well my mistake and Nicko. My mother was disappointed, but she still forgave me. I'm very lucky to have them.

Then the three of us sat in the chair waiting for Nicko and the doctor to come.

“Nicko does have thalassemia disease like Mama, our disease is still categorized as mild, but still difficult to cure, every time relapse and there is a disease, but it is still difficult,You have to get blood transfusions to the hospital often, and it's so tired, that you've been sentenced by a doctor won't live much longer

“It made Mama sad and desperate, until Mama married at that time and did not have Nicko, Mama helped your mother Jenny to seek treatment in Singapore, but the result Mama can only cure about 90% just from the treatment, and still have thalassemia disease that you will definitely lower to your child later. Then finally Mama had Nicko and Mama also took him to Singapore to prevent the thalassemia from worsening her condition, and the results were successful. Nicko only has minor or mild thalassemia and Mama thought it would not affect his offspring, but it turns out the result is the same as”

I held Mama's hand gently.

“Ma. I'm sure Kara will be as strong as Mama and Nicko. Because all this time what I've seen from Kara is the power that Kara has so much as Nicko and Mama” said I tried to smile.

My mom smiled to see me.

“Mama still does not expect if Kara is the grandson of Mama, Mama is more afraid now to lose Kara”

“I'm also the same” said I was again afraid of things that were not wanted to happen to Kara.

“I never regret to have Kara, I actually feel that Kara is my whole happiness. He has made me rise up to live in a world full of problems”.

Then Nicko finally came with the doctor who took him away. His expression was still worried making me, Mama and Papa so worried.

“How's Kara?” Ask me when I approach Nicko.

“We do’a is the best for him ya”

“Kenap? What's wrong with him?” I was hysterically staring at Nicko and the doctor.

“Mother's son will be handled as best as possible, he suffered a minor injury in the brain, and after we checked it turns out he has a history of heredity that is thalassemia minor. We need a blood transfusion, and the luck of his father's blood is the same so we quickly follow up” said the doctor.

I glanced at Nicko who was staring at me bitterly.

“But our son will be fine right Nick?” I asked to be sad again.

“Kara will be fine. He's my son, he has my blood, I'm sure he can get through this” Nicko assured me.

“You have to promise if Kara will be okay” I said with a constant cry as if in doubt to her.

Nicko pulled me into his arms quickly.

“I promise Fawnia I promise”

Mama and Papa embrace each other sadly, they also want Kara to survive, because they finally know if Kara is their granddaughter.

Then we all sat back in the chair waiting for the doctor in the ICU.

“So Mama and Papa already know?” Nicko looked at me. That must have been heard by Papa and Mama.

I glanced at Mama and Papa then nodded slowly.

“What are you in angrily?” Ask Nicko.

“You should be angry!” Said Papa in annoyance.

“Have done but dare not take responsibility”

Nicko and I were shocked to see Papa being so emotional.

“You should as a man have a great soul, should be willing to take responsibility for what you have done with Fawnia. This instead let Fawnia raise Kara alone” she began to defend me.

“Pa. Papa knows I've been looking for Fawnia wherever”

“Yes but why did you lose Fawnia?” Papa said I can only smile faintly seeing Papa scolding Nicko like this.

“You again! Already know you are pregnant by this child instead marry her to another person” said Papa scolding me.

“Pa. Never mind, do not need to discuss it yes, now that everything already knows about Kara, we better start’ Kara the best so that we can embrace her”

“No ! Papa wants after Papa wakes up, you and Kara move home!” Papa said so firmly, and Mama could only quietly listen to Papa.

“But Pa..”

“Nothing but” Papa told me.

I sighed so deeply, because Papa's character was the same as Nicko's. So stubborn.