Love, Let it Get Lost

Love, Let it Get Lost
Pseudo only



A few hours passed. The three of us were so tired of driving Kara to play in almost all the rides in the market tonight.


“We're home?” Tanya Bima took me.


“Ayo” replied to me who was already starting to feel tired.


I saw Kara still in Nicko's arms and her head was lying on her shoulders.


“Pak. Let me just carry Kara, Dad must be tired continue to carry Kara” said Bima who wants to help Nicko.


“No need” reject Nicko by ketus.


“I will never mind carrying Kara all day” continued Nicko again made Bima speechless.


“But we're going home sir. Let me take Kara to my car to deliver Fawnia and Kara home”, said Bima who made Nicko dented his halis look unhappy with Bima's decision that would take us.


I know what Nicko's gaze means. She definitely didn't want to see Bima drive me and Kara home.


“Bim. I just went home with Nicko, after all, our house will be in the same direction and your house is different from ours. I'm with Nicko just” I said.


“But what is Mr Ferdy willing?” Bima asked looking at Nicko who kept holding Kara and walked away from us.


“He must want” replied me.


“Good. Greet my greetings to Mr. Ferdy yes, I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye to him”


“Later to tell you. Be careful Bim, and thank you for tonight”


“Oke Faw, see you at the office”


“Oke Bye”


Then Bima left me and Nicko at the market that night. I caught up with Nicko who kept walking away from me.


I'm offsetting Nicko's path next to his.


“Bima is gone?” Ask without glancing at me.


“Sudah”


Then Nicko and I took Kara out of the market tonight. I sat in the back seat and put Kara's head on my lap. Kara can't stand her sleepiness anymore, and I let her fall asleep in my ear. A few minutes later we arrived at my apartment. Nicko again held Kara carefully and tried not to wake our little angel. I helped bring Nicko's luggage into my apartment.


We get to my apartment, and Nicko puts Kara in bed . She pulls the blanket to cover Kara's small body and kisses her affectionately on her forehead. I could only stare at her with haru while closing the window curtain of my room.


Nicko was about to get up carefully from my bed, but Kara held her arm.


“Om Nicko where are you going?” Kara asked who finally woke up with slightly opened eyes.


“Om Nicko wants to go home baby”


“Kara wants to sleep with Om Nicko” said Kara half-conscious.


Nicko and I looked at each other in confusion. Then I don't comment, I can't prevent Kara's wishes. But if Nicko objects, I won't hold him back.


“Alright,Om Nicko will accompany Kara to bed”.


She takes off her sweater and sleeps next to Kara by hugging and continues to look at Kara's face.


I immediately changed my clothes in the bathroom and went to sleep on the other side of Kara awkwardly. Because it's been a long time since I've seen Nicko fall asleep next to me. If I used to see Nicko sleeping in his bed to just wake him up or disturb his sleep, now it's like I'm so nervous and awkward sleeping on the same bed as her.


I fell asleep facing Kara and kissed her head from behind her. Nicko looked at me so deeply.


“Thank you” Nicko said while looking into my eyes so sincere.


“For?” Ask me to whisper.


“Because it has presented my little angel who is so beautiful in this world” continued Nicko.


I was silent and could not answer.


“I still can't believe if I've had the baby of a woman I really love”


I was so embarrassed to hear Nicko say.


“Thank you for sticking around for me and Kara”


I smiled and was sad to hear his words. But I cannot deny if I am happy with the presence of Nicko between me and Kara.


Nicko clasped my hand on Kara's body, we'll both take care of Kara, and we'll get through it all together.


Morning on a work holiday. I felt my body so cold in my sleep that I was so soundly reluctant to wake up. I pulled my blanket and I swarmed my body with my thick blanket. But I felt like my blanket had hands so warm that I hugged me, I kept pulling those hands to hold me from behind. A few moments later I felt a breath in my neck.


“Good morning” greet the voice of a man right behind me.


I opened my eyes wide and turned my head.


Nickos. Her face was so close to smiling at me, and I realized that from earlier that I pulled not only a blanket, but also Nicko's hand. He hugged me so tightly from behind. Then I quickly tried to get up but Nicko held him back.


“Where are you?” Ask Nicko.


“Where is Kara?” I asked anxiously realizing that Kara was not in bed.


I don't want to turn my head around and look at Nicko.


“Kara woke up first, maybe she was in the living room, and waiting for Mama and Papa to wake up”, her words made me delicate eyes.


“Already let's wake up” pinta me by continuing to release his hands from my body. But Nicko did not want to let go.


“Nickoo!!” Call me to warn him not to do anything.


But Nicko looked at me so lovingly.


“Good morning Fawnia” said Nicko greeting me back while kissing my lips sweetly.


I looked into Nicko's eyes, remembering those old times when we would say hello in the mornings or nights so sweetly when we met everywhere.


“Good morning Nicko” answered me with a smile back.


“Can I stay here with you and Kara?” Pinta Nicko with sweet.


I threw my face away lazily, hearing him trying to persuade me.


“Kara just asked you to accompany her last night just”


“If Kara wants me to accompany her every night?”


I stared at Nicko with annoyance.


“Be quiet, let's get up” said I don't want to answer him and force Nicko to get up too from my bed.


Then Nicko and I got up together and got out of the bedroom. I found Kara playing outside with her favorite picture book.


“Good morning Mama, good morning Om Nicko” greet Kara with a smile.


Nicko was seen smiling to hear Kara also greeting us.


“Good morning my little angel” replied Nicko as he approached Kara and kissed her cheek.


Kara seemed happy with the warm greeting given by Nicko. I kissed Kara's cheek too.


“Why wake up by yourself? Why not wake up Mama?”


“Mama sleeps well, Kara does not want to disturb Mama and Om Nicko. Mom's tired of working, right?” I smiled at the attention Kara gave me.


“Iya darling, thanks”


I glanced at Nicko who was already sitting on the sofa behind Kara.


“Who wants caramel milk?” I cried while walking towards the pantry.


“I!” Nicko and Kara shouted at the same time.


I laughed at their cohesiveness, and they laughed because they felt it was funny.