Love, Let it Get Lost

Married ?

Not long ago Nicko came back with the doctor who had brought him. The doctor and Nicko came up to us and stood at the door of the ICU.

“How? What about Kara?” Ask me impatiently.

Nicko looked at me with a piteous glare, he held my cheek gently.

“We do’a is the best for her”

“Why? What's with him ?” Ask me so scared.

“Mother's son is being handled as best we can, he has a minor injury in his back brain, and after we checked, he turned out to have a hereditary disease that is thalassemia minor, and after we checked, he turned out to have a hereditary disease that is thalassemia minor,we need a blood transfusion as soon as” said the doctor wisely and calmly.

I looked back at Nicko with worry.

“But our son will be fine right Nick?”

Nicko held my cheek gently.

“Kara will be fine, she's my son, I'm sure she will be strong like me. Kara can definitely go through this Faw” Nicko said exactly as I told Mama.

“You must promise if nothing will happen to Kara” I said sadly.

“I promise Fawnia”

Mama and Papa embrace each other to strengthen each other. And Nicko hugged me right away, put my head on his shoulder. I buried my face in his arms, and Nicko kept wiping my back, to calm me down.

Nicko took me to my seat, and he kept holding both my hands. Mama and her Papa also sat in this elongated chair.

Nicko glanced at Mama and her Papa who were beside me.

“So Mama and Papa already know?” Ask Nicko to me.

Makes Mama and her Papa can hear that and glance at both of us.

I nodded my head.

“What are you in angrily?”nicko's asking made me sigh heavily.

“You should be angry with us!” Papa said back upset.

“Have done but dare not take responsibility!” His papa was so firm.

I could only rub my forehead hearing Papa scolding Nicko. And Nicko looked afraid to look at his Papa who was getting angry.

“You as a man should have a great soul to take responsibility for what you did with Fawnia. This instead let Fawnia raise your child by herself”

“Pa. Papa knows for himself, I've been looking everywhere, but Fawnia's hard to find. Even I got depressed thinking about her, if I knew she was pregnant, I wouldn't have possibly let her out of my sight for a while.

“Yes but why did you lose Fawnia? Why can you not know if Fawnia is pregnant ?! Embarrassing”

Nicko could only silently hear the lecture from his Papa. He couldn't fight back, and I just glanced at Nicko with pity.

“And you!” Said Papa to me.

I glanced at Papa with fear, even though I knew Papa had forgiven me, but I was still afraid of him.

“Pa. Never mind, I'm sorry about Kara. Better now we do’a for Kara's recovery, so that we can all re-hug her” said Nicko trying to protect me.

“Can't!” Said Papa sharply.

“Papa would like, after Kara regains consciousness, you and Kara return to home”

I round my eyes, hearing Papa's orders that still want me back home.

“But Pa..”

“Nothing but. If not, we will not forgive you”

I can only sigh weakly. I glanced at Mama who could only smile at her husband's request. This is also one of the things that Mama always wanted, for me to go back to that house and accompany her.

I glanced back at Nicko.

“If you go home, I will go home”.

I put on a face so helpless to Nicko. Because he could also ask me to go back to that house.

Moments later, the ICU door was still closed, no one had come out of the room. The four of us are starting to look tired.

“Ma” call me to Mama who is beside me.

“Mama and Papa come home. Let me and Nicko wait here. Mama and Papa need to rest”, I said.

“No Child. Mom wants to wait for my granddaughter. Mama wants to see him and kiss his”

“We can both eat in the canteen of hospital”

“Yes. Papa has also started hungry, then let's eat first” invite Papa.

“Mama and Papa first, I wait for the doctor first”

“Ya. We eat first, immediately tell Mama if the doctor is out”

“Iya Ma”

Then Mama and Papa Nicko went to the cafeteria, and there we were both in front of the ICU. Still sitting in a long chair and leaning against the wall.

“I'm relieved, finally Mama and Papa know about Kara” said Nicko.

“I'm also relieved. There is no big secret that I carry myself now” said Ku.

“If you had told me this long ago, I would have taken care of Kara from her birth and we would still be together in that big house”

I glanced at my eyes feeling so tired of hearing her complaints that seemed to blame me.

“Already Nick. We don't need to discuss that again. It's fate, it's destiny if I have to hide all this, and my destiny is also to help Ben find a way out of his problems. And maybe it's only now her destiny if you and your parents both know about Kara”

Nicko nodded his head.

“So..” said Nicko by hanging his sentence.

“when are we married?” nicko made me immediately round my eyes again.

“Married?” Ask me to make sure what I hear.

“Iya married” replied Nicko with such passion.

“My parents already know about Kara. And they'll want me immediately to take responsibility and marry you”

I narrowed my forehead by sighing softly.

“What should be ?” I'm ridiculous.

“Iya should be !” Her reply confusedly looked at me who was as if unsure.

“Why? You don't want to?” Nicko asked sharply into my face.

“Not like that. But I've never thought that far before his”

“Do you think my parents will let Kara grow up without a legitimate father?” Nicko was right again, I should have thought about that from the start.

“I also want to take care of Fawnia, and I also want to be called Papa by Kara, not anymore Om Nicko” said with a little insinuation.

“But.”

“Can you just obey, don't take too much consideration. Our marriage must be done, ready or not Papa will definitely ask us to determine the marriage. And I want as soon as possible”

I squinted my eyes at Nicko's eyes in annoyance. Even in this state he is still annoying and applies as he pleases.

“What will happen later in the office when they know if his boss marries his beautiful secretary” said I mocked.

Nicko raised his one halis hearing my words.

“You no longer need to be a secretary. You can be my wife, wait for me at home and start learning to be a good wife for me. No need to work”

Now it's my turn to frown upon hearing his rant.

“I can find another secretary”

“Cannot. I don't want” I said seriously.

“I also want to take care of my parents Nicko” business

“Yes but you can by working at home, and monitoring Papa's other smaller business?”

“I don't want to!” My words continue to be true to my wishes.

“I don't want to. I just want to be a secretary and keep helping you”

Nicko seemed to be breathing so long.

“Why? You want to find another secretary? Want to find another woman to accompany you?” I asked with a cynical look.

“I won't let that happen Nicko” said I sharply warned him.

Nicko smiled sweetly at me and he looked at me so deeply.