Love, Let it Get Lost

Give Ben a chance

The next day Nicko and I went somewhere to meet someone.

Last night Nicko and I had a discussion about our next mission. Although there was a bit of debate between us, but finally Nicko would listen to me. He's willing to approve my idea, because there really is no other choice if we want to quickly bring this matter to light.

We both got to Ben's office. With his lazy Nicko came down from the car and then took my hand so tightly, as if he was afraid that Ben would come back to take me.

My idea was a little crazy. We have to ask Ben for help with our own problems. After I destroyed Ben, I suddenly came to see him for help. Nicko has certainly continued to reject my idea, but he has no other way. Maybe Nicko could just pay people to find the data he wants, but it takes time, it won't be as fast as what we want now. We have to try to ask Ben for help, if he doesn't want to, it won't be a problem, which is important we tried first.

I walked into Ben's office. Everyone was staring at me too Nicko. Some of them were whispering, whatever they were talking about, I don't care. I'm sure, some of them already know about my problem and Ben, because from their eyes, they know something big until they keep staring at me so surprised.

Nicko and I took the elevator to Ben's room. Someone should have told Ben about our arrival here, so Ben was getting ready in his room.

Once out of the elevator, receptionist employee Ben just stood up to welcome me and did not hold me back at all. Means right, Ben's employees already told me about my arrival.

I went straight into Ben's room without excuse. Ben had welcomed me by standing leaning in front of his desk, with both hands in his pants pocket.

I was stuck for a while near the entrance and Nicko stood firmly behind me to guard me.

“I am very surprised by your arrival here” said Ben.

I still silently stared at him. While Nicko looked at Ben always filled with anger.

“I know you met Kara at her school” said I without further ado.

Ben thought for a while and then he nodded his head, maybe he was thinking how I could know about it.

“Iya I met Kara at school” said her without a fight.

“What's wrong?” Ask her.

“I didn't bother him at all, I didn't touch him at all, even I invited Kara to speak not”

“Then what is your destination?” Ask me, it's still cold.

Ben looked at me so deeply, as if he wanted me to read his heart, he wanted me to understand what he wanted, it made me come back sad with what I knew about him.

“I just want to see Kara” Ben said as he lowered his gaze, as if he was imagining something fun but painful.

“I just want to be able to hug her, hold her, kiss her cheek, for once. Because that's all I've expected for 5 years, from when I married you, and Kara's been in your stomach” her words so groaned back made me full.

Nicko must also be sad to hear Ben's words. Because when Kara's in my stomach, only Ben is next to me to take care of me, too, Kara.

I looked at Ben so deeply, remembering the time he took care of me and my womb so much that it wasn't a mess. She used to love me so much and my pregnancy, even if she remembered what Ben cared about was my womb, she was always worried if I felt pain in my stomach,or he was too afraid of me why - if left alone, I was always asked to stay in bed and not to do anything but rest. She loved Kara when Kara was in my stomach.

“Are you still going to see him?” My question made Ben return my gaze coldly.

“I know you will never allow me to meet Kara, but what's wrong if I just want to see her from afar, what's that forbidden?” Ben said with confidence as if he could read my mind.

I took a breath before I spoke to him again. I glanced at Nicko who was behind me looking at his face before I said anything to Ben. Nicko could only keep quiet, he could do nothing but obey me.

Ben's eyes are round, he's staring at me in disbelief.

“What?” Ben did not believe.

I don't want to repeat my question, I just stare at him seriously.

“What do you mean”Ask Ben to make sure what he heard was not wrong.

I nodded my head so confidently.

“You allowed me to meet Kara? Did I not hear wrong?” Her question is still unsure.

“Termond!” I said to reiterate my words that Ben might not have heard.

Ben's face turned sparkling, a smile emanating on his lips, his happy expression was extremely indisputable. So happy that she finally got to meet Kara, she seemed so sincere about her, and I'm sure she would never do anything to Kara if she met Kara later.

“Whatever the terms I will do. Whatever you want me to do, I will no longer care about my reputation now, I don't care about everything I have, I just want to be able to hug Kara, I just want to be able to hug Kara,can hold her and can talk to her” Ben looks so happy.

“OK. I'll let you know as soon as possible”

I'm sure if there's no Nicko, Ben will definitely hug me to thank you. But because there is Nicko, Ben can only stay in his place with a happy expression that cannot be described.

After finishing talking to Ben, I and Nicko returned to our car in the parking lot. We both stayed silent for a moment in the car. It's like we're contemplating what we just did.

Nicko still didn't start his car, he was still thinking about something.

“What do you think?” Ask me to see Nicko is so weird.

“Should have been angry, knew Ben would meet Kara, but why do I feel calm now”, Nicko said.

I stroked Nicko's arm gently while smiling sweetly at him.

“I told you. Ben couldn't have messed with Kara. As long as Kara is in the womb, Ben only thinks about Kara's safety. She was so enthusiastic about Kara's presence, I really felt Ben's affection for Kara”

Nicko glanced at me with a confused expression, maybe he thought why could I say that to Papa the birth of Kara.

“But anyway Kara belongs to you. He's just your son, not Ben's son. It's Kara's destiny to meet and care for her birth father, so any way Ben waits and keeps Kara to be his son, if destiny says no,Ben couldn't get what he wanted. Kara's your son, and Ben only helps protect her as long as she's in my womb” I keep giving Nicko an understanding so he feels calm.

Nicko nodded his head.

“Yes you are right, however Ben has been looking after you and Kara a long time ago. At least he has a reward for it” replied Nicko.

I smiled hearing she finally understood and was willing to accept.

Nicko turns on his car, then we go from there.