Love, Let it Get Lost

Papa Nicko's

The doctor finally came out of the ICU. Nicko and I stood up swiftly to him.

“How?” Ask Nicko.

“All went well, blood transfusion has been done. And the injury to the back of the head we've dealt with, he's just had a mild head trauma. It will heal for 2 weeks” said the doctor calmly.

“So Kara is okay?” My toot.

“Mother's son is okay. He fainted just because his impact was so hard on the back, but it did not make the mother's child suffered such a heavy injury”

I was finally able to breathe with relief after hearing what the doctor said.

“But he still has to rest, must not do strenuous activity”

“What now can I find my child?” Ask me.

“Bby please”

Nicko and I went straight into the ICU room and saw Kara lying on the bed with a blood infusion next to her. His head was also seen in a circular bandage, and he was still unconscious from the anesthesia given by the doctor.

I stood by Kara's bedside and stroked her hair gently.

“Sayang” call me softly in her ears.

“I'm sorry Mama yes, because sloppy Mama has left Kara alone in the room” said me with regret.

Nicko rubbed my back.

“Faw. Stop blaming yourself”

I ignored Nicko who was beside me, my gaze could not be separated from Kara who was lying weakly in front of me.

“This is not your fault, nor is it Kara or Mama's fault. But maybe it should be like this way for Kara to start her new life”

I smiled at Nicko, and leaned on his shoulder, looking at our child who was lying on the bed. Nicko immediately contacted his parents and told them that Kara had been taken care of and that they had not been there for long. They immediately looked at Kara with sadness, let alone Mama, she was so sad looking at Kara and continued to stroke Kara's hair.

“Sayang. Bang Nak, this is Oma”

Papa Nicko stroked Mama's back, like Nicko stroked my back to calm me down.

“I'm sorry Oma Nak, because all this time Oma never knew about Kara, and Oma didn't see you from baby”

I was so excited to hear Mama say that. I didn't expect, if Mama could love Kara so much, I was lucky to have them all.

Evening has arrived. I'm still waiting for Kara by sitting next to her right sleep. Kara is still required to stay overnight in the hospital, at least until her condition begins to look better.

Suddenly Kara woke up.

“Mama.” his moaning voice.

I immediately stood up and leaned over to approach Kara.

“Hay dear” greet me gently.

“Where is Ma?” He looked around with his eyes still bright.

“Kara masi in hospital dear” answered me while continuing to stroke her arm.

“Kara this morning why can it fall in the room?” Ask me carefully and hold back my sorrow at seeing her head that was still on the bandage.

Then he looked at me with a smile. His eyes still look so heavy and his facial features look so tired.

“Kara was playing in the room, continued Kara up to the chair to bring caramel candy from Om Nicko, but Kara instead fell on Kara's head hit table”

I feel so sorry to hear it.

“Sorry yes dear. Mama instead stayed in Kara's room” I can only continue to apologize to Kara for still continuing to feel guilty to her.

“Om Nicko where ?” Ask Kara weakly.

“Om Nicko again buy food first” replied me with a smile.

Not long after, Nicko arrived. She was surprised to see Kara, who had regained consciousness, and she quickly approached us and stood on the other side of the bed.

“Kara” greet Nicko happily.

“Om Nicko”

“Kara is awake?”

Kara just nodded her head weakly.

“Om Nicko Kara Dreams Om Nicko” says Kara.

“Dreams ? What dreams nak?”

“Kara Mimpi,Kara playing with Om Nicko in the park. And Kara called Om, Papa” her words surprised me, and so did Nicko.

We throw each other a glance, we are surprised by Kara's dream which seems to give instructions for herself, but because maybe Kara is still too small to understand, she does not realize, if the dream is a clue to her.

“Kara” call me while holding her hand.

“Starting from now on Kara should call Om Nicko with Papa” call I said with so happy. And Nicko didn't seem to believe what I said.

“Why Ma?”

“Because this Om Nicko is Papa Kara” I started crying so moved, finally I can reveal the truth to Kara.

“Iya darling. Kara's been asking questions about where Papa Kara is, right? Kara always asks, why Papa Kara does not accompany Kara to play like Kara's friend. And now Papa Kara is here, Papa Nicko, who will always accompany Kara”

“Why Ma?” Kara asked who was still too innocent to understand her circumstances.

“Kara's. Maybe Kara doesn't understand yet, but Kara should know, if Om Nicko who Kara knows this is Papa Kara”'s birth pinta I give him a little understanding.

Kara then glanced at Nicko, she looked at him coldly. Nicko looked so tense in Kara's face like that. I'm sure Nicko must be scared of Kara's reaction.

“Bener ? Om Nicko this is Papa Kara's bladder?” Kara asked still with her innocent face.

Nicko could only nod while rubbing Kara's soft cheeks.

“Mama says Papa Kara is handsome” said Kara with his funny.

Nicko looks to frown his frown while t smiles thinly.

“Indeed his Papa is not handsome?” Nicko finally called himself Papa, exactly what he wanted.

“Om Nicko, uh” said Kara while keeping her mouth shut because she forgot Nicko's new call.

Nicko and I laughed at her behavior.

“Papa tampaaan once” said Kara with adorable look.

“O yes?” Nicko asked, not believing Kara's bullshit.

“Iya. Mama also likes to say that Papa is handsome, right Ma?” Kara asked me a glance.

Nicko also took a glance at me with his eyes that are softened, I instead became clumsy with Kara's remarks that will only make Nicko big head.

I smiled at Kara.

“Iya dear, Papa is handsome” replied me without glancing at Nicko who must have been happy now because of my confession.

Yes it is true, Nicko is handsome, even I have never found a person as handsome as Nicko in my life other than my biological Papa.

“By Papa hugging Kara?” Ask Nicko who is still awkward to his own son.

“Bby dong Pa, Mama also likes to often hug Kara if Kara is sick, said Mama let Kara recover” quickly

He's a strong kid, he doesn't cry anymore when he finds out he's in the hospital. Maybe even the pain in his head was not felt.

Nicko hugged Kara carefully, then he closed his eyes hugging warm Kara's tiny body that was still lying. I look so happy and the relief Nicko can have Kara like this. I'm also so happy because finally Nicko and I can live happily as we want.

Nicko glanced at me who was still standing watching him hug Kara.

“You want to join?” Nicko offered me.

I smiled at her, and I hugged Kara carefully.

This is our perfect little family, with all sorts of problems we've been through, we're finally back together.

Nicko kissed Kara's forehead so gently. Then she stroked his hair.

A few hours passed. Kara had started to fall asleep and I was still sitting by Kara's bedside, while Nicko was sitting on her other side. Nicko's phone rings, the phone goes in for him and he immediately goes out to receive her.

Then he did not long return while packing his cellphone and stood and restrained in front of the door.

I approached Nicko and stood before him.

“You just go home Nick, You need to rest and tomorrow there is an important job waiting for you”

Nicko didn't stare at me he kept seriously playing his phone.

“I won't go home”

“But tomorrow you have an important meeting Nicko”

“More important ways for ku”

“Nicko”

“You rest easy, I will ask my secretary to handle everything tomorrow”

I could only turn my eyeballs to hear his answer.

“Good. It's up” I replied and then turned around to go back next to Kara.

But I realized something, I just digested Nicko's words and immediately turned back to look at him sharply.

“Secretary?” Ask me in surprise.

Nicko just kept standing in his place looking at me coldly.

“Isn't your secretary me?” Ask me again.

“Who else?” Nicko Ledek.

I squinted my eyes at him sharply.

“Kara is more important than I have to obey orders from my annoying Boss” my cynical look with such a sharp gaze, then turn away from her and return to sit beside Kara with a feeling of annoyance.

Nicko shook his head looking at me with a smile, then he sat down on the sofa to continue his work through his mobile phone.