Love, Let it Get Lost

I know and they don't

Evening has arrived. I immediately helped Nicko put on his shirt and suit in Nicko's room.

“You didn't change your clothes?” Nicko asked when I helped him put on the tie.

“For what? Who wants dinner is you, not me” cynical me to him.

“But from the morning you haven't taken a shower yet right?” She asked with a frown as if she was disgusted at me.

I tossed her tie and folded my hands together.

“Then why? You mind? Then I don't have to come. Cleanup!” sniff me by glaring at him.

Nicko's face turned like a fright.

“At least, wash your face and trim your hair. You look so messed up” said her carefully and without glancing at me.

Although she tried to cover up her fear, but I could see if she was scared if I didn't come with her tonight.

I went outside her room lazily to follow her wishes.

I went to the toilet and looked at my face in front of the sink mirror, Nicko commented like that because I looked so tired and so messed up. I washed my face and put my makeup back on with the cosmetics in my bag. Even though I'm still so upset with Nicko, I still can't embarrass him by having a secretary who's fucked up like this.

After I finished dressing up and tidying my face and clothes, I went back outside and approached Nicko who was ready to leave.

“Where is Bima?” Ask me, 'cause I haven't seen her since.

“I asked him to go home”

“Why?”

“Because this includes private events. And I don't want to make him work late” Nicko said as he stood staring at me coldly.

My face was shocked and did not accept what he said.

“Why can Bima go home and I don't?”

“Do we have to discuss this again?” Nicko asked by putting both hands in his pants pocket.

“Of course. I also want to go home” pinta me firmly.

Nicko walked over to me with his sharp gaze.

“I told you this was a private meeting. And you belong to my personal business” said Nicko continues to look at me with his gaze full of meaning.

I turned my face away not wanting to keep looking at her. Then Nicko stepped away leaving me out of his room. Disappointed I followed Nicko walking tail behind him. We both got to the terrace and waited for Nicko's car to be delivered to the front of the office. I stood straight beside her with a suitcase and Nicko's suit in my hand.

Office security helped me keep my luggage in the trunk of the car. Then I quickly got ahead of Nicko sitting in the steering wheel. Nicko looked surprised to see me barging into his steering chair, and he looked at me confused.

“Please you sit behind” I said with a smile that was so revealing to him.

Security helps open passenger doors. And by being forced to follow my will to sit in the back seat and let me drive. The car then left the office.

“Put. Let me drive” pinta Nicko feel uncomfortable with a sitting position like this.

“Why? I'm your secretary. I should have served you, right?” Ledek me with continue to seriously drive.

“Stop.. Fawnia !!”

“If you want me to come with you tonight. Let me run my profession as your secretary, and try to be quiet, and run your profession as my boss” when I stare at him in the rearview mirror.

He turned his face away.

“I never thought of you as a ku” employee so softly without a single glance at me.

And he managed to keep me quiet. All this time I tried to be a good secretary for him, and continued to act as professionally as possible for him. But sometimes Nicko treats me as Fawnia, his childhood friend.

We arrived at a restaurant that was so big and so magnificent. This restaurant belongs to the Kirana family which is a conglomerate family as well. Like what my HR head said at the time, Kirana's parents were one of the clients who planted a large stake in Nicko's company. So maybe this is the cause of Nicko's parents back to match Nicko with his work relative's children. Like old times.

We stop at the restaurant's main door and let Nicko down first. Kirana who was standing there greeted Nicko with a smile that was so happy.

“Ferdyy” call spoiled Kirana with a long dress that so curves her beautiful body.

Her hair was in half a pinch and there was beautiful makeup that she put on in her hair looking so shiny, and her dress was worn so glamorous. It is not wrong if Nicko's parents match him with someone who is compatible with Nicko.

I got out of my car and handed over the keys to the restaurant staff for the valet parking. Kirana was so surprised to see my presence. And he kept staring at me with wide eyes.

I ignored him walking towards the trunk of the car and took a suit and I put it on Nicko and brought his small suitcase to Kirana.

“Hay” greeted Nicko when he approached Kirana with a face that was so lazy.

“Why is he coming? It's your dinner and my Fer” family's upset Kirana.

“But Fer..”

“Already Kirana. I need to meet your parents now” Nicko said with no heed.

“Let's go in” take Nicko to look me back then he walked back in front of me.

I bowed my head to Kirana by greeting her and of course with my sweet smile, then went after Nicko. But Kirana was staring at me fiercely, as if I was an atmosphere-destroyer.

After arriving at a large table in the middle of the room. Mama and Papa Kirana immediately stood up to welcome Nicko with so happy.

“Hallo Ferdy” greet Mama Kirana by stretching out both hands to hug Nicko.

“Hallo aunt how are you?”

“Tante well. What about you?”

“I'm good. Hello Om”

“Hay Fer's. This time you brought your secretary?” Papa Kirana asked with a good smile and was so sincere, unlike her gluttonous and evil child.

“Iya Om. It's important business, I need to bring her”

I smiled at them and shook their hands one by one by mentioning my name.

“Fawnia” they smiled so kindly at me then watched me from toe to head with so much clarity.

“Please sit”

I pulled up a chair for Nicko to sit on and I sat down next to him. Kirana came up with a face that was so upset and sat on the other side of Nicko with her eyes fixed on me.

“Tante has ordered a meal for us before starting your business discussion ya” said Mama Kirana with a smile.

We started dinner in silence and no one spoke. But Kirana looks so attention to Nicko by bringing food for Nicko, and bribe him.

“I can eat by myself” reject Nicko.

Kirana looked so disappointed and she was so upset that she glanced at me. As if he thought Nicko's attitude was stiff because of me.

After the dinner, we started discussing our business. I opened my laptop and recorded all the important points discussed by Papa Kirana and Nicko. I also opened my files to match the data with the data that Papa Kirana had. I was so busy with my work that I recorded all their conversations and shared my opinion with Papa, and it turned out that Papa Kirana thought the same as me about the construction. Nicko looked at me with pride. Of course Kirana who saw it was very not like it.

A few moments later a servant came to our table.

“Please have dessert from us, as usual. Peanut Butter Cup stuffed with Reese’s Pieces” said Mama Kirana made me surprised when she saw a sprinkling of sesame seeds on her cake and I immediately kept my pen staring at the dessert sharp that just bring the servants before us one by one.

But when the waiter presented it to Nicko I stopped him.

“Sorry Mas. For Mr. Ferdy there is no need. She's allergic to sesame” said I returned the dessert from Nicko's presence.

The Kirana family looked at me in confusion. Then they threw eyes at each other making me confused.

Nicko sighed looking worried.

“You really know very well. Who said Ferdy was allergic to sesame?” Kirana asked which confused me.

“Every Mama presents this dessert Ferdy always eats her” ketus Kirana with a cynical laugh to me, as if she has made me ashamed with her justification.

I raised my bow and looked at Nicko. I never knew if his allergy would be cured. But Nicko kept silent without comment.

“Ferdy never ate this dessert” said Mama Kirana made us all surprised, including Kirana of course.

“She always asks to bring her home for reasons too full” said Mama Kirana remembering things she just realized.

Kirana looked so surprised to hear her own Mama's statement.

“But you always eat it at home right Fer. You always say if the dessert is always spent if it has reached home” said Kirana denied everything.

I looked at Nicko waiting for him to speak. Nicko seemed confused by the gaze of everyone who was waiting for him to give a statement who was wrong and who was right.

Nicko glanced at me fearfully.

“Yang spent my Mama. I'm allergic to sesame seeds” said Nicko surprised Kirana who was silent beside him.

Kirana looked puzzled as well as astonished, maybe she thought why she could not even know such a big thing.

“Ke..why did you never say his Ferdy?” kirana tried to smile but looked panicked.

“Why didn't you ever say?” Kirana looks disappointed.

Nicko just went back to silence not answering. And I pretended to be back busy with packing my laptop and opening my files, not wanting to interfere with their unimportant debate.