Love, Let it Get Lost

The real happiness

I was surprised to see Ben standing before the three of us. Ben looked at me with a smile, then he looked at Kara who was being held by me and Nicko.

Ben walked over to us. And the three of us just fell silent at our place in a daze.

“Fawnia” greet Ben again gently.

“What are you doing here?” Ask me unfriendly.

“I'm on business”

“Then what are you doing here?” Ask her back.

“I'm also in business” replied me with ketus.

Then he looked at Kara in disbelief. I'm also sure Kara must be confused to see Ben, because she used to see Ben's face on my phone. But I really hope Kara forgets Ben's face.

“What is this?” Ben looked at me.

“Iya” answer me cynically.

“He's my son” continued me unfriendly.

Ben crouched down looking into Kara's eyes so deeply. I saw the sadness implied on his face. However, when Kara was in my womb, Ben always stroked my stomach and asked her to speak. And she did love Kara before Kara was born into this world.

“Karamel” call Ben so weakly.

Kara looked at me confused. I'm sure Kara must have forgotten Ben's face that she sees on my phone.

Nicko doesn't mind seeing Ben say hello to Kara he lets Ben talk to Kara.

“You are already big, you are also very beautiful, I did not expect her to be this beautiful as you Fawnia” said Ben praising me.

But I don't feel praised for his words.

“Thank you Om” replied Kara sweetly.

Ben smiled at Kara's funny voice.

“Face Om like Papa Ben who is on Mama du” mobile said Kara made me surprised.

I looked at Nicko who was beside me. Because Kara still recognizes Ben's face.

Ben was also surprised and happy to hear what Kara said.

“Iya. This is Papa Ben, this is Papa Ben. Kara knew Papa Ben?” Ben said with great pleasure.

Kara shook her head.

“No Om. Mama said, Papa Ben is dead he is already in heaven” replied Kara innocently.

Ben looked weak to hear Kara's words.

“Really darling. Papa Ben who Mama used to tell me about, he's dead, and dead people can't possibly come back to life right?” said me cynically.

“Pa. Kara is hungry”, Kara told Nicko, which surprised Ben even more.

“Hungary?” Nick answered with a smile.

Then Nicko holds Kara to keep Ben away from her.

“We're looking for food huh. We go to Kara”'s favorite restaurant Nicko said.

Then Nicko left me with Ben. Nicko understood that I wanted to talk to Ben for a while, so he took Kara away first.

Ben got up from his squat, and I saw Ben's disappointed face that was so implied.

“You don't deserve to say that to Kara. You're not the Papa! Even you accompany me to raise her just don't!” Say it with emotion.

“Then where have you been all this time?”

“I told you I had a very severe problem that caused me to have to do all this”

“That reason is not strong enough for me Ben! The reason you are not comparable to what I've been through all this time”

“But I want us to be together again and be able to raise Kara together”

“Tooooed Ben. Kara has found her birth father, and the three of us have decided to live with”

“You can't do this. You promised me that the child in your womb would be my son. As long as you're pregnant I've been looking after and taking care of her, right? Not Nicko!”

“Do you think just because 8 months you accompanied my pregnancy in your apartment, will be comparable to you leaving suffering to me for 4 years?” Say it with a little scream.

I'm so sick of her. He continued to discuss the promise made by himself, even though he himself had made the agreement ended by itself.

“Listen to me Ben. I have forgiven all your mistakes, I will also forget all the lies you have made, even I will forget the camp of your parents who have tortured me with Kara for 4 years. But, with one condition” said I took a step to continue my words.

“you should never bother me, disturb Nicko and also disturb Kara, stay away from Kara as far as possible, never dare to appear before Kara by still calling you Papa Ben, don't even think about getting into our lives again, otherwise, I'll never forget your evil deeds!” Threaten me so sharply.

“Cam right it!”

Ben looked at me disappointed. His face looks slurred, he seems to not accept what I say.

“Fawnia” call Ben.

I walked quickly away from her.

“Fawnia wait!” Said Ben trying to stop me, but I kept walking quickly to leave him and catch up with Nicko and Kara.

I hold back my sadness. I didn't want Kara to see me grieve, I kept walking quickly towards the car park. Nicko looked at me from a distance, he looked so anxious.

“What does he do?” Nicko asked as soon as I approached him next to his car.

“He did nothing. I just gave him a little warning not to bother Kara”.

“Where is Kara?”

Nicko glanced in his car, he pointed with his face.

“Ben can't behave like that in front of Kara. He has no right to claim to be Papa Kara now. This is all a mistake made by himself, he has to bear the consequences of his” said I finally with sadness.

“I know. This is all her fault, but if it wasn't for her departure, maybe I would never have found out about Kara, would I?” Nicko looked at me seriously.

I frowned at me.

“What do you mean?”

“There's something I need to ask you” Nicko said seriously.

“What if Ben never left you all this time, you would keep Kara hidden from me?” Nicko's question made me fall silent.

Because I never thought about that big thing before him. I never knew how it would look like if I was still with Ben. Because I promised Ben I'd make Kara his son.

I didn't dare answer Nicko's question, I was afraid I'd misspoke. Nicko held my cheek gently.

“I should have hated Ben for taking you from me, and I should have hated him for making you suffer all this time. But, on the other hand I am also grateful for what Ben has done, can bring me to meet you too Kara. I know it's wrong, I know I shouldn't be grateful for the suffering you're going through, but I can't hide the happiness I'm getting right now. I can get back to you, and find out if Kara is our son”

“I beg you, allow me to make you happy with Kara. I want to be a good Dad for him, and I want to be by your side forever” Nicko said with so heartwarming.

Unknowingly my tears were already running down my cheeks. I was so touched by Nicko's wishes. I felt how much Nicko loved me as well as Kara.

I hugged Nicko so tightly, I cried on his shoulder, and Nicko hugged me affectionately. He made me feel calm.