Love, Let it Get Lost

Always a bitch

I have a babysitter now. Her name is Susi. He's a few years older than me, but he's not married, and Susi's mom looks really nice and so loving. She worked with Kara just as long as I worked, and then she came home.

After my grueling work was done, I went home and prepared Kara food for dinner.

“Maa” call Kara as she sits in the pantry accompanying me to cook.

“Mmmm” muttered me to respond to his call, because I was still so busy cooking in front of my frying pan.

“Om Nicko when to play here again?” Her question made me silently flinch with her question.

“Why Om Nicko?” Ask me to go back to cooking.

“Om Nicko well” his reply made me glance at him briefly and smile.

“Indeed Susi,Mama,Aunty Key ga good?”

“What's talking about Aunty Key” Keysa's voice suddenly just sounded in my pantry.

I glanced him back. Keysa just came in with her work shirt and her tote bag.

“Hayyooo again talking Aunty yes?” Tanya Keysa held Kara's cheek.

“Ngga. Kara again talking about Om Nicko” replied Kara innocently made me close my eyes because until now I have not told Keysa with the arrival of Nicko last time.

“Nicko?” Keysa asked in surprise.

“Kok you guys talked Nicko?” Ask Keysa to me.

“Iya. Om Nicko at that time played here nemenin Kara main” again Kara made Keysa surprised to hear her honesty.

“Whatt!!” Keysa's screams left Kara confused.

“Aunty why?” Ask Kara.

“Hehe no dear. Aunty Key was just shocked -” answered with a clumsy smile.

“So Om Nicko play here with Kara?” Keysa asked Kara that introgated so innocently.

“Iya we play here until night,Main pictures, learn to write, enter the same puzzle bacain Kara fable”

Kara was so enthusiastic about telling her excitement with her new friend.

“Oh yes? Wah Om Nicko is also very good as Aunty Key” said Keysa with his nonsense.

Obviously Keysa has never met Nicko again from 5 years ago.

“Aunty Key know Om Nicko?”

“Kenal” answered so convincingly.

“Then can I call Om Nicko ga aunty? Kara misses Om Nicko” Tanya Kara makes me shake my head and not want to see them behind me.

“Bole” Reply Keysa.

I let Keysa keep bragging to Kara, I guess she'll just pretend to call Nicko, because I know Keysa doesn't have Nicko's number. Suddenly, a male voice was heard on the phone.

“Hallo” my eyes wide open to hear the voice of Nicko in the phone connection.

I turned my back and saw Keysa holding my phone and pointing it at Kara.

Keysa video calls Nicko with my phone.

“Keysaa!” Shouted me and instantly snatched my phone in his hands. I reject the phone and stare at it in annoyance.

“Lo anything with any Key?” Ask her with annoyance.

“Lo why the hell? I'm just full of his desire Kara” Keysa replied with his face that was so annoying.

I was just about to go back to cursing her but I saw Kara who was surprised by my behavior scolding Keysa.

“Mama Angerin Aunty Key because Kara huh?” Kara asked with her so guilty face.

“Not..not dear” my panic touches her head gently.

My phone rings back. That's Nicko's phone. I looked at Keysa in annoyance, but he acted as if he was innocent. Then I glanced at Kara who just kept looking grim and sad. And finally I was forced to pick up a video call from Nicko.

“Sorry was Kara who called” said I directly without further ado.

“I know. There is no way you called me” replied coldly.

“Mana Kara's. I want to talk to nya”

Then, pretending to smile at Kara, I gave Kara my phone. I didn't want to make her sad to see my pouting face and make her feel scared.

“Aunty Key's. Do not teach Kara to talk macem-macem ya” said I commemorate Keysa with a smile but eyes filled with threats.

Keysa smiled so happily, and nodded so sweetly but his smile made me even upset with him.

I went back to cooking and let Kara talk to Nicko on my phone. I remember what Nicko said back at the office.

Even the feelings I have for you, are still stored neatly in my heart to this day

Subconsciously a smile emanated on my face as I remembered that.

Actually I'm happy to hear Nicko still has the same feelings as me to this day, but I don't want others to know about the happiness I'm feeling. Let me hide all this myself. I don't want to make a mistake the second time.

The next day at the office as usual I accompanied Nicko to meet his client outside.

He met his client at a hotel in the middle of the city. We met in a fairly large hotel meeting room and with a few people who had been waiting inside. I deftly kept recording all the important points in the meeting and asked questions with things I did not understand. I was smart enough to live my profession as a secretary, so I was often praised by Nicko clients after we finished meeting.

A few hours passed. Meeting is over.

“OK. What's the next schedule?” Nicko asked when the three of us were in the car.

As usual, I always sat in the back seat with Nicko, and Bima drove in the front.

“After this you can rest first, and later tonight you have a dinner appointment with Mr. Handoko to discuss the construction of the Royal Choice” cluster, I replied by looking at my pad.

Yes tonight he has an appointment with the parents of his fiancee, because Kirana's parents are also the most important working partner for Nicko.

I had to be as formal as possible with Nicko, because there was Bima in front of us driving.

Nicko sighed with a lazy look.

“Good. Prepare my suit” replied Nicko by releasing his suit because he felt sultry.

Then he gave the suit to me.

“My father's clothes have been prepared in the Father's room, and the files I have entrusted to Bima”

Nicko squinted his forehead.

“Why don't you bring your own files?”

“Sorry Sir. For this meeting I did not participate because there was a private dinner with the family of the fiancee Mr” said I politely declined Nicko's invitation.

“Why?”

“It's already in contract. I can't go with affairs outside my work”

“You must come. It also discusses about the construction of Faw”

“But he said this meeting also discussed the marriage of Mr. Ferdy and Mbak Kirana” replied me with still so sweet and soft, so, although actually I want to scream and scold him if there is no Bima in front of us.

“I want you to come” Nicko said so coldly, making me take a sharp glance at him.

Why does he keep saying ‘aku, kamu’ in front of Bima. I commemorated Nicko by constantly glaring at him, and gestured to point at Bima with my eyes. But Nicko just kept staring at me with a threatening look, as if he did not care about Bima's presence in front of us.

“Good Mr. Ferdy” replied me with his annoyance.

I don't want to argue with Nicko in the car and make Bima confused to see our quarrel. I still have to keep my image in the office.

I'm so pissed off. Why do I have to come to discuss the wedding?