Love, Let it Get Lost

A warning

I was going outside Nicko's room because I was so sick of seeing Ben's face.

“Fawnia wait” Ben hold my hand.

“Let go of me!”

“Wait a minute I need to explain his”

“I don't want to hear it!”

“Fawnia. You must remember, I have helped you until you can still live until now”

I was silent at his words, then looked back at him sharply. I threw out my hand strongly and continued to stare at him in a very vile manner.

“Listen to me carefully. Even if you don't come, I'd be much better off if I died. Because after I got married to you, I still always felt lonely, your parents never thought I existed, and I just lived in my predicament, Ben, before all I had was you, you always strengthened me. But you disappeared Ben, and pretended to be dead, and you just left misery to me, I was getting oppressed by your family, I was getting depressed with the business you gave me, so actually, choosing to marry you was the biggest mistake of my life”

Ben quietly listened to my insults. He can't say anything. I wiped my tears and folded my arms around my chest to calm down against Ben, bringing out my entire heart to him.

“You know Ben?”

“It turns out Nicko's parents aren't what I imagined. After they all found out about my son, they loved me even more, even asking me to marry Nicko immediately. They also love Karamel, my son, not one bit they look to berate or expel me like what your family does Ben look surprised to hear the name Kara I call.

“Caramel?”

“Yah. Karamel” answered me with a nod of my head.

“my son with Nicko” answered me so clearly.

Ben seemed to not accept my words.

“What?” Ask him not to believe.

“But we have agreed to make Karamel my son Fawnia, you have promised for that!” Ben said in annoyance as he continued to play his index finger pointing at me and pointing at him, expressing his annoyance.

“Agreement we make only when your parents don't know everything. And now that they know everything Ben, I can't stand holding all your own secrets, they're just a burden to me”

“You can't do that Fawnia” said Ben didn't accept all the realities I've changed.

“I can do it, because with you pretending to be dead, you've broken our marriage ropes, and cancelled all the agreements we made. And another one, in the agreement we made, there is no point to pretend to die for personal gain!”

“Start from now stay away from me and Kara!” Pinta me so sharply.

Then I went back and left Ben and when I opened the door Nicko opened it first. And he found Ben clutching my hand.

“Let go of me!” Pinta ku with emotion, then I threw back my hand tightly so that my hand managed to escape from his grasp.

“I haven't finished Fawnia, I haven't had time to explain anything”

“I told you I don't need any explanation”

“Pak Ben's. If there is anything to talk about we can talk about it later, today I have a need with my client” Nicko said calmly.

Ben looked at Nicko cynically. He approached Nicko in annoyance.

“Listen to me carefully ! Fawnia is still my wife, and I will never let her remarry another man including you!” Said Ben giving a medal to Nicko.

Nicko stared at her coldly but sharply.

“Are we going to take her to the legal path like what your parents have done to Fawnia?” Said Nicko insinuating about Ben's parents who had the heart to speak about Kara's custody affairs.

“They want to take custody of Kara by taking legal action, but Kara is not their grandchild, right? And now you want to consider Fawnia still your wife, while for these 4 years you did not give her a decent life as a wife and also gave her happiness? Is it worth it that you are considered to be a husband?”

Ben looks to be clenching his hands. He looks very angry and wants to beat Nicko if this is not Nicko's office.

“Kara is my son, and I will never let go of Fawnia again. I will be a good father to Kara, and a responsible husband to Fawnia”

Ledek Nicko was so calm, but made Ben's heart burn.

“There's nothing more we need to talk about. Now please leave, and our business is only limited to cooperation, there is nothing else to talk about”

Ben looked at Nicko cynically.

“My problem with Fawnia is not finished” said then he glanced at me.

“I'll see you again. Wait for me” said Ben to worry me.

Then Ben left Nicko's room in annoyance and opened the door so tightly.

I took a breath so deep, and exhaled it trying to calm down. I control myself, I still can't believe that I've been arguing with Ben, the person I thought was dead and the person I cried with every moment because I thought I was guilty of his passing. And he reappeared in front of me, harassing me and Nicko.

“Fawnia” Nicko holds both my arms.

“Nicko me..” I said frantically to him.

“Fawnia” Nicko just keeps calming me down by looking me in the eye so deeply and touching both my arms.

“Don't let that guy mess with your mind, he'll never be able to bother you or Kara. I will take care of you all my might, I will not let him hurt you in the slightest” Nicko calmed me down.

“I just hurt her Nick. I feel stupid because all this time I have always ber’a say for her in heaven there, even I always feel guilty because I think her departure was caused by me, she said, every time I do’a so that I can repeat the time and hope never to meet her Nick. 4 years I feel bad because of her departure, I feel lonely with Kara, Kara, I survive only for Kara Nick, Ben is so evil, he's really evil” I said while crying.

Nicko pulled me into his arms.

“I'm sorry her weeping” who keeps hugging me tightly.

“I'm sorry I found you too late with Kara. I'm sorry that I let you marry that man, I'm sorry that you had to support Kara alone all this time. I'm sorry” Nicko said full of regrets.

My crying is breaking. My sadness is starting again, and all this again because of Ben. I hate her so much, I don't want to see her again.