Love, Let it Get Lost

Kirana Family

Keysa and I were still in the restaurant, waiting for Nicko who was accompanying Kara to play in the children's playground.

“Faw” call Keysa.

I glanced at her to greet her call.

“Kok Kara want to call Nicko Papa?”

I'm sure Keysa will be a lot to interrogate me with everything that's going on as long as he's not here.

“Away that asked for yourself”

“O yes?”

“Hmm”

“He already knows about Nicko”

“Yes, I'm as simple as possible. Although at first he did not understand why this Om Nicko turned into his Papa. But it turns out he was happy if he knew Nicko was Papa nya”

“Yes he hasn't had Papa Faw. So he must have passed the seneng fitting know his Papa still there”

I gulped down my remaining orange juice on the table.

“Entah”

Then I remembered Nicko's proposal last night.

I raised my finger slowly then looked at Keysa who was so seriously watching over Kara.

“Key” call me to Keysa to see the ring on my ring finger.

“Why?” Confused him.

“Inii.” said I was upset while showing my ring.

“Ya why?”

He still doesn't understand.

“Ish elo's. This is a ring from Nicko” I said with anxiety.

Keysa's eyes rounded he immediately pulled my hand and looked carefully at the diamond ring.

“This is from Nicko?!” Ask her still surprised.

“She lamar elo?”

I can only smile to answer.

“Elo accept her application?”

“Iya” I still can not hide my happiness.

“Fawnia!” Keysa still did not believe what he heard.

Then she hugged the yoke so tightly. Keysa was so moved that I was finally able to marry the person I loved all this time. Keysa was a witness to my life, he was the only one who knew how I felt about Nicko.

“Gue is very good with Faw”

“Iyaa I'm also still belom believe”

Keysa let go of her hug. I saw Keysa's eyes glazed over.

“Ih lo cry?” My ledek.

then he laughed as he rubbed the water in his eyes. He raised his head, holding back the tears from dripping down his cheeks.

“Gue is so happy Faw. Finally, you find the happiness you have been dreaming of. All this time I always pity to squirm elo who always faced problems with his own. I as your best friend, it seems useless, I can never help you elo, I can never act anything for elo. You always face all your problems alone. I sometimes think, what am I in elo's life useful? Because it seems, elo is still always sad yourself every time”

Keysa made me sad.

“Key” call me who's been shedding tears.

“Lo means a lot in my life. Elo it is one of my support system besides Kara. All this time I can be strong because Elo always ingetin me. And as long as you know, if it wasn't for elo lecturing me mulu, I wouldn't be able to cheat all of it. I am lucky to have elo, Kara is also lucky to have aunty rich elo, because instead of anyone who wants to accompany Kara from her childhood until now besides Elo Key. We both thank you very much elo”

Then she came back crying dramatically and hugged me again.

“Thank you for everything,Key”

“It’s Okay Faw”

Then Kara and Nicko came up to us who were still sad by hugging.

“Mama same Aunty Key cry?” Kara's question made Keysa immediately look at Kara sadly.

“Aunty Key same Mama again tells sad things so we cry” said Keysa.

“Ceritain what?” Ask Kara funny.

“Ceritain Kara because Kara is sick” Keysa replied looking for an excuse.

“Don't be sad again Aunty. The doctor said, Kara has recovered kok” said Kara treating sad Keysa.

“O yes?”

“Iya”

Keysa wiped her tears with a smile.

“Then Aunty won't cry anymore. Here hug Aunty” then Kara hugged Keysa lovingly.

I glanced at Nicko who was standing next to me. She was watching me from out of nowhere, then she wiped my tears that were dripping under my eyes. Nicko may be wondering why Kara and I are crying, but he understands that Keysa and I don't want Kara to know the real story.

“Bye Faw”

“Bye Key”

We split up in the basement mall.

“Cabarin me ya” my word.

“Bye Aunty Key” ledek behind Nicko.

I laughed at their jokes.

“Later to play at home aja Key” pinta Nicko.

“Iya sure”

“Bye all” then Keysa walked away from us while continuing to occasionally wave until he was lost among the parked cars.

The three of us returned home before nightfall. We got home and parked the car in the garage. Kara falls asleep and Nicko helps Kara to get inside the house. I brought Kara and Nicko's stuff in the car.

“Nicko!” Panggil seorang wanita yang sudah berdiri di depan pintu rumah kami.

Kirana. She stood with a gaze so disappointed with the beautiful and simple dress she was wearing.

Nicko glanced at me, and I glanced at him. We didn't know Kirana was coming home. And I started to panic, because I was afraid that Nicko would tell Kirana everything right away.

Nicko walks into the house and approaches Kirana. Kirana continued to look at Nicko with a disappointed look.

“Why are you here?” Ask Nicko coldly.

I stood behind Nicko, to protect myself, because I felt it was hard to face Kirana. I feel guilty, because up until now Kirana did not know the truth. I felt like I was playing with her feelings.

“Where have you been all this time?” Kirana asked in annoyance.

“I tried to contact you but you never want to pick up my phone. All my messages you ignored Nick! You why?” Ask Kirana dramatically.

Nicko still silently did not answer. I was so clumsy to be in the debate between the two of them.

“Sini. Let Kara I take” I said as I was about to take over Kara who was still asleep in her sling.

“No need. Let me put her to bed” pinta Nicko.

“I put Kara to sleep first, later we talk” said Nicko while entering through Kirana.

Kirana glanced at me sharply. I returned his gaze coldly and entered the house. I was surprised by the guests who were in the house sitting with Mama and Papa.

It was Kirana's parents. Mr. Handoko and his wife. Nicko and I stopped in front of them.

“Hallo Pak Handoko” greet me politely.

“Hallo Fawnia” reply her kindly.

His wife looks so stiff on me and Nicko.

“Take a nap Kara. There's something we want to talk about” Mama told Nicko.

“Iya Ma. Mr. Handoko I stay for a while” said Nicko.

“Iya please”

Then we walked back and left smiles and nods of the head to all those in the living room.

Nicko lays Kara on the bed slowly like she's laying a bomb that will explode at any time.

I began to worry, I began to fear the presence of the Kirana family.

“Why you?” Nicko asked who saw me so panicked.

“Nick. What are you guys going to talk about?”

“I don't know” Nicko replied casually as if he didn't feel any tension.

“I'm afraid”

“Fear why?”

“I'm afraid that Kirana is starting to know everything and she's spreading that rumor in the office”

Say it while biting my fingernails.

“Why be afraid?”

“Nicko..” call me with annoyance.

“If the whole office knows you have a child from me outside of marriage, what about your reputation as a director at the office? And what if the rumors spread widely in the media? You're not afraid our company will be destroyed?” Ask me so frantically.

“Fawnia” call Nicko while wiping my arm.

“Can you calm down?” Pinta Nicko by continuing to stroke my arm.

“I make sure everything will be fine. I've thought about all of it. You should be able to trust” Nicko said so confidently.

I stared at him still scared.

“OK I believe” answered me finally.

“You shower, change your clothes, and accompany Kara to bed”

I nodded my head with my face still worried. Nicko stepped foot to get out of the room. I held his hand.

“You slept here again right?” Ask me with worry.

Nicko smiled at my request. And he came back to me and stood so close in front of me.

“If you ask, I'll sleep here tonight”.

“I will continue to ask you to accompany me and Kara to sleep here until you have to sleep with us” said I remember next month we will get married and Nicko did have to sleep with me and Kara without asking.

He smiled back.

“Baik”

Then Nicko kissed my lips gently before he stepped out of the room and closed the door.

I stared at the door of my room worriedly. I'm worried about what they're going to talk about. I'm afraid a new problem arises when I'm calm.