Love, Let it Get Lost

Intimidations

I stood up and approached Sheilla slowly. Sheilla looked frightened and confused, yet she could only quietly wait for me to speak.

“Finally we meet Shel”, I said calmly.

“For so long I tried not to look for you because I thought my company and Ben were destroyed because of my pure carelessness, and I let you be free to leave me in the ruin of Shel” I said by pressing my last sentence.

Sheilla continued to be silent without speaking.

“But I finally realized one thing. That there is something you hide from me. Something so big that you ran away wouldn't help me. Didn't you?”

“Faw, i.”

“I'm not done!” My words cut her speech so irritatedly and stared at her intently.

Sheila was silent again, she closed her eyes from my sharp gaze. I stood up straight again and walked around in front of Sheila trying to calm down.

“You know Shel? When Ben's company was destroyed, the only thing I expected to help me was you Shel, just you!”

“But it turns out you ran away, and never appeared in front of me again. What's up Shel ? Is there something you're hiding?”

Ask me by putting both my hands on the table staring at her and continue to corner her.

“You are my only hope to help me when people judge me and think I have corrupted with client money that I never took a penny. You should have been there to help me Shel, you should have helped me to make a defense and correct the company's mistakes. You yourself know, I was still sad because I left Ben, my problems were hard enough because I had lost it, and in addition I had to experience destruction with Ben's company problems. I'm almost crazy because of all Sheil, I think my life is over”

I took a breath for a while to regulate my emotions.

“And you know what's funny?” Ask me a little laugh.

Again I stared intently at Sheila's frightened eyes.

“It turns out Ben didn't die Shel. He's still alive. All this time he pretended to be dead for some obscure reason” Sheilla was seen only jolting at hearing Ben's name mentioned and not looking so surprised by what I said.

I smile at her looking at her expression.

“Why don't you look surprised?”

“Oh. Or maybe you already know the scenario of Ben's death? Right what I said Shel?” Ask me with all my guesses.

“Fawniaa I used to be just scared, I don't know what to do, I left because I'm afraid” Sheilla replied very stammeredly and looked once if she was afraid to be honest.

“I want you to answer honestly Shel. Think about your company, think about your employees, and also your little family, I warned.

“But it's true that Faw” Sheilla said so convincingly.

“I'm just scared. I'm just in shock because of Ben's corporate collapse. I left because I was afraid of being brought into the realm of law” he said with continued quibbling.

Unfortunately, I can read her lies too much.

“Well then” answered me so calmly and stood before him coldly.

“Then, it's fun to work with you. And I hope you can get another company to work with you” I said as I crossed my hands on my chest.

Sheilla stood up quickly and looked at me sadly.

“Fawnia I beg you. Our personal problems should not be brought in the cooperation of our company”

“Actually I also want to like that Shel, but you know? my company in Jakarta has also started to disintegrate due to a personal matter, and all this because of my mass. If you can't help, then neither can my company help you. Thank you” I said so easily.

Sheilla will certainly know, if in this company alone refused to cooperate with her would be a bad impact for her track record later. And of course he will have trouble finding a company that wants to work with him.

“Wait” said Sheilla loudly stopped my steps.

My smile flashed on my lips, then I hid my smile again and I turned to look at her, and stood where I was waiting for her to open my mouth.

Sheilla looked very heavy to speak. He clenched both of his hands while continuing to bow his head.

“I'm sorry Faw. I'm sorry for what I did at the time. I really had to. I don't mean to make your career ruined, and I don't have the chance to plunge you into that misery either. But I was really forced, because if not even I would feel the misery was Faw”

I still kept quiet to let him finish his story.

“I was asked to destroy that company. I was asked to manipulate the data as if the company was on the verge of collapse, and I don't know if what I've done will make a considerable loss Faw”

Sheila started crying. His voice trembled as he spoke, he looked so frightened. Sheilla walked up to me and looked me in the eyes sadly.

“I guess you can handle it yourself with all the assets and treasures Ben has given you, I guess you could easily pay for all those losses and close the case and shut down Ben's company. I don't know if Ben's parents could take it all away from you, I really don't know Faw. I really didn't mean to do it all, I swear” Sheilla said in tears reminiscing about all the pain of our past.

I also began to feel sad to hear the story. I know exactly how good Sheilla is, she couldn't have done that if there wasn't coercion, my suspicions were right.

“Then who told you to do that” asked me by starting to shed tears.

Sheilla just kept crying as if it was heavy to answer her.

“Jawab Sheilla replied!” Shouted me while holding firmly both of his shoulders.

Sheilla continued to cry incessantly.

“Please Sheil replied, who told you to make me suffer?!” I asked her, yelling and shaking Sheilla's body to open her mouth.

“Ben told me to Faw. Ben the guy”

Like in a lightning strike I immediately glared at hearing Ben's name.

Sheilla continued to cry with her confession that she had been hiding.

Ben was the one who had made his own company ruined with there I was in it, he who had already made my career ruined,he's also the one who has made me smear his name in the property world, and now he's also the one who will make the Nicko family company destroyed with his act.

“I'm sorry Faw, I'm sorry I just followed the order that Ben asked for. I didn't mean to make you suffer”

My tears are flowing down my cheeks.

“So you know that Ben is actually still alive right?” I explained my curiosity.

Sheilla with her cry nodded with her guilt.

“Ben used to call me if he had a problem at his coal mine in Kalimantan. He said there would be people who want to destroy his efforts there, even someone who had harmed him, that person tried to kill Ben. Ben is forced to do this Faw, he has to pretend to be dead so that the perpetrator can be silent. And Ben was afraid that if you were going to do anything, he asked me to shut down the company, he asked me to take every possible measure to make his company look ruined. And after that Ben completely disappeared no longer contact me Faw. I'm sorry, I really have no intention of making you slumped”

I immediately shook my head to see how heartless Sheilla, the person I once trusted, was now a pitiful human being.

“Bener-ener tega you Sheil. Could-can his you and Ben make me tormented for 4 years”

Sheilla touched my hand again with a sad face full of hope.

“I beg Faw forgive me. I know my mistakes are too big, I know I'm wrong. I beg you to forgive me”

I looked into Sheilla's eyes so sharply.

“There is only one way to fix this all”