Love, Let it Get Lost

Awaiting her

“So he also sempet say, he said he was curious about the jerrycan, he took a look at the cctv recording to see who had thrown his jerry can. He's just a mastiin people who throw jerry cans out of the complex or not. But he said, there was no cctv that aimed at the gutter so he did not get any proof”

I kept thinking hard about it. I never suspected my house fire, because I've been trying to believe that my house fire tragedy was caused by an electrical short circuit. But I never thought if my house could have been deliberately burned by someone else who is not responsible.

“Faw? Are you okay?” Keysa asked who saw me so frantically and was thinking about something.

“Yes. I'm fine, said I with a face that is still dazed.

I held my forehead and began to get confused.

“Euh. Can you anter me there?”

“You what?” Keysa asked limply and lazily. Because he can guess I'll definitely do the thing he doesn't want.

“Yes I want to ask the security guard, I want to know more about it”

“But Faw, you will want married, your marriage is only a few days away, do not first play detective rich detective that, I am worried about what happened to lo”

“But I have to know Key, I have to mastiin everything, if until it is what the security guard suspects really, I have to reveal all his”

“Ya but not now Faw, Nicko also must be worried about you, he also must be forbidding you to make a lot of travel first”

I remember Nicko. If he knew about my suspicions about the irregularities of my parents' death, he would be worried and would even go further than me.

“Nicko don't know this” said I seriously looked at Keysa.

“Why ?”

“Gue want to find out about this himself, I do not want him to bother with this, he is too much work and I do not want to increase the burden of him”

“Iya it's up to you, as long as lo pinter - pinter aja hide this problem from him” said Keysa makes me have to think harder.

I felt troubled, I wondered why all the problems that had been buried for so long were now re-digged. First, about the destruction of my company and Ben first, who had tried to forget the bitterness, now I feel it must be fully revealed so as not to block in my life. Both mysteries of my house fire. Though I have considered it all indeed fate, and the carelessness of man for not being aware of the dangers around him, but the suspicions of this one man, he said, it has made me brainwashed and wants me to dig deeper into its truth. I started to worry because all these problems came when I was about to start my new life with Nicko, I hope all these problems will not be able to hinder my happiness with my little family.

A few hours later, Keysa and I decided to go home.

“Lo sure you want to wait for Nicko here?” Keysa asked as she had already tidied all her belongings into the bag and prepared to go home.

“It's okay, Nicko asked me to wait for him here”

“Udah on contact?”

“Udah I Whatsapp kok”

“Gue stay ga anything?” Keysa asked to go home because he had other interests tonight.

“Iya stay, I'm not anything kok”

“Bener yes?” Her question was like her not nice leaving me alone in that caffe.

“Iyaa Key”

“Yes I have gone home” saying Keysa while sticking his cheek to my cheek.

“Bye”

“Bye ati-ati ya”

“OK”

A few hours have passed, I waited for Nicko to reply to my message but he did not reply, then I tried to call him but my phone was not picked up by him. I got more upset and looked around me, I hoped Nicko would come and pick me up soon because like his caffe this would close. I kept trying to reach her, but still my phone had no response, and I tried to call Zayden, and Zayden's phone wasn't active. I'm getting pissed off, I'm tired of having waited for him so long here. If only I had gone to bring my own car, I would have gone home to rest with Kara at home.

I stood up with a deep sigh and calmed myself. I got out of that cafe and stood in front of the lobby still trying to contact Nicko.

I clucked in annoyance and decided to look for a taxi around there, but like his around the caffe there is no taxi stand by because the caffe already looks quiet. And I was reluctant to go to the highway because of the considerable distance and having to pass through the dark garden, I was afraid that there were ignorant people bothering me. I began to fret, I thought about waiting for Nicko on the side of the cafe until he came, I was getting too upset with him because he didn't tell me at all.

The sound of my phone rang, it was from Bima.

Actually, Bima and I are still not okay, because our problems yesterday still make me angry with him. But if the reason is his job, I always resorted to having to talk to him professionally.

“Hallo”

“Hallo Faw, you are the same Mr Ferdy ?”

“It is precisely this that I am waiting for Nicko to pick me up at caffe”

“Oh. I've tried to contact Mr. Ferdy but he has no answer, the company Joinus ask us to recap the results of his cooperation tomorrow morning, the company asked us to recap the results of his cooperation tomorrow morning, but Mr. Ferdy is difficult to contact by the client or I”

I bit my lower lip and started to worry again.

“Iya I've tried to contact him several times, but he didn't pick up his phone. I've been waiting for him for hours at the caffe to pick me up, and now the caffe is closing and there are no taxis around here” I said worriedly while looking at my left right.

“Caffe what?”

“Caffe La Grande”

“La Grande the wijaya road?”

“Iya”

“I am in front of this golf park, on the road wijaya also”

“What's there?”

“I want to go home, but the client from Joinus keeps calling, so I stop first in front of the golf park and call you”

“Oh” answered me with confusion.

It just so happened that Bima was around here when I was looking for help. But why should Bima ?

“You want me to drive home?”

I thought about Bima's offer first, but after what happened between me and Bima like her I didn't want to make her feel more difficult to forget me.

“Oh it’s Okay, I wait for Nicko here”

“Yakin?” Ask her.

I was silent for a moment to answer Bima's question.

“Yakin” replied to me even though I was in doubt.

“Then I will wait for you there until Mr. Nicko arrives, it's late at night, and I don't want anything to happen with my boss's future wife, Bima said so well.

I could only be speechless about not being able to turn down his offer, as it was already late at night and I didn't want to wait for Nicko here alone.