Love, Let it Get Lost

The unexpected guest

The reception has been completed, now we have a dinner with our family and closest relatives still in the same hotel only this dinner event moved to the outdoor sky garden of this hotel. The theme of the show is standing party, with a soothing live saxophone music making our wedding dinner so intimate.

I wear a sleeveless dress and its length is above my knees. The clothes are minimal, but so elegant when I wear them. Added to my hairdo that I tied with messy so that it makes my neck look open and my appearance is much more stunning. While Nicko, he wears a long-sleeved black shirt, with two buttons over his open and toad pants in black. Nicko also looks so sexy with his chest that can be seen it.

“Mama..” said Kara pulled my dress when Nicko and I were chatting with Nicko's coworkers.

Kara has also changed clothes with a black dress ball that expands.

“Hay. Why darling?” Ask me while crouching to look at her.

Kara looks so lethargic and tired.

“Kara want to sleep” said with a frown.

I smiled hearing her.

“Why want to sleep?”

“Iya” answered while nodding.

“Oke wait a minute”

I stood up and stared around me.

I'm looking for Mama or anyone I can ask for please take Kara to the hotel room. But I forgot that if Mama had gone to the room and rested, I couldn't have asked Papa to help deliver Kara, because she was also busy welcoming guests who had just come to dinner.

“Nick. I take Kara to the room first ya”, I said a little whisper to Nicko in the middle of her conversation with her friend.

“Why not ask for a hotel waiter?”

“Kara will definitely not want” said I remind how fussy Kara with people who do not know her.

“Need me to drop off?”

I immediately looked at Nicko's co-worker who was seen still standing before him.

“no need. I can take Kara myself to Kamar”

“Alright” replied Nicko.

“Cause” take me while guiding Kara.

Kara and I walked past some of the guests. Every now and then I greet the invited guests, smile and ask for permission to take Kara to her room first.

I went inside the hotel and we started heading to our hotel room which was on the same floor. Kara and I passed through some of the hallways and through some hotel room doors to get to our room. Then I stopped at one of the hotel room doors and knocked on his door. I glanced at Kara who was like her already not strong enough to withstand her drowsiness. I grabbed her and laid Kara's head on my shoulder. I knocked on the door of the hotel room. Kara was like she had fallen asleep in my arms.

Mom opened the door with eyes so sweet, eyes that just woke up and forced to open the door.

“Eh sorry dear, Mama was dizzy and immediately fell asleep” said Mama apologized for making me wait long enough in front of her room.

“Iya it's okay Ma, Mama just rest. Can I leave Kara here?” Pinta.

“Oh yes, just lay Kara on the bed ya”

I went straight into Mama's room cautiously afraid that Kara would wake up. I slept slowly and without a sound, then covered her body with a thick white blanket.

Mama immediately went to lie on the bed and joined the blanket beside Kara.

My mother smiled sweetly.

“Go. Say hello again to your invited guest Pinta Mama with a tone that is so weak because of sleepiness.

“Alright” then I kiss Kara's forehead and get out of Mama's hotel room.

I closed the door tightly and made sure that the door was locked. Then I went back to Skygarden. But when I turned around I found someone standing in the middle of the hallway wearing a black shirt and a black suit as well. He looks so handsome and charming with his clothes all black like that.

Ben's. I was shocked and stunned to see him standing straight in front of me, while he looked at me so coldly.

“Am I late?” Ask Ben in a flat tone.

I awakened myself and tried to calm down to face him. I looked a little nervous but I tried to smile at him.

“Oh no. Dinner event has not been long started, you can go there to taste the banquet” replied me with a smile, then walked trying to pass it.

Ben pulled my hand and returned me to stand before him. The look on my face instantly turned restless. Ben looked at me so deeply, he didn't speak but his gaze kept making me so nervous. I turned my face to him.

“Are you happy with your marriage now?” Ben asked trying to look me in the eye.

I nodded my head with such vigor, then looked back into his eyes with great conviction.

“Of course”

“How does it feel to be married for the second time?” Her question made me stare at her cynically.

“For me this is my first marriage” said I made Ben stare at me sharply.

“With you first, I have never felt happy feelings as a bride like this, never felt happiness on the wedding day, did not feel her pleasure with a large family. I consider marriage is just a lie, an acting, even I assume the marriage never happened”.

Ben looks so disappointed.

“But we once married Fawnia. We were once bound in a bond of promise so sacred”

“Which agreement do you mean?” Ask me to hold back my anger.

“You forgot! In the words of the wedding vows there is a sentence that says if we will continue to be together forever until the end of life, promising if there will be no lies in the household, then there will be a lie, even in the promise it says that we should be able to look after each other for life. And even what you did was the opposite, right ? You left me, you pretended to be dead, even you left me with so much trouble Ben. So which sacred wedding do you mean ?” I asked with my still restraining emotions that were about to explode.

“Our marriage should never have happened Ben, nor should I have felt that suffering for 4 years” said I who still brought up my sombre past.

“I've explained all his Faw. Whatever I do is for you and our son”

“Child Nicko!” I corrected his words.

“He is Nicko's son, you have to remember that”.

“But you promised to make him my son, even you promised he would still be my son no matter what ?”

“That's when all was well Ben, and now that's never going to be possible. My son is already happy with his biological Papa, and he has no other Papa besides Nicko!” I firmly walked back past Ben so quickly.

“Fawnia!” Call Ben.

I ignored him and continued to walk quickly.

“Fawnia!” Call her, but I managed to get away from Ben and disappear from her presence.