Love, Let it Get Lost

Love, Let it Get Lost
Debate on the windmill



Kara waved her hand at me, I returned her hand.


“Pak Ferdy like her is so close to Kara” said Bima by continuing to pay attention to Kara and Nicko.


“Yes probably because Kara has met Nicko” several times, I replied.


“I think Mr. Ferdy is a figure that is so cold and indifferent, especially to the children”


I laughed at Bima's words. Yes it is Nicko, he always looks indifferent to others especially to small children


“I don't think he'll ever look this sweet. Because, every day I just see him so thin at work, and rarely smile. But now, I see Mr. Ferdy can laugh like this and look so happy with Kara, all of this so breaks my judgment of his”


“O yes?” Ask me with a smile.


“Indeed Mr Ferdy is that cold?” Ask me in a soft tone while watching Nicko.


“I'm serious Faw. From the beginning I met Mr. Ferdy, he was too serious and never once seemed to smile at me. Even he was often indifferent with us who tried to be friendly to him, even he rarely entered the office, with the honest reason that he was lazy, finally always spill all his work to Mr. Zaydan. But lately I've seen Mr. Ferdy change so drastically”


I listened to Bima's story.


“Pak Ferdy so passion to work, he seriously run his business and I so more often see Mr. Ferdy smiling in his office” continued


“Are you a cheer carrier for Mr Ferdy?” Bima asked made me surprised to look at her.


I was nervous, then I laughed to cover up my nervousness.


“There may be a cheer for Nicko”, I said.


“Not since childhood have you been friends?” Ask again Bima.


I stopped for a moment and remembered our childhood.


“Indeed, since childhood we have been friends maybe even until now. But that doesn't mean I'm making a big change for Nicko right?” Answer me by continuing to deny Bima's words.


“But the change he so noticeable when you work in his office. You often make Mr. Ferdy obey you, even I often see Mr. Ferdy afraid of you. You can melt the attitude of Mr. Ferdy who has long been frozen”


I can't go back to denying Bima's words.


“Yes maybe Mr. Ferdy is afraid of you because he doesn't want you to go away from his house again, you're already considered a son of Mr. Rio right? And maybe Mr. Ferdy doesn't want to lose his best friend” said Bima who still thinks I'm considered a childhood friend of Nicko.


I then smiled when I heard Bima say that, Bima still thinks that Nicko thinks I am ordinary for his life.


“Iya may be like that”


“Then what about Kara?” Ask Bima.


I back to frown.


“Kara? What happened to Kara?” Ask me confused.


“Do you not want to find a new Dad for Kara?” Bima's question made me jerk round my eyes wide.


I was surprised by her question, and I came back hard to answer.


“Mamaa” shouted Kara who had finished playing a playful comedy game. He ran towards me, followed by Nicko behind him.


“Hay dear” said I turned my attention to Kara.


“It's done?”


“Already. Kara wants to ride another one with Om Nicko can?” Ask Kara sweetly.


I glanced at Nicko who was still cold to me.


“Boleh” answer me.


Then Kara pulls Nicko's hand to her other rides.


Windmill. This mill is also no less crowded with comedy swivel. There are so many lights around this wheel, and there is a round chair that surrounds this windmill and looks so high.


“Kara wants to ride this” Kara told Nicko.


Me and Bima just kept quiet behind Nicko and Kara.


“Sorry Sir, if carrying a minor must be accompanied by two adults to compensate” said the windmill officer.


Nicko glanced at me and Bima behind him.


“Then you, I let you wait here and buy you guys a drink” said Bima.


“Nothing Bim?” Ask me awkwardly.


“Iya Faw's. I can wait here”


“Baik”


Then me, Nicko and Kara ride this windmill ride.


This windmill began to slowly spin upwards. It made the three of us smile so happily. Moreover, Kara, who was endlessly staring at the astonished scenery on top of this windmill.


When it got to the top and the wind rabbit stopped for a moment. I looked at Nicko still curious.


“Why can you be here?” Ask me.


“I told you, I'm walking here” replied Nicko calmly.


I smile at my smile.


“I'm Fawnia Nicko, not anyone else. You can't lie to me” I said sharply to him.


“Since when do you like to walk alone in crowded places like this?” My insinuations.


“Since today” replied with ketus.


“You followed me?” Ask me to investigate.


Nicko looked at me sharply.


I turned my eyeballs to hear his statement. From the beginning I thought Nicko would have followed me.


“You think I'll let you bring Kara closer to another man?”


I frowned upon hearing her unreasonable accusations.


“Close Kara with another man? What do you mean ?”


“You tried to introduce Bima to Kara to get to know her more closely right? For what?”


“Ya is for what?” Ask me back, because Nicko's question I can't understand.


“I'll just invite Kara to dinner with Bima, no other means”


“But gradually Kara will start close to Bima if you continue to meet Kara with Bima like this”


“In your opinion, I will continue to meet Bima like this?”


“Ya you can start to be comfortable with Bima and make Kara also comfortable with dia”


“Your accusations don't make any sense Nicko. Which already looks comfortable it's you with Kirana”


“Why talk about Kirana? We are talking about you and Bima”


“Yes you think I don't know how close you and Kirana are?”


“What proximity? You think me and Kirana are doing what kind of closeness?”


“Yes everyone already knows about your engagement, not to mention this afternoon you have discussed about your marriage right?”


“Fawnia enough ya”


“Why do you want me to be quiet? Can't accept me discussing Kirana?”


“Yes because of my closeness with Kirana it doesn't matter”


“And do you think my closeness and Bima are also important?”


“Penting” firmly Nicko.


“That should be worried about you and Kirana, not me and Bima.


Me and Bima have no ties other than friendship, as you?” Ask me firmly.


Now Nicko is silent.


“Mama equals Om Nicko kok fight?” Kara's question made us both silent, tick-dead and staring at each other.


It turned out that from the beginning Kara noticed the two of us who were having a great argument.


“Bukan” said me while smiling and stroking Kara's hair.


“Mama and Om Nicko are discussing work” replied me sweetly.


“Talking about work while angry” wonder Kara again looked at me and Nicko with a confused face.


“Not angry. But Mama is reprimanding the naughty Om Nicko” replied I don't want to be blamed.


“Om Nicko naughty?” Ask Kara to Nicko.


Then Nicko smiled sweetly at Kara and tidied up Kara's tangled hair.


“Iya darling. Om Nicko naughty, so Mama angry to Om Nicko” I looked at Nicko with a piteous.


“Ma, sorry Om Nicko yes, Om Nicko his do not get angry again” Kara said innocently to me.


I smiled at him.


“Om Nicko also apologizes to Mama yes let Mama not get angry again”


I looked at Nicko awkwardly. Without realizing it, Kara asked her parents to forgive each other and she did not want to see us fight.


Nicko looked at me awkwardly, but from his gaze he looked so deep.


“I'm sorry” said Nicko so sincerely.


“I'm also sorry” reply me with his awkward staring.


“Which point is?” Pinta Kara to complete the apology between us.


I pulled out my index finger at Nicko and Nicko took out his index finger, he tied it to my index finger and we both smiled happily.


I find this very funny, Kara made me and Nicko smile again and she managed to make us better.


“Yeee Mama and Om Nicko baikan” exciting Kara.


Then Nicko brought his face closer to me and kissed my lips without ignoring Kara at his side.


I gasped at what Nicko was doing at this spinning windmill, then looked around me, which fortunately we were at the top,so no one saw Nicko kiss my lips except Kara.


“Om Nicko ko kiss Mama?” Ask Kara in confusion.


“Because Om Nicko dear Mama” replied Nicko.


“Om Nicko ga darling Kara?” Kara asked with a sad face.


Then Nicko kissed Kara on the cheek and I kissed Kara on the other side.


“We are very dear to Kara”, I said with great affection.


Then Kara kissed my cheeks and Nicko's cheeks took turns.


“Kara also love Mama and Om Nicko” said Kara did not want to lose with us.


Nicko and I looked at Kara so proudly. Our son is getting older, and he's getting smarter. Actually, I really want Kara to call Nicko Papa, but I have to remember the problems of both Nicko's parents that I haven't solved yet,making Nicko have to hold back is called Om by Kara until all the problems are solved.