Love, Let it Get Lost

Appreciate her

During the day I went to the office pantry to brew coffee. But when I just got in front of the pantry I saw the three snake-mouthed women in the pantry, they were talking with a laugh. Who else if not Riri In The Gank.

They were stunned when they saw me standing in the doorway, I walked in again trying not to ignore them and walked towards the automatic coffee machine. They're shifting giving me room to move. They looked at each other like they were hiding from me.

“Why?” Ask me without even glancing at them in such a low tone.

“Someone wants to ask me?” Ask me a guess, with hands kept busy making coffee caramel.

They were silent for a moment and continued to throw glances.

“Say, yesterday your child entered the hospital huh?” Ask Riri at last.

“Iya” answer me briefly.

“Keep your child now how is it?” Ask as if he cares.

I sighed, being so lazy to hear his pleasantries.

“My son is fine, he has come home also”

“Oh Thankfully” said Riri looks relieved.

I know they're just pretending to care.

“Keep, yesterday also Mr Ferdy ga entered work huh?” Riri asked as if scraping something.

I immediately stared cynically at Riri's eyes while carrying coffee in the cup.

“O yes?” Ask me as if I didn't know it was happening.

“Kok can Pak Ferdy ga enter the office too huh? You have asked directly to Mr Ferdy why he did not enter the office yesterday?” Ask me with a stupid face.

Riri seemed silent not to answer. I got out of the pantry.

I walked while carrying my coffee cup into my room. I saw Bima walking closer to me, from afar she was already smiling looking at me.

“Hai, faw” greet Bima when it is approaching, and stop in front of me.

I also smiled and stopped in front of him.

“Hay Bim” my sweet.

“How is Kara?” Ask Bima who already knows the reason I did not go to work yesterday.

“Kara has improved, she has gone home”

“Thank God. Then later I visit him while carrying his favorite spaghetti”

I was shocked to hear his words.

“Oh, we do not go home to apartment” said me stiffly.

“No? Wh why? You guys moved?”

“Oh no. Kara and I have returned to Mr. Rio”, I said awkwardly and confused.

Bima looked surprised, yet she tried to hide her shock.

“Oh. Good” answered stiffly.

“But, if you want, you can meet Kara at her Opa” house

Bima smiled at me.

“I don't want to. It's rude of me to visit my boss' house just to see his grandson”

I laughed with him.

“But if you want, we can meet outside” Bima's test makes me stop laughing.

I stared at him clumsily. And then try to find an excuse.

“Kara is still undergoing treatment at home for 2 weeks” I said so convincingly.

“Oh so”

I nodded my head.

“Good. Maybe after Kara recovers, we can schedule another meeting outside of”, Bima said sweetly looking at me.

But I stared at him in confusion. Of course I couldn't meet Bima outside without Nicko's knowledge. And I'm sure Nicko won't give us permission to meet outside.

“What are you guys doing?”

Ask a man standing next to us.

Nickos. He stood gallant, with his hands put in his pants pocket. He looked at us with an unhappy face.

Bima and I looked at each other in confusion.

“Oh. I just made coffee in pantry” I said while showing my coffee cup.

Nicko walked over quickly to both of us. Then he grabbed the coffee caramel in my hand by looking at me intently. He's upset, I can see that.

“Thank you” Nicko said just like that.

Then he left us who were still stuck in our place.

“Bim. I went to my room first ya”, I said confusedly to Bima.

“OK”

“Bye”

“Bye Faw”

Then I walked quickly to my room.

I didn't turn my head in Nicko's room, and just sat down at my desk, starting to get busy again. Not long after the phone rang. I knew it must be from Nicko, and I lazily picked up the phone.

“Ya” my hello.

“Ke my room!” Nicko said tightly, then he disconnected his phone.

I stared in annoyance at the phone, as if Nicko was inside. Then I lazily walked into Nicko's room. I stomped my feet near his desk, and stood lazily before him.

Nicko's still not staring at me, he's just staring blankly at his computer.

“What's up?” Ask me.

“What are you talking about with Bima?” Ask her coldly.

“No” I replied briefly.

“How is it? Obviously you were talking and laughing in the hallway”

“I only talk about work” said I quibble.

“By mentioning the name Kara?” Nicko asked so annoyingly.

I don't know how far she's heard my conversation with Bima, until she finds out that Bima is talking about Kara.

“He only asked Kara”, I replied patiently.

“For what?”

“Yes, maybe he just wants to know Kara's situation, because he knows that Kara is in the hospital, he also knows Kara right?”

“Then?”

“Then what?” Ask me to get upset.

“Will she visit Kara?”

I stared lazily at Nicko, I was so bored by his irritating nature, but I knew so well he was like this out of jealousy.

“If his boss allows him will definitely come” quipped me with a very very lazy look.

“Yes of course I will not allow, besides his boss I am also Kara's father who has the right to determine who can look at him and who should not”

Answer her in a annoyed tone.

“Iya Nicko's. You are her father, and I also do not allow her to visit Kara because you also definitely do not want Bima to visit her”, said I in a low tone do not want to be provoked by emotions.

“Good, if you understand it” said Nicko proudly.

I rolled my eyeballs lazily.

“There's still something to talk about Mr Ferdy?” Ask me with his slurping.

“Nothing. Thanks”

I squinted my eyes at him and then turned to walk towards the exit.

“Euh Fawnia” call Nicko back, I turn around and stand in my place.

“Thank you for the Caramel of his” Nicko said as he showed the cup he had snatched in the hallway with a smile made sweet by him.

I frowned and looked at her annoyed.

“I made that Caramel for myself. But, equally” said I was still ketus, then out of Nicko's room.

I sat down at my desk inexplicably upset, then I glanced into Nicko's room, and I found Nicko smiling to himself somehow imagining what. I guess he's so happy, because I'm starting to appreciate Nicko as Kara's father. He looked so happy, and I smiled when I saw him smile.