Love, Let it Get Lost

Love, Let it Get Lost
Promise to Nicko



I got into my car upset. I closed the car door so tight and looked straight ahead, thinking what Ben wanted.


What Nicko fears is happening, Ben seizes this opportunity to get me back to him. He had indeed gone mad, even he said that he did not care about the happiness that I had now.


I'm starting to get upset, I'm so confused. Because on the other hand I have to think about my company that was almost destroyed because of Ben, and on the other hand I have to appreciate Nicko's feelings. I promised him that I would never give back to Ben's wishes, and I'm sure Nicko would never agree to Ben's rotten plans.


I drove my car back to the office. A few minutes later, I reached the office and entered my room. I looked at Nicko in the room.


He was standing in front of the window staring out of the office looking stupefied. I sighed I saw him who must be feeling frustrated right now. Then I entered the room, but Nicko did not look at me. It seems he was unaware of my presence, because so seriously he was daydreaming.


I walked up to him and stood beside him. I looked at Nicko worriedly, and then Nicko finally turned to me with his cold gaze.


“How?” Nick asked without the slightest expression.


“Ben just want to destroy our company” replied me with disappointment.


Nicko looked straight ahead.


“She definitely has a purpose, why is she doing this” guess Nicko.


“He doesn't want to see me happy”


Nicko bowed his head.


“I'm sure he would still want you to go back”


I was so upset with what was in his mind, I turned my body to face Nicko with a very upset look.


“How many times should I say? I'll never go back to Ben. And if Ben did this just to get me back to him, I'd follow what Papa said. Let this company be destroyed, as long as I never go again in your life”


Then Nicko pulled me into his arms so tightly. She kept hugging me for a few moments without speaking, and I allowed her to hug me, provided she could feel calm.


“I'm sorry. I'm too scared to lose you”


I closed my eyes, and kept silent and did not answer his words.


“Losing you for 5 years, has made me feel so tormented. I don't want to feel it happening again”


“It won't happen again, I promise”


Though I had promised him so many times like this, but Nicko still doubted me. She seemed to have a sense of trauma and was too worried about my circumstances.


The day started late afternoon. Nicko and I immediately came home from work and met Kara who was playing in the park with her babby sitter. Yes it's Susi, Kara's babysitter who returned me to work, because I feel sorry for Mama and Papa who did not rest guarding Kara.


“Mama” greet Kara as usual, she ran towards me and Nicko then hugged us both.


“Hallo darling” greet me.


“What's playing?”


“How to play the same puzzle Sister Susi”


“Oma where?” Ask me.


“Oma sleeping Mah”


“Kara already ate?” Ask Nicko.


“Already dong Pah, but earlier Oma asked Kara to eat vegetables” Kara said with a frown.


I glanced at Nicko.


“Then Kara ate?” Ask Nicko.


Kara nodded weakly.


“Soalya Oma said, if Kara does not eat vegetables, then vegetables that have been made Oma nangis”


Nicko laughed at Kara's story.


“Yes. Since childhood, Oma always said that every time Oma made vegetables, and Oma said the vegetables were crying that Papa did not eat. Keep Papa biarin his vegetables cry, because Papa would not eat vegetables”


“Certain vegetables cry?” Ask Kara curiously.


“Sayur nangis, so the vegetable sauce turned salty” replied Nicko made me want to laugh but I held him back because I did not want to make Kara suspicious of Nicko's story.


Kara looked at me, and then I pretended to nod as if I agreed with what Nicko said. Kara nodded with me.


“Yes already, Mama and Papa took a shower first and changed clothes ya”


I stroked Kara's head gently.


“OK”


Nicko also stroked Kara's head and kissed Kara's forehead before she followed me to the room.


Arriving in the room I immediately broke my laughter that had been held since.


“What? Her vegetable soup is salty?” My ledek to Nicko, while standing before him.


Nicko closed the door tightly, and a smile appeared on his face.


“What is your Mama's trick whenever you don't want to eat vegetables?” Ask me.


He shrugged his shoulders and released a tie that was coiled around his neck.


“But such a trick works until several years”


“O yes?”


“Yes. Until I grow up and find out if the vegetables can not cry, I again do not want to eat vegetable”


I squinted my eyes.


“I'm still confused until now. Why can-can his Kara has the same nature and character as mu”


Nicko laughed at my words.


“She’s my daughter” said Nicko so proud of her.


“Yeah that’s true. But why is your ugly nature that must be passed down to Kara, why not the good ones”


Nicko wrapped his hands around my body with a smile to hear my babble that felt not accepted by the reality.


“Then we have to make a small Kara to lower my good nature, Nicko said, making me glare at her by reading her mind.


“No!” I said it so clearly and then released myself from his entanglement.


“Why?” Nicko asked as he continued to chase after me and hugged me back.


“Don't now Nicko” said to me.


“Why? Mama also told me that Kara is a big girl, right? Pity Kara has no friends” seductive Nicko by trying to kiss me makes me so amused.


I laughed at his temptation.


“No Nicko” I keep laughing and trying to rid myself of his embrace.


“Ayolah” said Nicko made me feel so scared of him.


I managed to get away from her embrace and ran around this room laughing and trying to avoid Nicko. Nicko chased after me casually while continuing to laugh, because his steps were so wide and he knew I would not be able to escape anywhere in this room.


He was finally able to pull my hand and throw me on the bed,it made me bounce and I couldn't stop to laugh and then she stayed on top of me and ensnared me so I couldn't escape again.


My breath was still panting and my laughter still could not be lost, but I saw Nicko so calm and smiling so sweetly.


“I Love You” said Nicko made me bewitched and speechless to look at him so deeply.


“I Love You Too” answer me.


Then Nicko kissed my lips so gently at the beginning, and the longer the kiss turned into a stirring stir.


Nicko took off the buttons on my shirt, and I unbuttoned his shirt without letting go of our kiss. His kiss has started to go where it is, and we're doing it again.