Love, Let it Get Lost

Outpouring of the heart of Bima

Moments later a car came and stopped next to the cafe. That's Bima, he didn't park the car because the caffe was closed, so he parked his car next to the lobby and approached me who was sitting sweetly in the long chair under the decorative lights, next to the caffe so that the light could accompany me.

“Hay” greet Bima with sweet.

“Hay” reply me with a smile so stiff.

Then Bima sat down beside me, and she looked around this caffe.

“Who did you meet?” Tanya Bima started a conversation.

“Keysa”

“Oh your friend that?” Ask Bima who still knows Keysa.

“Iya”

“Why not bring a car?”

I sighed with annoyance remembering Nicko.

“I was going to bring my own car, but Nicko forbade me. He wants to drive me here and ask me to wait for him to come home”

Then Bima nodded her head hearing my story.

“Maybe he wants to make sure you”'s safety

“Yes but where is the evidence now? In contact he was difficult” said I was getting annoyed.

“Mmmhh. I tried to contact her friend ya” said Bima reached into the phone in her jacket pocket.

“No need” I replied annoyed.

“Let her have fun, I want to know until when she will let me here”

“It's been Faw's night. Is Kara not waiting for you at home?” Bima asked me to worry.

“What if I do not accompany you here, you will still wait for Mr Nicko until midnight?”

I silently did not answer and glanced at him. I don't actually want to wait for Nicko to be like a fool here.

“Good. I will wait for you until Mr. Nicko comes” said Bima finally gave up.

He's used to calling his Mr. Ferdy Nicko, following me.

Then he leaned himself on the chair and played his cell phone.

We kept quiet, didn't talk and I just waited for my phone to ring from Nicko. I was so anxious and kept glancing at the entrance of the cafe hoping Nicko's car would come soon.

“How are your wedding preparations?” Bima asked breaking the silence.

“Walking smoothly”

“Sgratitude”

I looked at Bima doubtfully.

“You came to my wedding right?”

Bima looked at me for a while then she sighed so deeply.

“If I am strong to see your marriage I will come” said Bima with a sad face.

“Bimaaa” call me feeling bad.

“I'm just kidding” said Bima made me laugh but upset.

“I'll come, and hope to find my future wife there”

I laughed at his words.

“Indeed you are ready for marriage?” Ask me to tease her.

Bima's laughter faded, now she looks smiling but empty, while looking straight ahead.

“I once had a lover” said Bima with her blank gaze, as if she was recalling her lover.

“But it was a long time ago. Our relationship didn't work out. Our degrees are completely different, so many challenges are standing in the way of our relationship. One of them is his parents, his parents want to have a son-in-law who is equal to them. And me ? I'm just an assistant. I retreated before I was too much hurt by them, and until now I still haven't gotten a replacement for his”

Then Bima smiled looking at me. I smiled at him sadly.

“I don't understand either. Why treasure can be a reference for parents so that their children are happy, even though it is not necessarily”

I remember Nicko's parents who were so eager to get rich before him.

“Me and Nicko already love each other from our little one. Since then Nicko and I have always been together, put in the same school, in the same activity, and always meet every day. At first I thought he was my best friend, but as time went on, our feelings grew with his own, and we began to love each other. But Nicko's parents never approved of us, he did not support our relationship, because he already considered me as his biological child and Nicko's parents were happy to match Nicko with his chosen woman”

Bima confirmed her jacket and continued to take me seriously.

“I left their family because I thought with my departure Nicko would be able to obey his parents' desire to marry another woman, but it turned out wrong. For 5 years I went , Nicko still keeps his feelings, and he still loves me” said I remember so faithful Nicko to me.

“And you even married another man?” Ask Bima.

I can only smile at her question, because Bima does not know what the real events are like.

“One Great Mr. Nicko. That means you are his true love, and now you will be his last love” said Bima with amazement.

I bow my head.

“I only realized one thing. As far as I go and as hard as I can to forget, if we are meant to be together, we will definitely come back, no matter what the circumstances. And if we are not meant to be together, there will always be things that keep us apart and we will never be together, as was forced” said I gave a little advice to Bima.

He reflected on my words.

“Bim. If that woman is destined for you, no matter how hard her family is against your relationship, you will definitely be together no matter what the circumstances of her” said I looked at Bima with a frown.

“So don't expect too much with what your ego wants, because it will hurt if things don't go as you expect. Let it flow, let everything flow as it is, slowly you will surely find it, or even he who found mu”

Bima looked at me so deeply, and I raised my bow to reassure her with my words. Bima then smiled sweetly.

“You're a great woman Faw. Lucky for the people who had time to have mu” said Bima praised me.

“And you were right. If only I hadn't been in a hurry to say my feelings to you, surely I wouldn't have felt this awkward to you guys”

I rolled my eyeballs.

“No need to discuss it back, I've forgotten her, I want us to stay friends”

Bima nodded with doubt.

“Yes as long as Mr. Nicko doesn't fire me, I'll still be your friend”

Then I laughed at her babbling, and Bima looked back at her cell phone. He immediately opened his social media and seen a photo on his social media homepage.

I saw Bima so seriously looking at the photo on her phone screen, then she quickly shifted the photo to another photo.

“That's Nicko right?” Ask me who has already seen a glimpse of Nicko's face on his cellphone screen.