Love, Let it Get Lost

Love, Let it Get Lost
The consequences that exist



After taking a shower and changing into a babydoll dress for sleep I lay beside Kara who was soundly asleep. I was so upset, thinking about what the Kirana family and Nicko family were talking about downstairs.


I'm just waiting for Nicko. I couldn't sleep, I was curious and wanted to know what they were talking about. At first glance I would love to go downstairs and eavesdrop on their conversation, but it would be a shame if I was caught by them. I could only continue to worry on my bed.


The sound of the door opening, I immediately got up and looked at Nicko worriedly.


“How?” Ask me directly.


Nicko closed the door and walked up to me.


“Can I shower and change my clothes first?” Nicko Pinta.


“Your time is only briefly”


Nicko looked at me with a frown.


“Come take a quick shower, I want to know the story” soon said I threw him out from before me.


Moments later Nicko came out of the bathroom in an ash-coloured plain shirt and long white pants. I can't wait for Nicko to sit on the balcony seat unable to keep still. It felt like so long after she took a shower, probably because I kept waiting for her to be finished soon.


Nicko finally came and sat down next to me. I confirmed my sitting position to immediately listen carefully to Nicko's story.


“How?”


“We agreed to cancel our wedding” Nicko said making me turn my eyeballs around.


“I already knew it would happen, but what reason did you guys tell Kirana to cancel your wedding?” Ask me with a curious face.


Nicko looked at me coldly, then he looked back to the front to tell a story.


A few moments ago in the living room.


After laying Kara on the bed, Nicko returns to the bottom floor to meet Kirana's family who he says have been waiting for Nicko from the afternoon.


“Hallo Pak Handoko, hello aunt” greet Nicko to two parents Kirana.


Nicko sits between Papa and his Mama, right opposite the three guests who are in front of him.


“You've taken Fawnia's son to the hospital?” His Papa asked Kirana to start getting stale.


“Iya Sir. Today's schedule check up dia”


“Yes your mother has told us about Fawnia's child accident earlier”


Nicko nodded his head.


“Nak Nicko's. Sorry, Auntie asked. Where have you been all this time?” Ask Kirana's Mom.


“Kirana says you often disappear not even reply to her messages. You guys are engaged, and you also have to plan your wedding immediately do not continue to be delayed like this” said Mama Kirana so firmly.


“Iya Nak Nicko's. There have been many who asked the two of us about when your marriage will be in the title” continued Papa Kirana.


Nicko looked at his parents first before he answered all his questions.


“Bu Cantika” call Mama Kirana.


Both of Kirana's parents turned to Mama at the same time.


“Sorry mom I want to ask you guys something first Mama said so kindly.


“Sorry Mom. There is something Kirana never knew about Nicko before his” said Mama so surprised Papa and Nicko.


Nicko and Papa are afraid that Mama will just tell Kara to Kirana's family.


“What is it about Nicko allergy with sesame seeds?” Said Kirana remembered about her dinner that had been in chaos with my presence at that time.


My mother smiled sweetly.


“Maybe it was one of his little things” Mama replied further puzzling everyone in the living room.


“Nicko has a hereditary disease Pak Handoko Bu Cantika” said Mama finally.


Makes Nicko still surprised to hear the things that are always hidden by Mama and Papa to everyone.


“Iya Pak Handoko”


“Nicko has thalassemia, a disease my Papa has inherited and is now experiencing by Nicko, and it may happen to Nicko's child someday. Although the thalassemia disease that we experience is not dangerous, but still it is a disease right?”


“Thalassemia?” Kirana asked her parents.


“That's a blood disorder” Papa Nicko replied to Kirana's question that could not be answered by her parents who were still in shock.


“What disease can be cured?”


Mama Nicko smiled back at Kirana's question.


“If the disease can be cured, of course I will not lower it to Nicko” replied Mama kindly.


“I also used to, should always be in a blood transfusion every 2 months if you want to live a normal life, and now my thalassemia disease has been gradually to a better level to become thalassemia minor. And Nicko always had to get a blood transfusion at least 4 times a year, because the disease is handled faster than I. But still the disease has no cure to be cured total”


Kirana's parents looked silent and thought hard.


“Why did you guys just tell us about this? Why since the beginning Nicko never told my son or to us anything?” Mama Kirana tried to smile.


“Sorry Mom, it is not our intention to hide the disease we are experiencing, but I think, if Kirana is Nicko's soul mate, whatever shortcomings Nicko Kirana will accept her. I am mistaken, I should not be too confident to think you will accept the lack of Nicko with the airy after knowing the lack of Nicko. But I just realized, this is a very important thing, because it concerns the offspring that we will all have” said Mama with so careful.


Both of Kirana's parents threw eyes at each other, and Kirana looked so confused that she had to say what.


“Once again we apologize”


“I always accept Nicko aunt's shortcomings. Whatever Nicko experienced I have received before his” Kirana said to surprise both parents.


Her mother held Kirana's hand to commemorate her.


Nicko continued to be silent without saying a word, he let his Mama who took over, and Papa could only be silent because all of it was represented by Mama.


“Pak Rio, Ms. Shinta, Nicko. Like we had to talk about this first in person. Sorry does not mean we do not appreciate your honesty or your confidence, but we still have to reflect carefully about all this”, said Mr. Handoko wisely.


Mama who already knew about the Kirana family responders could only nod her head while smiling sweetly.


“But Ma..” Kirana said in a panic.


“Kirana. We talk about this first at home ya” said his Mama.


Kirana could only fall silent resignedly and followed her two old men standing up to go home.


“We excuse Mr. Rio, Ms. Shinta” said goodbye to both parents Kirana.


“Good Mom. Careful for you guys”


“Good thank you”


Kirana and her family left the house. And Kirana just kept staring at Nicko with fear, while Nicko just stared coldly at Kirana who went away from her house with their car.


Nicko breathed a sigh of relief then looked at the two of their parents.


“What will not have any effect with our company?” Nicko asked his parents, who were sitting in the living room, breathing with relief.


“Kara is more important for Mama” said Mama firmly.


“Yes, Mama's right. Papa does not care if Mr. Handoko will withdraw all the assets he keeps in our company, we can start again from the beginning and look for another co-worker”


“What's that easy?” Ask Nicko to his Papa.


“Papa wishes like that” replied his Papa with a doubtful face.


Mama stroked Nicko's hand gently.


“Nicko. You already have children from Fawnia, Mama and Papa always teach you about responsibility, and this is one of your biggest responsibilities by marrying Fawnia. Mama was sure, even if Fawnia had known about your illness, she and her parents would have accepted all your shortcomings, they would have always accepted all the consequences, Fawnia is the right person Nick, Mama no longer cares about your success in the field of business, Mama now only cares about your happiness and Grandson Mama” said Mama so touching.


Nicko looked so sad, yet she held back her tears, she hugged Mama and her Papa simultaneously so tightly.


She was very grateful to her parents because they finally gave her complete happiness.