Love, Let it Get Lost

There is no other way

Nicko instantly massaged his forehead with restraint.

“It's Nick, right ? This must have something to do with my personal problems

Nicko tried to think of something.

“This is what I don't want if you know the real” Nicko said.

Zayden looks confused behind Nicko.

“Mmmm like her I have to go out first, later we talk about this again Nick” said Zayden was uncomfortable seeing my quarrel with Nicko.

Nicko just nodded his head, then looked back at me. He held my hand gently as if it could calm me down.

“Fawnia. All this has nothing to do with you, Ben family just does not have a good professional nature and good ethics in undergoing a cooperation with other companies”

“But Nick.”

“Ssttt” Nicko tried to puff you up but I couldn't keep quiet.

“Our project is running, and the project is very big, even the ads have spread throughout this country. I don't want to suddenly stop the project and make our company shy”

Nicko continued to calm me down by gently holding my cheek.

“I won't cancel this big project, I will keep looking for other companies to cooperate with. And it turns out I need you” said Nicko had forgotten my skills talking to clients, and looking for another best partner for our company.

“I'm sorry for hiding this. I was just worried that you'd get dizzy with the problems that Ben's family had. But I forgot, if you too will definitely be able to clear all these problems”

I listened to Nicko's words.

“We will work well together. You trust me, right?” she said again, still holding both cheeks gently.

I looked sadly into Nicko's eyes. I didn't expect Ben to do such an outrageous thing. With the heart he can destroy our company, I have to fix it.

“I also want you to trust me” I said so sadly.

“I also have to save this company, I don't want you to fight alone to finish all of it. Anyway, all this remains my fault, I should be able to restore the situation as before, I want you to trust me”

Nicko looked at me confused.

“What will you do?”

I stared at Nicko with a smile.

“I have to meet with Ben” I said with so forced.

Nicko shook his head with a face that did not accept my request.

“No. I don't allow his”

“I didn't ask for your approval, this is my personal matter, I have to talk to his”.

Then I turned around and stepped out of the room quickly, but Nicko stopped me. He looked me in the eyes so worried.

“I don't want you to meet both with his”

“Nick. There is no other way I have to meet her”

“There must be another way”

“What path?”

“Yes I'm thinking about her Fawnia”

“Until when?” My tone is a little high to her.

“I don't know. I just don't want you to meet her like this”

Suddenly someone entered Nicko's room without knocking on the door. Papa, he came in with someone who had ushered him to Nicko's doorstep, and Papa was surprised to see me in Nicko's room.

I approached Papa disappointed.

“Why didn't Papa say with this problem?” Ask me directly without further ado makes Papa look at me sad.

“Papa should say Pah, this is our problem together, I am also part of this company should I be told instead of even in secret like this”

Papa turned his face, he tried to calm down but was so visible to the rest that he was experiencing at this time.

“Pt. Prawira has a compelling reason to cancel our great cooperation. Papa could not prevent it anymore even though Papa had persuaded them by all means, but they insisted on canceling his cooperation and withdrawing all their shares. Papa could not sue them, not even a black treaty on white could ask them to recant all their decisions. Papa does not know how to” said Papa told me with sadness.

“And you are also on vacation, Papa does not want you to cancel your holiday event just because of this problem” replied Papa with a face that is still anxious.

“But this is a big problem Pah, it concerns a big project that we are building, and if this project fails, our company can be destroyed” my annoyance can no longer be held back.

“Holiday, we can delay until this problem is finished, but cooperation with big clients, we will not be able to delay, Papa should understand it”

“You're too important for Papa. Papa better lose that big project in comparison should see you sad”

I sighed and shook my head in disbelief at what Papa said.

“But this company is more for me Pah. This company was the first company that Papah built me and helped me still be with you guys until now. I don't want to lose this company Pah”

Papa silently looked at me so bitterly. He must be confused by the problem he is facing. He knew the trouble was coming from me, but Papa didn't want to blame me and chose to be silent and not act.

“I have to talk to Ben” I said again with a glance at Nicko who is still standing next to me.

“Fawnia. We can talk first about this problem, we find another way out with a cold head, no need you force to meet with him” said Nicko still does not allow me to go to see Ben.

“But it's the fastest one-on-one way for me to know what they want so they deliberately want to knock us down, I'll ask what they want ?!” I insist on taking my shortcut.

Nicko looks upset, he must still want to cut me off but he doesn't know how anymore. Nicko looked at Papa.

“Pah. Please, tell Fawnia that if everything's going to be okay, she doesn't need to see Ben. I'm afraid something will happen to him” Nicko asked for his Papa's help.

But his Papa could only be silent not to answer, he seemed to be thinking.

“Pah!” Call Nicko 'cause his Papa didn't budge his request.

“Fawnia true. This is the only way to know what the Ben family really wants until they decide on their cooperation” Papa replied finally making Nicko even more upset.

“But Pah. Ben had been bothering Fawnia all this time, he was unceasingly asking Fawnia to come back to him, I did not want Fawnia to be instigated and instead did what Ben” wanted

I finally heard what Nicko was afraid of.

“If he asks for anything excessive that will make Fawnia go again.” said Papa hanging, then looked at me seriously.

“Fawnia must not approve it, and Papah will clearly close our big project. Papah family is more important, Papah does not want to sacrifice a child just for the sake of the company” Papa said commemorating me.

Papa approached me and held both of my shoulders.

“Please promise, you will not indulge his foolish desires, and will continue to be with your family pinta Papa mu” sharply.

I looked at Papah sadly and moved, then I nodded my head.

I looked at Nicko who was still looking annoyed beside me, he turned his face not wanting to look at me or Papa, he said, then I approached her and held her cheeks gently so she would look at me.

“Listen to me”

“I will never leave you. Kara and I will always be by your side, there will be nothing left to take away our togetherness. Trust me”

Then I kissed Nicko's cheek in front of Papah. Nicko did not answer me, he just looked at me with fear, but I kept staring at him as if I would be fine.

Then I left Nicko's room.