Love, Let it Get Lost

Nicko's fiancee

I finally got to tell Keysa all my big secrets. He was right, he was the only friend I had, I shouldn't hide anything from him anymore. And just as I imagined, Keysa's reaction must have been shocked to hear all the biggest secrets I've been hiding. What's more about Kara, she finally finds out that Kara is Nicko's flesh and blood. I felt a little relieved, because at last no one knew about all this, I was able to share everything with Keysa without the slightest burden.

Om Rio or Papa Nicko always look for me through the internet or social media, but I always hide and never appear in front of the family again. It's not that I don't know myself, it's just that I'm afraid they'll find out about Kara. But now, I'm meeting Nicko again and working as his secretary. Is that not destiny ? Or just a coincidence ?

Today I am back to my life at work. In the morning I arrived at the office and immediately checked the e-mail that entered the computer at my desk. Because yesterday Bima was the one who changed me to give a meeting schedule to Nicko. Fortunately yesterday was not too busy, I ended up not so troublesome Bima.

I immediately copied yesterday's work into my archive. Then a few moments later Nicko and Bima came into my room. I stood up straight.

“Siang Pak” said I greet Nicko. Nicko was a little surprised to see me back at work. He didn't answer me just stared at me quietly and then he went into his room.

Bima delivered Nicko first into her room and then back to my room. He's standing in front of me.

“Hay Bim” greet me with sweet.

“Hay” responded with a smile, staring at me who was sitting in front of him.

“Thank ya already want me to bother yesterday”

“Nothing Faw. Yesterday also in the office not too busy”

“Thank God” replied I glanced at Nicko who was already sitting in his work chair.

“Your business is done?” Ask her.

“Have” answered me with a happy smile.

“Your business is so important it seems to be risking your new job counted a few days?” Bima's question made me remember yesterday's incident.

“This is about my son Bim. I'm seizing custody of the child with my former in-laws” replied me by explaining the outline only.

“Then? Whose custody of your child falls to?” Her question was so curious.

“Finally custody of my child falls to me, because I'm the birth mother of his” I can't possibly tell the truth to Bima.

“Oh thank God” he is also happy with my happiness.

“I first face Mr. Ferdy yes, there are files that must be signed immediately Mr. Ferdy”

“Oke” reply Bima.

Then I brought some files into Nicko's room.

I walked closer to Nicko's desk, he looked serious staring at his computer desk, without letting me into his room.

“Excuse Pak”

“Iya” replied Nicko who only glanced at me for a moment then looked back at his computer.

“Sorry sir there are some files that you must immediately sign” pinta me when you stand in front of him.

“Please” I keep that file on his desk. And Nicko immediately pulled the file and read the contents first.

“How's your trial?” Ask Nicko by continuing to round up the file I just gave you.

“Walking well” answer me briefly.

“Caramel's custody falls to you?” Her question again mentioned Kara's name in full.

“Ya” replied I was holding back the pain I had always hidden.

It's so hard to hide this big thing from Nicko. And I never knew how much longer I would keep this secret from him.

“Good” replied while returning the signed file to me.

“Thank you Pak” said to me and immediately walked away from Nicko's desk.

“Faw” called her made me turn around and stand where I was staring at her waiting for her to speak.

“Don't bother me, I have an important job to do today. Maybe until lunchtime” pinta Nicko with cold.

“Good Pak” then I again stepped away and out of Nicko's room.

I sat down at my workplace and went back to work on the tasks that I had left behind yesterday. I called a company to make an appointment for him, took notes daily for Nicko and scheduled a break for him. That's how I work, with the knowledge I have through the internet or when I have my own business, not when I'm a boss at my company, I know what I'm going to do and what I have to do as boss.

“Excuse Mbak. Can I help you?” I asked while standing stopping his steps that almost held the door handle of Nicko's room.

He stood up and looked at me confused. He walked slowly towards me.

“You're Ferdy's new secretary?” Ask her with her hands resting on my desk so cynical.

“Betul Mbak” answered me with so friendly his.

“Oh knowsin” she stuck out her hand.

“Kirana. Her fiance Ferdyan” said her made me jerk at her surprised for a moment, but I tried not to remove the smile on my face to keep looking friendly.

“Fawnia. New secretary Mr. Ferdy” replied I shook his hand.

“I want to meet Ferdy. And usually I don't need to go through his secretary first to get into his room” said his so arrogant.

“Sorry Ma'am. But Mr. Ferdy advised no one to bother him until lunchtime” I was still so professional as to say a message from Nicko to him.

“But I am his fiancee” his word reminds me of that.

“Sorry Ma'am, Pak Ferdy said anyone should not bother him first without exception, there are important things he has to do. Ms. Kirana can wait until lunchtime”

“Till noon?” Her question was surprised by my words.

“Keep I have to wait for Ferdy here for that long?” Ask her in annoyance.

“Oh no Mbak. Ma'am can wait for her in the waiting room” replied I pointed the exit to her.

He started looking upset at me. He was glaring at me, and his face was already very red.

“I'm her fiance! You don't equate me with his working guest !” He was so emotionally disturbed. But I still do my job calmly and do not come hot like him.

“Sorry Ma'am. But this is the message conveyed by Mr. Ferdy, I only run the task”

“You're a new worker here, right? and you don't know how important I am to Ferdy ?. Let me tell you, no matter how busy Ferdy is, he will definitely welcome me warmly in his room”

“Sorry Ma'am. I just obey the command” I said by insisting without making his remarks.

“Awas ya you!” Threaten him while taking the phone in his tote bag.

Her clothes were so fashionable, with both of her shoulders so smooth looking, her thighs were also white and legged long making her look perfect. She looks like a Korean model, but her face is so jutek.

“Issshhh Ferdyy” upset her by constantly trying to call Nicko a few times.

“I ask you to call Ferdy and say I've been in front of his room to discuss the important thing”

“Cannot Mbak. Mr. Ferdy asked not to be disturbed” answered me with annoyance, and stick to my stance to hold the mandate of Nicko.

“Sound yes new secretary. You don't know who I am, and you've been so disrespectful to treat me in this office. Do not expect tomorrow you can return to work in this company” threatened her scream by making a noise also made some office workers who passed into my room glance at us in my room through glass windows.

They couldn't hear our conversation, but they could see that this woman was scolding me by pointing at my face.

It wasn't long before Nicko came out of his room.

“What is this?!” Nicko asked with a frown in annoyance.

The woman just went to Nicko and wrapped her arms around Nicko with her spoiled.

“Ferdyy. Your secretary is as brash as I am. He won't let me in, I've been standing here”

That woman was like a poisonous snake. It was clear I said Nicko's message so well, instead he was the one who shouted at me.

I looked at Nicko coldly. Nicko looked panicked at me. He pulled the hand of the annoying woman into his room. I resentfully sat back in my chair and stared at them so sharply behind the window.

Why am I so hot. My body was so stifled to see the woman say she was Nicko's fiance. Why should I feel upset?

But I thought of something again, if that woman was Nicko's fiancee. So the woman who used to be named Clarisa who will be married to Nicko, where is she ? Didn't Nicko do his wedding ? Is the marriage void? Or are they divorced? I was curious about that. For the first reason Nicko and I ran away from home together, because he was going to be paired with their parents for the woman of their choice. I thought back to Nicko's parents.

How are Mom and Dad Nicko?