
“How bad you are. Even if you reject my existence .. You are still my mother. For God's sake ..even though I look angry and even disappointed in you, in the depths of my heart, I love you very much. Because of my anger at you is a form of my love so that you do not waste your time, Mom!”
Chapter 21: Goodbye, Mom!
Rara dreaming.
In her dream, Rara sees Piera crying. The woman was not just crying. Because in addition to sounding whimpering voice that was very slashing, Piera also paced like he was looking around. Piera often looked down, observing very carefully the streets he went through. As if, just a little bit of the woman was off guard, there was a very precious object that Piera would miss.
Piera wore long pajamas of dull white, while the atmosphere there was minimal illumination. Nevertheless, along the opposite side of Piera stepped like an infinite space that had a bright light and seemed foggy at its base. Rara did not see the shape of the pedestal from the room. It was just that, at the bottom there was as if it was filled with white mist. Either in the form of floor, soil, or even asphalt like a road.
What makes Rara confused, what is the meaning of the dream she is experiencing? And why, too, is it difficult to end the dream. Rara realized she was dreaming. That's why he wants to stop it. But again, he has not been able to get out of the dream.
“Maybe I should help Mom find what she's looking for?” thought Rara who then approached Piera.
Rara hesitates to approach Piera. Occasionally, he also observed the atmosphere of his existence. Strange atmosphere, like the atmosphere behind the stage of a grand show with no signs of life even though it was an animal. Completely silent except for Piera's crying voice.
“Abiz once. Actually, where am I?” thought Rara again.
Piera was still crying while looking around. Staring at the streets he went through even to make him slouch. Surprisingly, although Rara also wore pajamas, Rara still wore footwear even though it was just flip-flops. While Piera, in addition to looking dirty, Piera's legs are also filled with gaping scabs. This fact made Rara put her own anxiety. No matter what Piera had done to her, as well as the behavior of the woman who was so busy hunting for happiness regardless of the impact, Rara still considered Piera as her mother. So, without a second thought, he immediately took off his sandals and gave them to Piera.
“Mother? Mom, what are you doing? That mother's leg is badly hurt, why don't you wear sandals? It's wearing slippers, Mom,” Rara's sergeant while squatting down and trying to attach her sandals to Piera's feet.
Piera did not respond even though the woman reflexively stopped stepping and let Rara put her sandals together. Which makes Rara confused, why besides Piera's legs feel so cold, the wound gaping scabs also up and up? Even when Rara looked up to make sure to look at the face of Piera, on the face of her mother was also found a lot of scabs.
Because of her shock, Rara to the trembling of fear. He hurried to his feet and looked at Piera more closely. He also confirmed another member of Piera's body by removing some of Piera's clothes and looking at her. From the shoulders, the stomach, and the woman's back. For God's sake, Piera's body was filled with a severe scab! The scabs are like blisters. It could be, if not treated immediately, Piera's injuries will also be invaded by green laxatives!
“I-mom ...? Actually, why Mother? Mommy's wrong cosmetic, or what? This is a wound ... blister why? We're going to the doctor, yes, Mom!” sergeant Rara grasped Piera's hands carefully. Because it is no different from the legs, the two hands of Piera also did not escape from scabs. That's why Rara felt the need to treat Piera very carefully like an antique that was once off guard could be damaged.
Which makes Rara even more clueless, it turns out that Piera's body also feels so cold. It was like a dead body of life, but Piera was clearly still staring at it. Even slowly, a smile also adorned Piera's face.
“Bu ..?!” Rara had no power to hide her sadness. Because instead of seeing Piera smile at him but with the woman's condition filled with wounds, he prefers not to be considered by Piera when the woman's glamorous style is filled with arrogance.
And although Rara realized it was only in a dream, Rara also began to lead Piera. “We're on medication, Mom! We to specialist!” his sobs. But what power, suddenly Piera's body burned with fire that Rara did not know where it came from. It started from the feet, and instantly turned into ashes that instantly flew away as well.
Rara who had been silent was so surprised, became roaring, trying to hold Piera's remaining body. He reached for Piera's hand which he held tight. Honey, the bastard still devoured the hand following the remaining portion of Piera's patera. To the extent that, Rara's holding hands also felt the effect. Heat. Really hot.
“Mother ..?!”
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“Ra ...,” shrewd Kimo sounding nasal which then hold Rara's body carefully.
Rara still did not make any meaningful changes. He was still in the following position of endless sorrow. Because even though the incident he had just experienced was a dream, but it all seemed very real. Never had he had such a dream, let alone about his mother, who once said his late father had lived on the moon.
“How bad you are. Even if you reject my existence .. You are still my mother. For God's sake ..even though I look angry and even disappointed in you, in the depths of my heart, I love you very much. Because of my anger at you is a form of my love so that you do not waste your time, Mom!” batin Rara who then returned Kimo's embrace. “Darling, I miss mom. I feel very guilty because last night had rejected mother,” lamented without making sure something adorned his forehead, where shortly afterwards, there was a towel compress fell from there.
Hearing Rara's complaint, Kimo's heart seemed to burst. In fact, he forgot to breathe for a while. What's he supposed to do? And where should he begin to explain the death of Piera, so that his wife is not more depressed and guilty?
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Everyone was grieving, without exception, although the ones who accompanied Kimo and Rara were only the Yuan and Keinya families. At the last residence of that life, Rara who looks very hit just silenced, sitting next to the headstone accompanied by Kimo. Even the people who were there very rarely saw Rara squint. Even with a breath that is not heard. The always cheerful face left only big eyes that were so reckless.
Kimo who from the beginning embraced the following memapah body Rara who sometimes fainted also no less hit.
“Losing Piera's mother makes me miss Mama. But how else? Mama was so selfish and rude to Rara and I couldn't possibly let that happen, Kimo's inner” then wiped her tears using one hand that didn't embrace Rara. He observed a compact Yuan family sprinkling flowers and water over the navel as the final resting place of Piera. As for what happened to Rara, now his wife was just silent staring blankly at the wooden headstone that implied the name of Piera as its owner.
Khatrin and Philip are joined together, Angela with Kim Yeon as follows Yura. While Kaiya who looks still hit because he became the first of those who know the matter of Piera, accompanied by Daniel the younger brother. The golden-haired young man who became the only person who wore thick sunglasses and looked very stylish. While Yuan and Keinya, who were not accompanied by a rainbow, did not stop wailing bitterly Rara.
Keinya who was more grieved over Rara's condition than Piera's own death, heaved a heavy sigh. He looked down while closed. “God, please give happiness to Rara. Give your happiness to Rara. Hasn't he been through a lot of hard things?” his inner.
Yuan stroked Keinya's arm which he embraced. “Quickly, I'll meet Kimo's parents. Because after all, I was the one who made Kimo know Rara,” Yuan whispered convincingly. He was sure that his wife's grief was not due to Piera's death, but rather the grief that was breaking Rara's stubbornness.
“I know, God always does his best in everything. Even this time. Death, Mom. You who are so thirsty for happiness without regard for its impact. Wouldn't it be better this way? Because in this way, you will not make others hurt. And your sins will not increase. As for the boy who loved you, now I can only do it through prayer,” Inner Rara.
“Sorry because I can't be a good boy yet. I'm sorry I haven't been able to make you happy. May God give you the best place. And may you have the happiness that you have been looking for, by God's side. I love you ... Goodbye, Mom!” Rara was still in her heart. He touched Piera's headstone with tears returning.
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