Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 96 HERE THIS DREAM I'M GOING TO START

It didn't feel like time was passing so fast and it was time for Mama Farrell to leave and leave on my own. I'm actually scared to be alone in this foreign city I've never been to. I don't even know the direction that I want to go to buy food or to the store.

" Rissa, Auntie go home first. Once again sorryin Aunty can not accompany you to spend the night in kosan. Auntie wants Rissa to learn to be independent and dare to be alone from tonight. "

" Is Aunt not going home tomorrow Auntie ???. Isn't Rissa enrolling tomorrow at the college ???. Rissa did not understand the flow of registering as a prospective student. "

" Oh again sorry Auntie ya Riss, as Aunty had said earlier that starting tonight Rissa must study independently. Auntie sure Rissa can do it, Rissa is a smart kid right, "Her mother Farrell answered while stroking my hair.

" If Rissa can't how's Auntie ???. This is a big city Auntie, Rissa does not know the direction and is afraid of stray how is Auntie ??? "

" Rissa must dare to try. Yes, dear Auntie, go home first. "

" But Auntie, "I tried to hold Farrell's mother's hand against leaving.

" Rissa, you have to learn to be a versatile and powerful child. Aunty sure slowly you will be able to adapt in this big city. "

" Yes already Auntie, Rissa will try. "

" Nah good baby, yes already Auntie saying goodbye first yes. "

" Be careful, Auntie, thank you for all this. Rissa did not know what to reply to him in such a way. What Auntie has done for Rissa means a lot to Rissa. "

" Yes, dear, and sorry if there is an attitude of Aunt who is not pleasing in Rissa's heart. "

" There is not a single Aunt attitude that is not pleasing in Rissa's heart, precisely with this Aunty attitude makes Rissa able to face the future of Rissa. "

" Dear, take care of yourself, baby. Remember you are here to learn independently not to learn resigned to circumstances. Do not easily believe in others, learn to trust yourself more. "

" Yes Aunt. "

" Yes, Auntie said yes, baby. "

" Yes Aunt be careful on the road, isn't it late today Aunty ?? "

" It's okay, baby. "

We hugged and cried again for this farewell. I don't know when Mama Farrell will be visiting me back here with my mom. And I led him to the front of the gate.

I waved to her, and I realized that I was alone in this town that was foreign to me. For a moment I felt very sad, I did not have any acquaintances here. I finally went to my room.

I looked at my new Costs and realized the cost of having a spacious and luxurious garage, filled with luxury cars lined up. And some there are also motorcycles that are also no less good. I wonder in my heart.

" Am I not wrong to be in this place ???????? " I'm starting to worry about myself.

I looked around and tried to make new friends. But I feel like the people there are very individual.

In the end, I greeted a friend who was next to my room.

" Sister, know me Rissa. I am a new resident in the next room, if you may know whose name is Big Brother ???? "

" Apaan is very familiar indeed lo, already there I am very busy this !!! " Answer to my roommate who seems like a big judge.

" I'm sorry if you interrupt the time, sister, I just want to register for college tomorrow Brother. I just wanted to ask you a minute, brother. "

" Hello, I'm the information center !!!! Lo****so yes, you can ask questions tomorrow On campus !!"

" Bruak !!!!!! " The friend next to my room slammed the door hard and hard.

I was really surprised by the attitude of the friend next door to my room, whether it was his character or maybe he was having problems. I tried to be patient and not put it in my heart.

" Life is hard, especially in a big city like this. I can't give up. Rissa's spirit, "I motivate myself.

Finally I went into the room and I found my phone ringing and I saw that it was Farrell's mother.

" Hello, Rissa. "

" Yes Aunty, what is Auntie ???. Aunt is okay, right ??? "

" Aunty's okay Rissa, you don't worry about it. It's Aunt who's worried about you. Where did you call Aunt not appointed ??? "

" I just found a new friend Auntie ??? "

" Then how dear, are they all okay with you ???. Usually, the children of the rich are arrogant. "

" No aunt, they're all right with Rissa, "I had to lie.

" Oh, thank God, then, Riss, I'm sorry Aunt had to lie to you. "

" That means Aunt ???. Rissa doesn't know Auntie. "

" Honestly, Auntie did not come home Riss, Aunt stayed at the inn. Aunt comes home tomorrow morning. "

" Why not stay at the boarding house Aunty ?? "

" No Riss, Auntie wants you to be independent. Oiya's problem costa Aunty has been paying for three months. So you don't have to worry about it, oiya Aunty has brought a box of food for you in a white plastic bag, so for tonight you don't have to go out. In addition, Auntie has also brought the needs for your daily life in cardboard, do not have to shop again to the store. "

" O God Aunty, Auntie thank you very much Auntie cares about Rissa. Thanks, Auntie, Rissa is so moved. "

" Yes Riss, Aunt closed first yes. Auntie wants a break Riss. "

" Yes already then, Rissa also wants to rest too Aunt. "

" Yes Riss. "

I put myself in bed, I'm so tired tonight. My long journey today made me want to go to bed as soon as possible.

But before I said in my heart about my new place that Here This Dream Will Be Started. I will start my new life in this place, however hard and hard this life may be, I will fight as hard as I can.

The dream must always be fought, hold it and never let go. Although the path is not easy, do not give up on the circumstances.

Tear...

He is our silent witness who interprets pain..

Yet...

He is also the one who will be the silent witness of the eternal happiness that we get.

And now I believe I will be able to rise from this fall. Trying to stand firmly looking at the future....