Love, Let it Get Lost

A very heavy day

This morning I had come to the office so neatly using a cream-colored short-sleeved shirt and a lylac-colored span skirt. My hair is in a wavy description, and I wear a high-heeled cream color to match my shirt.

I walked past the busy workers at every desk, but I felt the gaze of all employees look strange when I see me. I just kept walking into my room and trying not to look around. They all watched me and whispered as I passed by. I glanced at those I found who were watching me seriously, then they pretended to turn their faces away. I walked back trying not to care about them.

I waited at the door of the elevator to go upstairs, and I saw two female employees who were also waiting for the elevator together beside me, whispering while looking at me. I feel uncomfortable, but I keep trying to keep quiet regardless of it. When the elevator door opened I went straight inside her and pressed the floor button to immediately go towards my room.

I sat at my desk feeling very uncomfortable. I'm curious about all the employees who look like they're talking about me. I kept thinking, what I had done to keep them busy gossiping about me.

Then I went to the office pantry to make a fresh drink. And again all the employees looked at me strangely.

Some women confronted me haughtily they stared at me cynically. I looked at them coldly. The three of them are women who are known as socialite employees with their style is so high, their clothes are so terndy and makeup so striking like a top model.

“So it turns out, the adopted son of Mr Rio the owner of this company?” Asked the cynical woman so insolently.

I finally know what happened in this office.

“Pantes aja lo can work as good as her here, turns out the child punk” cy’nya while laughing at follow all her friends who are so annoying.

I opened my eyes.

“Mouth lo never in cleanin huh? It's so dirty with your mouth!!” I said back to denouncing her cynically.

“Kalo you don't know anything mending lo diem, don't need a lot of talk, it's not a business lo!” I continued and tried to leave not to ignore them. But they are facing me.

“Heh. The whole office already knows, if you really are a child who is taken care of from the same small family Mr. Rio. But he said, you even run away from his house and do not know thank you, and now you've gone bankrupt again with the family of Mr Rio for help ?. Crazy really lo, do not know in profit”

I was so upset with the big mouth of this woman who was venomous like a snake.

“Lo tuh should know himself tau ga. Lo can still work here with a good position, can be received again with the family of Mr. Rio, and should be lo ga as good as her for work in this office”

This woman has indeed gone too far, and she has already so provoked my anger.

I kept my cup first and approached it by crossing both my hands on my chest.

“Denger yes venomous snake. All this time judging my work is my boss is not elo, and if you do not know anything better lo and these lo temen are diem, the real work, because I see, because I see,who work as good as it is you guys, there has never been a progressive” said I made the three of them surprised glaring at me.

“You don't think I've ever seen what your work performance is like? The work is just gossip, there has never been any progress, it is very difficult to find a working link, and now you are even busy dealing with other people's affairs! Who should I read?” I said so loudly and threateningly.

The three women looked frightened and confused, but they all tried to look brave in front of me.

“Who said we don't have progressives? Lo do not make a mistake, you can report it because you are slandering me” said this woman by trying to calm down.

“Lo abstain me?” Ask me with my sharp and cynical look.

“Iya. I don't like it lo!” Tell him honestly.

“Then you get out of this office, you don't need to see me again. Doesn't it?”

“Lo ga tau shamed yes. The whole office knows your status hey. You still want to survive in this office with your embarrassing story?!” Her question was trying to corner me.

“Gue gauli” said me coldly.

“Gue even thank you for the fact that you all know that I was in the same adposi Mr. Rio. So I don't need to pretend diligently anymore because the fact is that Mr. Rio still considers me his son, yes even though I already left them. You don't know how dear both parents Mr. Ferdy same me. Their affection is the same as me, can make you all out of this office. Understand ?!” Say it with a threatening tone.

They were all silent with faces so upset that I could no longer struggle against me. Then I took back my caramel cup that seemed to be cold, and walked over to them with anger.

I entered my room with a heart that was still so upset. I sat down with emotion and kept the cup at the table and thought. How do they know about my life ? Who leaked it ? Is it possible Nicko ? But it's very unlikely.

Someone came into my room while I was thinking hard.

Kirana. She came in her skimpy clothes which were so graceful.

I turned my eyeballs to see him being so good to me.

“I want to see Mr. Ferdy. Or that you know with Nicko” ledek Kirana makes me strange looking at her.

Kirana must have known about my past as well as Nicko. My grunts are in my heart.

Kirana seemed to smile cynically looking at me. It's like he's figured out such a big thing about me and Nicko.

“Pak Ferdy is having a guest in the meeting room, I can't wait in his room ya” replied me sweetly and tried to turn my attention to the work in front of me.

Kirana slowly approached me. He was standing right in front of my desk.

“Sorry yes, I just found out about you and Nicko” said Kirana looks so so good.

“Yesterday I just got a story from my future Mama-in-law about your past” Kirana said as if it would disturb my mind.

I tried to ignore it and refocus on my work.

“So it turns out you don't have parents, and you take care of Nicko's parents from childhood? Very good indeed Nicko” family his chat that I still do not care about. I keep getting my computer.

“But how can yes, the children who foster them with pity and affection, even left the parents who were so good to accommodate her from small to large but she instead went so without saying goodbye, and now even back again when she had no husband.ck…ck Not shy once”

I looked at him cynically.

“There's still someone you want Kirana to talk about ? I am so busy with my work today” said me with a stifled annoyance.

She laughed cynically hearing me who was starting to get uncomfortable with her babble.

“I was surprised, why can you who are just his secretary, can know about Nicko's personal problems and also always maintained in this office. Though before his Nicko never feel at home with employees who are not good at working”

I've started to get hooked, I feel annoyed with his babble. Then I looked at him tightly.

“Where can you judge if I work as well as possible ? Did you see my work directly?”

“Some of the bosses here are my friends, and of course they must report your every behavior here. At first I was surprised, why Nicko can continue to defend you and defend you to work here even though your work is not good!” The scorn made me start to ride apitam.

I stood up to face her by staring at her sharply.

“Mbak Kirana's. I'm sorry if you feel upset because I know more about Nicko than you” I said so clearly to him.

Kirana is looking at me cynically now.

“You should be thinking why Nicko can't be that open to you. Why are there still many secrets that Nicko keeps himself, including about me” said I cynically who really can not stand his haughty attitude, as if he already knows everything about Nicko.

“Maybe you're not the woman Nicko trusts, you may not be a special woman for him either, so he never says anything about himself to you. Why would you waste your time dealing with my problems? are you worried that I will approach Nicko?” My quirks are so confident.

“Worry? Worried you'd get close to Nicko?” Then he laughed so blandly..

“Don't dream Fawnia. Anyway you're just Nicko's secretary, and you're also not the type Nicko wants, we're engaged and soon we'll be getting married,so do not expect too high” said his so sure. I smiled cynically at her words.

“Then there is nothing you need to fear. Just think about your wedding and Nicko” said I can no longer stand my formal conversation.

“Berdo’a is so that your wedding will happen, because what I remember, Nicko once left his bride-to-be, and it could happen to you right?” I'm sick of it, I have to teach him a lesson to keep him quiet.

Kirana looks annoyed, her face starts to blush she has been so up black hearing my talk that even makes her scared and at the same time angry.

“Bad you ya” Kirana raised her one hand so high and she almost slapped me if only I didn't catch her hand.