Wingless Butterfly
CHAPTER 82 HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARRELL, MY LOVE
Today is a special day for Farrell, because today is Farrell's birthday. Today I woke up early to buy Farrell a present and buy him a tart. I wanted to surprise Farrell no matter what.
I'm heading to the town market, I'm heading to a Mall and I intend to buy Farrell something today. But I was confused what to buy him. I walked downstairs to the top floor looking for things that would be useful to Farrell.
Suddenly I got the idea to buy Farrell a skull and a scarf. Farrell had just undergone surgery on his head and now his head is bald because it has been shaved off as a condition of surgery yesterday.
This gift I'm buying will definitely be of great use to Farrell, I'll put it on later when Farrell gets out of the ICU room. Hopefully Farrell's situation today can improve and make it through the critical times.
After that I went straight to the cake shop, I picked a tart for Farrell. I chose heart-shaped tarts for her as a form of my love for her. I hope Farrell likes him even though his current state is not stable. I also asked for the cake to be written "I Love You Forever, Farrell "
I hope that on Farrell's birthday this year, God gives Farrell a chance to live longer. Because there are still many people on his side who love him very much. Especially me, I still need it a lot when I have a lot of problems. When I fell and got hurt, only he was able to keep me going and fighting.
Suddenly a phone came in on my phone. It turned out that Farrell's mother called me.
" Openalty, Rissa. "
" Walaikumsalam Aunty, Yes what is it Aunty ??? "
" Aunty just wants to tell you Rissa, that Farrell is out of the ICU. "
" Alhamdulillah Aunt, means Farrell's condition has improved, Aunty ?? Farrell is aware yet Aunt ??? "
" Farrell has not been aware of Riss until now, but his operation Farrell Alhamdulillah succeeded and has gone through his critical period Riss. "
" Yes already then Auntie, at least Farrell has passed the critical period now. Rissa's gonna be there soon, Aunt. "
" Yes, Aunt wait for Riss. "
" Yes Aunt. "
I'm so happy that Farrell's out of the ICU, I can at least see Farrell today. I hope Farrell wakes up soon and remembers me again.
I hurried to go to the hospital and immediately boarded Ojek to make it faster than taking the angkot. My heart feels hard because I'll soon be able to meet Farrell.
I promised when Farrell realized later I would instantly express my love. I'm sure Farrell will be happy and definitely excited to be healed. At that moment we will love each other, there is no such thing as love clapping one hand.
I finally arrived at the hospital, and I immediately headed to the VIP room where Farrell was being treated. When she got there, it looked like Mama Farrell was alone.
" Asalamualaikum, Aunt. "
" Waalaikumsalam Riss, come in. Brother again came home because he was not feeling well. So Aunt is alone here. Later that night you sleep here with Aunt Riss. "
" Yes Aunt. "
" Is it okay, Riss ?? "
" It's okay Auntie. "
" You brought Riss tarts ??? "
" Yes Aunty, before this accident happened I had promised Farrell Aunty, I'd give her a surprise on her birthday. Although Rissa would never have expected her situation to turn out like this. "
" Yes Aunt. "
" Yes, it's been mending us who celebrate Farrell's birthday, let's light the candle and blow the candle right next to Farrell. "
" Yes Auntie, let's start Auntie. "
" Yes Riss. "
I started lighting candles and singing happy birthday songs.
" Happy birthday we said
Happy long life we pray for
Happy healthy sentosa
Happy long life and happy. "
" Happy birthday we said
Happy long life we pray for
Happy healthy sentosa
Happy long life and happy
Happy long life and happy. "
After we finished singing the birthday song, we both immediately blew the candle representing Farrell's birthday. The crying enveloped our atmosphere today.
Farrell's mother immediately kissed Farrell's forehead lovingly while crying bitterly. He also whispered words to give strength to the only boy.
After that change I'm now close to Farrell's side. I could not hold back my tears that I had been holding in my eyes. Now my tears were flooding my cheeks and accidentally dripping down Farrell's face.
While crying, I opened the gift I had prepared for Farrell. The door I bought was carefully worn on Farrell's head wrapped in a used surgical bandage. I also put a scarf around his neck. I whispered the words in Farrell's ear.
" Happy Birthday Farrell, My Love 🥰 "
I immediately cried as much as I could, having to celebrate Farrell's birthday under these circumstances. It should have been me who gave Farrell a surprise, which was all of us who were given a surprise first by Farrell.
It should be on her birthday, I surprise her by revealing my true heart that I love her so much. In fact, I can't express it because Farrell's condition is not yet conscious.
I don't know how long I have to endure this feeling, maybe this is karma for me. This is what Farrell had felt before, but Farrell felt his love clapping one hand. While I have to endure this feeling of love when the condition of the person I love is fighting for his life.
I don't know until when Farrell will know my feelings of love. I don't want to regret that Farrell never knew my love.
It is my heart that is heartbroken to see the condition of the person I love today who is surviving and fighting for his life. He is the one who always strives for my happiness, bringing me together over others and also keeping his loyalty to get my love. But now, he was fighting alone to fight for his life.
If it could, could God alone replace her current suffering and pain ????? 😰😰😰..
